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*Pretend That You Love Me*

[S]Aint... Hold the S because I am an Aint

About Me

Directed edited and filmed by yours truely. ..4/>My Hero. SGT. Johnson....."Should I be there so you two dont randomly start making out?"~Devon on...well I'm not gonna tell you what it's about. "And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."
Well first off my name is Jordan, but everyone has a diffrent nick-name for me so its all good.
Every one who really knows me knows I CAN NOT hate anyone, and i am very sarcastic. So don't take my smartassness to heart. I know I can from time to time have an attitude, but so can EVERYONE! So cut me some slack.
I hate people who talk trash behind someone else's back. I personally prefer things up front and honest. You have an oppinon of me, dont be spineless and say it behind my back. I have little to no respect for people like that.
I'm a huge concert freak! I love the atmosphere. Music is my passion. If I can successfully hold a career working woth music, it would be a dream come true.
I am kinda ditzy, but I am very funny. Or atleast so I'm told. I tell it like it is, and i suppose that funny to alot of people. The fact that I dont always think before I speak could also be a big part of it.
I love my family and my friends and they all know i'll do anything for them. I stive as often as possible to see all of my friends and family happy, because when i see them happy, it makes me happy. No matter what it cost me. They are my life. <333
so thats me...any questions? [OH MY] GYID!
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My Interests

music, i love the radio and i plan to be in radio, art, photography(award winning photographer), being nice to strangers, dreaming, watcing the moon, sunset, laying around reading books or watching movies, zelda enough said, the rocky horror picture show, messing with your headplaying my bass(not very well but still), being spontanious, not being able to actually spell.

I'd like to meet:

people who like me for me! ka derk a dur lol [13:50] maxyanku: i never want to see sand again!!!!!
[13:51] solitarygirl27: haha i'll send ya a bottle
[13:51] solitarygirl27: hahahaha
[13:51] maxyanku: no!!!!!!!
[13:51] maxyanku: fucking sand
[13:52] maxyanku: i can't tell you how hard it is to get the sand out of my ears
[13:53] solitarygirl27: hahaha
[13:53] solitarygirl27: *falls out of chair*

Music:



i listen to pretty much everything. but i perfer music live, its a completely diffrent experience when you can see the music actually being made.

Movies:

movies are my addiction....adn energy drinks yes i like: Boondock saints, interview with a vampire, queen of the damned, underworld, underworld evolution, resident evil, resident evil2 appocalips, the lost boys, the rocky horror picture show,re-animator, transformers, from hell, juno, knocked up, grind, gremlins, labyrinth, night of the living dead, dawn of the dead, hawlloween, house on haunted hill(original w/ vincent price), dazed and confused, around the fire, the notebook, i cant think of anymore

Television:

i haven't watched tv in quite a while...

Books:

TOO MANY i like to read.

Heroes:

THESE GUYS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! ♥Cookie♥ You're still my best friend *This is love* *Max* My best friend! *Jonathan Rossi* Thank you! RIP ♥Beccy♥ my sister i miss her dearly RIP *Paul and Chrystal* The two most amazing people i know!! *Alski* Come awn! He's with super heros! He's Awsome!!

My Blog

Finding one’s center.

Have you ever come across a time when you mean little or nothing to those you care about so deeply? And when you come to relize this it just tears you apart. You can't avoid the truth for long. I can'...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 07:01:00 PST

The Curse of the Older Sibling

when you are about to go off the deep end you can feel it in your stomach. it's a fire within. and with every nit picking comment and aggrivation you can feel the fire building up. i try and tell thos...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:45:00 PST

Honesty

So, I want the honest truth on what you think about me. It can be good. It can be bad. I don't care jsut give me the honest truth, and I'll return the favor if you want.   (STOLE THIS F...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:55:00 PST

A Fresh Start.

Stop for just a second, take in a deep breath and think of all the mistakes you have made throughout your life. I know personally I have made so many. Some that have changed not only my life but also ...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 11:21:00 PST

Times like these.

     In just a few short months I was able to watch my entire life flip upside down  Something so small could cause so much damage, a theory whch I find to be completely true....
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Sat, 24 May 2008 11:03:00 PST

Forgive and Forget

Don't worry yourselfLet a few years passYou'll forget all about thisAll about meAll this sufferingWill seem like a bad dream She's out thereThe one ment for youShe aparently wasn't meYou'll see bits o...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:18:00 PST

Creation is destruction is creation

I've come to the realization that there are some things i just don't care about. I could say some very cruel things, and perhaps i have, but at this point what I may have said was very kind compared t...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:16:00 PST

black coffe and spinich pizza

As much as I should be stressed, I’m not. These secrets in me should be bursting at my seems, yet they arent. I’m drowning in all of this yet I’m still breating. The contradiction wh...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 06:25:00 PST

Say what you will.

So this is not out of the blue, far from. Today at work I had time to stir inside my own mind to find the things that have really been bothering me. None of them are kind, but thus they are mainly the...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 06:30:00 PST

When one door closes another opens

Recently, I had found myself in a sense of wondering then ultimatly giving up. It seems to me once you give up on looking for something, it finds you. I am so very happy I surrendered my stubborness f...
Posted by *Pretend That You Love Me* on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:19:00 PST