turning my back? |
i wonder if im turning my back on my friends... walking away from something i actually enjoy just because i feel like shit... maybe its time to reconsider everything... outside of work... cause my ass... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:12:00 PST |
the sharp hint of new tears |
On the way home,this car hears my confessions.I think tonight I'll take the long way.And this weather.The wind outside is biting.It's left me feeling tired and exposed.You've been asking me to bleed.I... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:15:00 PST |
WTF |
Why is he so concerned with my life? jealous perhaps... jesus titty fucking christ... i get harassed because he thinks i should agree with him about everything... yes i want an expensive car... yes i ... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:15:00 PST |
no i dont trust you. |
this movie has got me in a strange mood....
i dont know why... or how i got this way... but im going to be very open for a minute.......... i do not trust you... i do not trust anyone any... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Thu, 25 May 2006 05:41:00 PST |
hate thats hard to swallow |
"Hate Me"I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my headThey crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bedDropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alonePlaying movies in my... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:00:00 PST |
day 2 |
day 2:
35 min treadmill, 3x10 @ 65 shoulder press, 3x10 @ 95 lat pulldown, 3x10 @ 95 compound row, 3x 10 at 15 standard curls, 3x10 at 8 shoulder flys, 3x10 at 20 shrugs, 3x 10 at 110 back press... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:50:00 PST |
Back in the gym |
im going to start a journal of my gym activity here so i can gauge how im doing...
day1: 35 min cardio, 3x10 @65 tricep machine, 3x10@95 chest fly, 3x10 @ 95 chest press, 3x10 @ 25 tri-behind head, 2... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:38:00 PST |
Blue October - what went wrong? |
hear what i say,situation was a love gone bad,left her cold and naked on a rainy day.pulled in the driveway, 2 oclock w/ the gun that he shot,man at the front door headed for the tile floor.he heard t... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 05:15:00 PST |
i told myself... |
a song about how the fuck im feeling...
"I Told Myself"Picked up on the wrong scentnot gonna make a denthow many timesare you in my rhymesburn me once shame on theebut burn me again, shame on ... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 03:00:00 PST |
crop circles in the carpet |
i feel empty... nothing seems to make me whole anymore... everything is temporary... solidity is a vague memory at this point... i dont even know why i still live in this state anymore... Posted by omg its jon patton. on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:48:00 PST |