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TickleKnight

A brooding and dark soul, that searches for light

About Me


TickleKnight
Mezroc


I am a hollow soul, and believe I will never be filled. I shall always have pain follow me in life whether physical or emotional. I am learning that one should not trust, or open themselves to another as it will only lead to a world of hurt. Why wrap one's self in the illusion that this world is safe, or that one can truely care for another soul without wanting something for themselves ? No, I think my path is an impossible one, one that leads only to my world being shattered for that impossibility of what I desire in life being returned in kind.
So it has come that I have found the light in my abyss. Someone that has a huge heart, is so loving, does not play games and genuinely loves me for who I am, even with my recent surgeries. We have met and she took care of me as if I was a king. It felt odd because I rarely ask anyone to but with my recovering from surgery I definitely needed it. It took this woman to show me the mistakes of those in my past, and I finally found someone I shall have a future with. I am fortunate, grateful, and blessed to have her in my life, and she shall be moving to me in May. I welcome my Sharon into my life....


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My Interests

Interests



People Watching
Roleplaying
Traveling
Reading
Playing MMORPGs
Conteplating
Kevin Smith
Mallrats
Tickling
Abyss
Ocean
Mountains
California
Learning
Life
Rollercoasters
Sarcasm
World of Warcraft
Storms
Lightning
Thunder
Smartasses
Music
Movies
Nothing Special
Hollow

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Are you Ticklish ?



Aim = Mezroc
Yahoo =Mezroc
Irc = RuTicklishInTx
If you are curious or into tickling then drop me a line sometime, I have enjoyed such for much of my life, and admire the female foot when taken care of.



Music:

Music



A little of Everything
Wet from Birth
3 Doors Down
Chemical Brothers
Cirque Du Soleil
Incubus
Kanye West
Luther Vandross
Beastie Boys
Paul Oakenfield
Sean Paul
Staind
Warren G
Ice Cube
Paul Wall
Mike Jones
Kool and the Gang
Stevie Wonder
Diana Ross
Beethoven
Joe
R Kelly
Madonna
Nas
Prince
Pulp Fiction Soundtrack
And many many other artists



Movies:

Movies



Mallrats
Chasing Amy
Dogma
Clerks
Jay and Silent Bob Strikes Back
Blade
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
The Machinist
Nightmare Before Christmas
Gone in 60 Seconds
Triple X
Catch Me if You Can
The Patriot
Braveheart
Dragon Slayer
Reign of Fire
Roots
Last of the Mohicans
Tombstone
House of Daggers
Gone with the Wind
Q
Passion of Christ
City of Angels
Message in a Bottle
Save the Last Dance
Batman Begins
Crash
The Incredibles
Michael
Final Fantasy
Breakfast Club
Anchorman
Im Gonna Getcha Sucka
Hell
Sleepy Hollow



Television:

TV shows



Heroes
Robot Chicken
Boondocks
Drawn Together
Family Guy
Justice League
Supernatural
I do not watch much television



Books:

Books



I will update this later



Heroes:

Heroes



I do not have any heroes, but when I find one will let you know



My Blog

Well I am fighting the numbness

For now I think things are status quo. I text my beloved today, and apparently she left her cell phone at a friend's house. They text me back to tell me that they had her phone, and we text for a litt...
Posted by TickleKnight on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:58:00 PST

I am home now

I was released from the hospital last sunday, but had not really been up to sitting at my computer for any lengthy period of time. I have spent 2 weeks in the hospital and then got to come home. I am ...
Posted by TickleKnight on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 04:05:00 PST

Thank you my friends, my family and my newly beloved

It is funny as I had many people on the list on myspace, it all started out with visiting the groups that I have interests in the female feet, and with tickling. It was something I enjoyed all my life...
Posted by TickleKnight on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:38:00 PST

I give up...

I just do not have the strength or energy anymore, and really tired of the disappointments. I already have enough to contend with the surgery coming up. So no more expectations set, no more faith, it ...
Posted by TickleKnight on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:32:00 PST

The abyss, I know you so well

I believe it is coming to a point in my life where I am learning in some way that I can truely only depend upon myself, and perhaps my family in a way. I know my mother and father shall always be ther...
Posted by TickleKnight on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:25:00 PST

I half a$$'d wrote it again

So I decided to write this thing again and this time doing it in notepad rather then this stupid piece of crap called myspace and it's out of resources issues. So anyway, I feel rather different now t...
Posted by TickleKnight on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 08:15:00 PST

*sighs* I F*iing hate myspace's technical issues

I write out a long ass blog entry about what is on my mind and then it gives me that stupid ass technical issue, I hit back and everything is gone. So no I am not typing it all out again...........
Posted by TickleKnight on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 07:55:00 PST

Well my Surgery shall be February 20th

I shall be filling out the forms for Family Medical Leave, and Short Term Disability soon, and shall have at it. I will be in the hospital for a week and then home for 5 weeks.....
Posted by TickleKnight on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:09:00 PST

Well tomorrow is the last day of the year

Today was good, as I got lots of rest and then my father came over. See the back door of my house is all glass and I had not really cared whether there was blinds there, as it did not bother me. But i...
Posted by TickleKnight on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 06:34:00 PST

Friends? LOL, Sure!!

Well today is the last work day of 2006, and it is somewhat slow at work. I am off work next week which shall be nice going into the new year. Well for 2006 it has been an interesting year for friends...
Posted by TickleKnight on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:19:00 PST