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About Me

I am no one special. Just a quirky chic that has to much to say about nothing....In other words I am crazy. I am broken and bruised and completly confused.I am not cool but I am real. I survived and that is all that matters to me.
I consider myself an artist...Hopefully some would agree but either way, I love to create what I call "soul explosions." All I know is color....I have been doing makeup for 14 years. My style of makeup has always had a touch of old hollywood, and as much Rock & Roll as I can get away with at that moment...hence the name "Dirty Hollywood". I am also great with bridal makeup. I always channel the angelic look in every women. I can do anything with makeup.
I am an Aesthetician in Norman. I specialize in skin care, facial and body sculpting and I am an eyebrow specialist..
I love music. I appreciate most genres but I will always be a hard rockin' bitch..I love to drum, It takes away my frustration. The "Drum Bitch" in me will never die...
This is my Tattoo that I got from a Song that I wrote...It says Scars of Yesterday...The song is now being played by my boyfriends band Black June Revival . check it out...
This is my favorite collage that I have created. It is called "Take a Breathe and Believe". You would have to see it in person to appreciate the texture.

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My Interests

BJR's biggest fan!!! He is the MAN...BJR Jan. 19th... This is Maine Coon Mams...she is QUEEN BITCH. This is Evil Zee, although he is the sweetest cat in the world. Lilly Bella Blue...Cranky and sweet Ragdoll.. This is the newest cat..Butters, he is a survivor. OH NO!!! I am the CAT LADY.... These are my old friends. Chipawa is my American Eskimo, and Farley is my two colored eye Golden Retriever mix. They are cool... THIS IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND THE BEST MUSICIAN ON THE PLANET.... This man knows to much about me but still loves me the same Look at his eyes.... When your cool the sun shines one you 24 hours a day..;) This is the coolest lady in the world...My Meme..She raised me. Meme and I on her 82nd birthday also thanksgiving'06.. Meme hybridizes her own Iris, this one was created and named after me... My favorite couple in the world. Billy and Lisa G... JUST SHAKIN'WHAT MY MAMA GAVE ME.... Sometimes I take naps between takes...Crazy Eyes....

I'd like to meet:

People that are not afraid to look stupid sometimes.
This is me stripped.....

Music:

Joan Jett is my sister
Black June Revival, A Perfect Circle. Tool, Audioslave, Flyleaf, Sevendust, Coldplay, Garbage, Type O Negative, Muse, Alice in Chains, U2, Queensryche, Dream Theater, Lacuna Coil, Queens of the Stoneage, Ours, Coldplay, Radiohead, Foo Fighters, Janes Addiction, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Portishead, Disturbed, Seemless, Shinedown, Velvet Revolver, The Cult, The Bravery, Eagles of Death Metal and the list goes on and on....

Movies:

V for Vendetta, Anything about Phantom of the Opera..Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind...Garden State...Donnie Darko...Pulp Fiction....Underworld....Van Helsing.... (anything Vampire)...Big Fish...The Crow (always)...What Dreams May Come, Anything with Johnny Depp....Sean of the dead....Fight Club....The Butterfly Effect...I like(pardon my language) movies that give you A GOOD BRAIN FUCK!!!

Television:

I have realized that watching television is a waste of my time.....With that said I do enjoy Project Runway and America's Next Top Model, Janice Dickinson, Top Chef and Girls Next Door.....But I DVR them so I can fast forward past the commercials and/or drama...

Books:

I am reading Possible Side Effects by Auguston Burroughs.

Heroes:

My grandmother Audrey aka "Meme". She is an artist. She is eccentric and authentic and I hope to become even half the women that she is...My boyfriend Matt, for putting up with me through my suffering and still loving me and seeing my truth...My cousin Zac. He reaches for the stars everyday. He owns who he is. I am so proud of you babe. Your talents are endless. Your love has saved me from the minute that you were born. Kevyn Aucoin, he taught me to break all of the rules...The world will never be the same without him...

My Blog

A legend in my own mind

My deep thoughts for today are few. Where as yesterday there were to many to handle at once. I can only take on one thing at a time yet is does not work that way. They come when they want t...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 05:37:00 PST

As I cry...This is how I feel today. BROKEN

I do not open up much anymore to free my thoughts for the world to read. I feel the need to be free at this moment....indulge me in my own nonsense. I love to easily and I give every ounce of my energ...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:20:00 PST

The unspoken...until now...

How can you make someone see their own beauty? How can you show them what you see within their soul? I have tried to save some people from themselves and hoped others could save me. It does...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 11:34:00 PST

One last word.....

Fuck those Fucking Fuckers.....For Real... Another turrets moment by Brandon Shaye
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 01:33:00 PST

Reflections from my 34th year of life...

..> Today is my birthday....I am sick with a sinus/respiratory/double ear infection (YUCK) but I am still celebrating if only from my bed. A bit delusional from the fever, but I had alot on my mind...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:08:00 PST

FOREVER CHANGED...........

I have lived with so much sorrow, but in my soul the song remains. I am forever scarred but free, I am forever changed....... ...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 06:18:00 PST

We can not hide.........

I refuse to waste away, I am making my own wounds heal.....I will no longer worry about the trivial things and the people that are not real....What we do not realize is from ourselves we can...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 06:16:00 PST

Lesson Learned.........

I am forgetting what lies behind, the haunting of my soul.I have been my own worst enemy yet pretending to be whole. No matter how much I give to my dreams, I will never understand. Why some people tr...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 11:56:00 PST

I will color the world my way.........

I can not erase the mistakes of yesterday. I can only learn from experience, from loss, from the adventure that swept me away to take a chance. I am forever changed at last. Forever changed from ...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 07:16:00 PST

It only matters to me

Does it matter if anyone truly understands my visions? I create for my soul, to keep my heart beating, to keep my spirit from weeping.... I appreciate the gift that God has given me. I could not ...
Posted by Dirty Hollywood " on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 10:49:00 PST