*shan-Te*

///I am the tragic mulatto. I also am a Pisces. Complications transpire from there///
Did I miss the post it note on when life became complicated? It seems to be with each year im around the more life dishes out. Prehaps its the nothing ventured nothing gained aspect that Im starting to grasp but not fully understand. I dont know when I started to feel disconnected but its surely been an ongoing process. I have been under the impression that what you give is ultimately what you get, but its a crock. Im rethinking my karma stance too. Anywhoo..I think entirely too much about things that really dont matter. Compassion, empthay and trust are all things that sound great on paper but in the real world are thorns in my side. I dont believe everything happens for a reason....there are some things that just are without purpose. Its a good way to nurse a thought or action that hasnt gone according to plan..by saying, "it happened for a reason"..but really if you think about it, its just a thing that is life. I have way more insecurities then I consider to be normal and mask them in various ways. Another anywhoo..hit me up. I tend to ramble...and make random statements....too much idle time i suppose.
text messaging//believe in and utilize the "Secret"//The mind is an amazing tool that is so underated so much power can come from thoughts//I self loathe//As nice as i am, i am twice as mean when crossed or wronged//like the sun more then the moon//ENFP..Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving //I get bored easily//I find it diffucult to hold on to things that mean alot to me//went to college for early Childhood Education/Special Education and after having my own children opted out. I hope God isnt mad at me//I have a way with animals and can "sense" what they are feeling....another weird trait..Why couldnt I be born with the ability to be super good at math or some type of superior athletic ablitity? One of the many questions I will ask//generally have a lot of patience and have been known to give people 4th chances//I dont believe in "religion" and no im not a witch. Sometimes the only way to hear God is to be quiet and not have someone speak for him. I came in his likeness and I can hear him just fine without someone elses help//believe before we were born we picked out our destiny. every struggle every joy we decided for our souls before we were conceived//i dont go with the majority and its not an on purpose thing. its just something ive noticed//love to laugh//I miss the 80's/I am a poet..bet ya didnt know it//I always tip 30%//I live a simple life that seems to have a lot of complications//"Music" that is coming out these days sucks balls. I dont care how much money you think you make or the 28's you sittin on. its garbage.true talent is overlooked in the sea of mediocracy//