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About Me


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hmmmm... how to capture the essence of a spirit in a paragraph?! not who i used to be & not who i will be. every day is a new day, every moment a new door. in spite of the masks i may still wear to keep you away, i yearn for you to come close. i certainly understand darkness, and have made peace with my own. there can be great beauty in blood on an angel's wings. without duality in life, how can we really understand the gifts of each side, how could we know that one exists without the other to illuminate it? as above, so below. alchemical balance. i will settle for nothing less then attaining my personal freedom, even tho i may make pit stops along the way. my passion is my fire. i am definately NOT what most would assume within the first 5 minutes of meeting me... i have left clues tho all over this page to some of me.
if you send me a friend request, please send a message along with it.
MY ADVENTURES...
Seattle April 2006
Teotihuacan May 2006
Teotihuacan June-July 2006
Back home in Texas! September 06
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My Interests

traveling the earth (or other realms), FIREWALKING, yoga, the world's cultures (past & present), history, crossing paths with other seekers, animals, camping, reading, nature/outdoors, mythology, ancient secrets & mystery schools: alchemy, egyptian, celtic/druidic, atlantis, templar, metaphysical, etc.; following my heart, space & what exists out there, toltec shamanism, dreaming heaven, listening to my heart & soul, spirituality of every & all types, LIFE. really - how can we put anything into a box when it is trying to capture the quests of the human spirit?! " "

I'd like to meet:

people who stimulate my mind & my passions. people who make me laugh. people who remind me to question what i believe is reality. truth is tho... when my eyes & heart are open the universe presents me with exaclty just the one at exactly just the time.if i were to name actual people, the list would be endless!! chances are if they made impact at all in any way on the course of existence, spirituality, or history i would love to sit down & talk endlessly with them. yeshua, the magdalene, buddah, plato, isis... i guess would be on the top of the list. oh yeah, & running into orlando bloom or oliver martinez wouldn't ruin my day either.

Music:

depends on my mood... i have a fovorite for each & every one. music is such a portal after all, and in certain moments creates a world onto itself. it has to move my heart & soul...massive attack, tori, sinead, NIN, radiohead, dead can dance, cocteau twins, emmy lou harris, jai uttal, gabrielle roth, mortal coil, , johhny cash, lucinda williams, ryan adams, tool, loreena mckennitt, bossa nova, ben harper, james blunt, counting crows, govinda, pj harvey, tanto tiempo, portishead, coldplay, b-tribe, joseph arthur, gypsy kings, david bowie, nick cave, peter gabriel, smashing pumpkins, period pieces from the renaisansse, miles davis, ella, deva premal, world music, native american, aboriginal, electronica, 80's industrial (ministry, revolting cocks, nitzer ebb, etc)... that's off the top of my head. plethora of individual songs by a myriad of artists WAY to long to write here." "

Movies:

what the bleep do we know. great mind candy & wonderful for breaking the existing paradigms. what incredible expansion for us as humans that was always there.. finally bringing back science & spirit as companions. kingdom of heaven... wow! great piece on honor, integrity, following & being our truth in the face of anything. very powerful for me on many levels when really aware of 4 of the main characters and what drives them & the codes they follow for themselves and life. last of the mohicians, breathtaking. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, waking life, i heart huckabees, frida (brilliantly done), the secretary, stay, v for vendetta, the crow, of course bram stoker's dracula... "i have crossed oceans of time to find you" (excellent cinematography as well), pedro almavdor movies. definately the matrix & lord of the rings trilogies... great mythology & symbolism - & not so far from the truth if you ask me. peaceful warrior... amazing. "there is NEVER nothing going on." altho i really did not like the movie, the sex scenes in unfaithful were freaking amazing!! " "

Television:

why the X-Files of course. Grey's Anatomy... absolutely addicted. CSI tickles my fancy as well. love the history channel when it isn't biased, discovery & the learning channel have some interesting shows. for the most part however, i find tv to dull out the mind & be a way for most to continue to fog out. not to mention the domestication media portrays, how we are not enuff unless we have this, buy this, look like this... blah blah. " "

SEPTEMBER 11... DECIDE FOR YOURSELF. DO NOT JUST ACCEPT WHAT THEY TELL YOU, WHAT I TELL YOU... EDUCATE YOURSELF & DECIDE FOR YOU.

I offer you these to watch... take the time...
LOOSE CHANGE, Part 1 ..
LOOSE CHANGE... Part 2 ..

Books:

easier to say subject & authors... i LOVE to read. don Miguel Ruiz, Casteneda, Coelho (wrote "the alchemist" - ALL of his books are great), Rumi, Gibhran - especially "The Prophet", Celestine Prophesy, Anne Rice & her marvelous vampires as well as her Mayfair clan, Way of the Peaceful Warrior, Black Elk Speaks & Native American (Lakota, Iroquois, Anasazi especially), HH Dalai Lama writings, Art of War, Mists of Avalon, Grail, Templar, King Arthur/Avalon, Atlantis, Ancient Mystery Schools, Mystic (true) Christianity (gnosis), Goddess traditions, sacred sexuality, metaphysical, Toltec & any shamanism, history & cultures... anything that teaches me, reminds me or awakens me. " "
Chalice Well in Glastonbury (isle of avalon)
the lady of the lake emerging from the well
angel of the GRAIL
the lady of the lake
AVALON TOR
the sword of a king, EXCALIBUR
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The Invitation
by Oriah Mountain Dreamer
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
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THE ALCHEMY OF LOVE
You come to us from another world
From beyond the stars and void of space.
Transcendent. Pure. Of unimaginable beauty.
Bringing with you the essence of Love.
You transform all who are touched by you.
Mundane concerns, troubles and sorrows
dissolve in your presence.
Bringing joy to ruler and ruled.
To peasant and king.
You bewilder us with your grace.
All evils transform into goodness.
You are the master alchemist.
You light the fire of Love in earth and sky
in heart and soul of every being.
Through your loving existence and nonexistance merge.
All opposites unite.
All that is profane becomes sacred again.
Rumi
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Heroes:

anyone who dared to live their own myth... against all odds and social persecution. those that wake up every morning with tears and still persevere. those that have nothing material & understand they are richer than most. the broken hearted who still chose to fully love again unabashadly. the person who sees the sad lonely old person and offers the smile of hope. anyone who lives from their heart & not their heads. the person who can admit they are wrong. the seekers. the seers. the lovers. the wanderers. those that dare to dream. those that in spite of what others say or think, follow their heart. those who seek to live in their highest, understanding we are all perfectly imperfect. my dear friends, my mother... there are just so many.... & i cannot forget, me... the phoenix rising." "
MY DEAR FRIENDS & TEACHERS...
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My Blog

The 9 Insights

This is from The Celestine Prophecy. Ghost of Isis posted this on her blog today, & i wanted to share it with you.  This is an amazing book (& movie) that i think carries the truths at th...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:05:00 PST

happy winter solstice!!

Celebrating the Winter Solstice Winter Solstice, or Yule, is held on or around December 22nd. It marks the shortest day of the year (in the Northern Hemisphere) and is an important holiday to t...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 10:32:00 PST

for those who liked what the bleep... The Secret

take the 26 minutes to watch it... trust me :-)Get this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:03:00 PST

choice

what is freedom?  ok, there are lots of ways that can be defined.  what i mean is what is PERSONAL freedom?!  i was thinking about this today as i was driving to work (having a 40 min d...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:24:00 PST

come walk on fire!!

"Fire teaches us to be fully present and alive" - Heather Ash Gather Energy for your Life Purpose an...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 09:06:00 PST

the prophet

On Friendship And a youth said, "Speak to us of Friendship." Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and y...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:13:00 PST

samhain, all hollows eve, day of the dead

    Samhain marks one of the two great doorways of the Celtic year, for the Celts divided the year into two seasons: the light and the dark, at Beltane on May 1st and Samhain on Nove...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 01:32:00 PST

New Moon

New Moon in LibraSaturday, October 21, 200610:14pm PDT28ยบ 40' "I try, in my work, to represent myself as though I am the other. We are the other. " Orhan Pamuk, 2006 Nobel Prize winner for lite...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

after thoughts

ok, so maybe you can never "go home again"... what if it's because it just gets better?  tonite was great..  see, every moment that comes can change everything.  only my brain is the cu...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:11:00 PST

ar-kansas.. seriously??!!

well, i am in arkansas!  (please pronuce as r-kansas... as in dorthy & the wicked witch)  tomorrow, back in nashville :-)  a hop in & out, but i will be back often.  really...
Posted by epiphanyseeker on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:14:00 PST