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.:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:.

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About Me

im AsHlEy and will admit to bein a hopeless romantic, i still believe that someday someone will sweep me off my feet and give me all the happiness ive missed out on *♥* rite now i am enjoyin my life theres really not a whole lot to it at this point i work so i can pay bills and enjoy the rest of my day. i ♥ my friends JESSICA, my roomie kiMber, my cousin CAseY rEnAe, Olivvie, BellE bELlE, Ashley, Nikki,Brittney(my PoTaToE cAkE),Angel,Nicole, MAry and EMILY SUE (they may be far but i love them jus like they were home) those are my ladies and i love 'em to death!!all our babies...AMYA(bean)KAYDEN(caveman)josiah, Aubrey,camden, emma,and saleah whos soon to be here! when i get older i want to be a perfect soccor mom,but with a purpose, i am goin to be a foster parent who takes in children who have been removed from their home and are waitin to b placed with someone better,and i know that i will be the best out there for these kids and i cant wait to get to the point in my life that i can have that!♥*♥*♥ ♥*♥*♥*♥My life was a sea of conflicting emotions,but the one thing kept me going was our bond... our connection. It made me feel like I wasn't alone, like i was part of something special. I'm not whining about being friends or not, but I'm not feeling that connection and it scares me.---DawSoN's CrEeK---

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Can't you see? Every step I have taken... has been to bring myself closer to you. -Memiors of a GeishaMy best friend is the one who brings out the best in me and keeps me from falling instead of picking me up.

Music:

GiVe Me A HuG

Screws just fall out all the time, the world is an imperfect place . -The Breakfast Club♥ ♥ ♥ When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision.You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away -Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Movies:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ashley
Birthday: 2-26-87
Birthplace: EVANSVILLE
Current Location: owensboro...ugh
Eye Color: honey brown
Hair Color: reddish brown
Height: 5"5
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: italian/native american...with some randoms in there
The Shoes You Wore Today: {they are caseys favs}
Your Weakness: ne thing with italian dressing.cuddly things, fat mommas~my first love~*amya bean*betcee, forehead kisses
Your Fears: trustin neone, and never being able to have kids
Your Perfect Pizza: hawiian, dipped in italian(dont 4get the pepper flakes and chesse sprinkles)!with a big coke on the side.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: a real relationship with someone i deserve
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: wooooooooooorrd dog
Thoughts First Waking Up: why am i wakein up, i need to shoot the rooster
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: who has a bedtime these days, when ever i manage to lay down
Your Most Missed Memory: goin to michaels before his practice after school
Pepsi or Coke: COKE, but im def in the pepsi pose
MacDonalds or Burger King: mc d's
Single or Group Dates: hmmm depends on who the date is
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ewwww tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee flavored coffe
Do you Smoke: depends
Do you Swear: fuck yea i lived in muhlennburg, the heart of white trash
Do you Sing: ur earts will bleed but hell yea
Do you Shower Daily: sometimes up to 3times
Have you Been in Love:
Do you want to go to College: in rolled now
Do you want to get Married: more than nething
Do you belive in yourself: yupppers
Do you get Motion Sickness: heck yea, sate fair of '06 jus ask saleah and nikki i was droolin on the ride hahah
Do you think you are Attractive: ocasionally
Are you a Health Freak: nah not really
Do you get along with your Parents: have ya met em?
Do you like Thunderstorms: only if im cuddlein with someone specail
Do you play an Instrument: does my armpit count?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: got court next month
In the past month have you Smoked: ummm...smoked what
In the past month have you been on Drugs: not exactly, i was injured damnit
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i ate an entire pumpkin pie thats better
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: my life is a stage baby
In the past month have you been Dumped: that required a relationship and i dont have relationships
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: ohh noo its to cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not that i remember
Ever been Drunk: is that a repeat ?....i got court next month for it gah
Ever been called a Tease: yessir
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: panty bandits of '03
How do you want to Die: in my sleep, or doin savin someone
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a foster parent and perfect soccor mom
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: light brown or green
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: hmmm it depends
Height: 5'11 or taller
Weight: bigger fellas
Best Clothing Style: depends
Number of Drugs I have taken: not for sure
Number of CDs I own: 4
Number of Piercings: 3, use to be 6
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none at the time that was what i wanted
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Television:

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Books:

In my thoughts and in my imagination, the true meaning of love is beyond my comprehension, The mysterious aura of moonlit starry nights, makes my heart yearn for the essence of love. Love is intimacy of amorous hearts, Love is the fusion of minds and souls, Love is sharing of faith and trust , Love is the will to overcome hate and angst, Love is unselfish devotion, Love is the prime mode of creation. Love is the life support for souls, Love is immortal even in extinction.Jay P Narain

Heroes:

NoAhScoTtim ok Once upon a time there was a girl In her early years she had to learn How to grow up living in a war that she called home Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room Hoping it would be over soonBruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OKI often wonder why I carry all this guilt When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more" Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives onBruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterdayIt's not so easy to forget All the lines you left along her neck When I was thrown against cold stairs And every day I'm afraid to come home In fear of what I might see thereBruises fade father but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK I'm OK ------Christina------

My Blog

For MY daddy

Under the Bridge Sometimes I feel Like I don't have a partner Sometimes I feel Like my only friend Is the city I live in The city of angels Lonely as I am Together we cry I drive on her streets 'Cau...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:44:00 PST

i am in love with denis leary

ASSHOLE   Folks, I'd like to sing a song about the American dream.About me, about you, about the way our American hearts beat way downin the bottom of our chests. About the special feeling we get...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 02:48:00 PST

well damn i'm sorry

well people i am sorry if i bothered u, if u didnt want to know what i had to say why did u read it... although u say that u dont care bout my life or anything that i have to say. I dont sit...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 04:59:00 PST

my wishes

So im sure everyone is tired of reading my depressive blogs well im sorry i guess stop readin them! but im happy yall CaRe i WiSh *i didnt get pimples *i had a car *FRIENDS and ppl didnt talk behind...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

Artis Lee Bunch's

i just want everyone to know that Art bunch is the sexiest man i know he is sooooo cute and i love him so much.we r gunna get married cuz he is such a wonderful guy and as much as i say i do ireally d...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 03:18:00 PST

RaNdOm QuOtEs

                ~*~ LoVe~*~   "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."--Aristotle"In real love you want...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 07:52:00 PST

i love everthing bout my middle school fashion

my and ashley jus had a elementry/6th grade flash back so tell me if fu remember this---->>>> *SCRUNCHEIS *under buns *huge clipies *pizza faces *white eyeliner *keds *STURUP STRETCH PANTS *la gears ...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:41:00 PST

fightin wars with myself

so every knows me would probally say im one funny mo fo and am always happy, but for real its an outer shell i dont really think anyone knows what is goin on in my head, everyone sees me as the girl w...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 09:11:00 PST

my life pretty much sucks

so rite now everything pretty much sucks i hate men never have met one that was worth a damn thing, least not the ones who i choose to get involved with i only attract wierd worthless ugly peices of s...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 09:25:00 PST

*~*American Idol*~*

american idol made want to hear this (if u watch that show u saw some guy sing this but i do believe brian does it better) i use songs in blogs cuz they express me better  when i cant g...
Posted by .:ThE rOsE tHaT gReW fRoM cOnCrEtE:. on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 02:18:00 PST