My name is Justin. Its a very common name, and I really don't like it. I hate myself sometimes, and I even feel that being dead is the best way. But thats Selfish; so suiside is somthing I frown upon, I will never take my own life to rid of my problems. Just because I've ended mine doesn't make problems leave the next person alone, just one less person to hold them up when they're being knocked down. Im a strong beleiver in Truth. I also beleive in love, but not that clique idea. Love is not a vague word. It has a very wide spectrum of meaning and feeling. I love people that I can't stand...For many years, my life has been a total spiral...dizzing and confusing. The only thing about this spiral, unlike must its predictable...this one has a surprise around every turn. My Friend is dieing, but he's slow to his grave, its of any days guess as to when he'll not wake up. My Grandafather just died this past January, and now my Grandmother we take care of is going soon too. My Family is split, it'll never be the same as before...my friends are distant now, and some i lost contact with. My twin and I are two diffrent people now; and I see a bad path he is leading...Just like my Biological father; he was never there for us. I have no love, but i've known what love feels like. My life, I feel will be cut short...but that doesn't bother me becuase I feel i make everyday worth it. I don't like pitty for me...I can't stand myself being sad. Im quirky too...and I love being around quirky people, mind you im kinda shy at first...but if i warm up to you'll probly wish i stayed quite. :P
Anyways...This is my about me...if there is anything i didn't cover to quench your thirst of Knowledge, don't be shy ask me a question...I accept all questions, and love to be quized.Have a great day.
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