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Beautiful Disaster

As tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what t

About Me


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Ok well since everyone is asking..
I just turned 24 on July 15th! Yep yep getting grown. I just graduated from ATC with an Associates in Database Administration so Im doing my thing. Currently living in Roswell. I am not looking for a relationship or a cutty buddy just looking for friends. I keep it real to the point of being brutally honest... take it or leave it... ITS ME!
What else? Hmmm. I listen to all kinds of music and it would take days/months to list all the artists I enjoy thats why I gave up on that portion of my page. Let's just say, I like everything that can build some kind of emotion within me. From early Metallica to Immortal Technique to John Mayer, Miles Davis, Isley Brothers, Al Green.... there I go listing. My ipod has around 5000 songs and counting on it.... so I have a lot stuff to jam out to.
I am totally one of a kind! ;) I can adjust to my surroundings for instance in a bar... yeah Im crunk... in the mall Im shopping (LOL) at an exclusive restaurant I am 100% a lady. Random things and silly stuff always come out my mouth and Im outrageous! And, uh, urah, urm, thats about it folks... anything else, feel free to ask ;)!
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A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape but a woman of strength looks deep inside to keep her soul in shape
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear
A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone
A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future but a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be blessings and capitalizes on them
A strong woman walks sure footedly but a woman of strength knows when to ask for help
A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face but a woman of strength wears grace
A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at at the top of the tree.
Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.
AOL - msdiamondnatl
YAHOO - msdiamondnatl
MSN - [email protected]
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test
You Communicate With Your Body
This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like for your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Linguistic Profile:
45% General American English
35% Yankee
10% Dixie
5% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

My Interests

Music, Movies, Bowling, Dancing, Going out for drinks, Chilling with friends, Museums, Malls, Theaters, Traveling

I'd like to meet:



In a general sense: I would like to meet people who aren't materialistic or immature. I don't have time to watch soaps so I really don't want to be surrounded by actors. I love people who enjoy life and who aren't focused on the lives of others. (Drama/Gossip Queens/Kings)

For the men: I want a man who is himself and doesn't front and floss. Keep it real with me and I will do the same. No pressure for sex or a relationship... just good companionship.

For the ladies: I don't want your man, body, or anything else you may "have" LOL! I got my own. Besides that I don't get along with women too much because I have had horrible friendships with some shady chickenheads. If you cool and like to get out and party without drama and bullspit... then we'll get along. :)

Music:

Nas, OutKast, TuPac, Common, Al Green, Bill Withers, John Mayer, Styles P, 311, 112, Mary J Blidge, Maxwell, Sade, Aaliyah, Donnell Jones, Musiq Soulchild, R. Kelly, Incubus, Grits, Crossmovement, Ambassador, Phanatik, Lecrae

Movies:

The Departed, A League of Their Own, Love Comes Softly, Scarface, Twister, A Bronx Tale, Goodfellas, Drumline, Seven, Footloose, Madea Goes to Jail, Diary of a Mad Black Woman, What Dreams May Come, Belly, Erin Brockovich, Legally Blonde, The First Wives Club, The Godfather, Napoleon Dynamite

Television:

Just Shoot Me, Sex and the City, Monk, Play Mania, Midnight Money Madness, Match Game, Super Password, Intervention, The First 48, Grey's Anatomy, The Sopranos, Frasier, Will and Grace

Books:

The Holy Bible, The Unseen Hand, Approval Addiction, Left Behind, Star, Thugs are for Fun, Thugs Ain't no Fun at all

Heroes:



My Blog

Revenge

There can be times when we get so angry with someone that we find ourselves imagining ways to seek revenge for the hurt they've caused us. Remember, however, that the thoughts you've just had are ene...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 03:41:00 PST

Gazing Upon Goodness

Our perception shapes the lives we lead because the universe adjusts itself almost instantly to our expectations. When we look for negativity, we are bound to come across it in abundance. Conversely, ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:09:00 PST

Stronger for it

Heartbreak happens to all of us and can wash over us like a heavy rain. When experiencing a broken heart, our ethereal selves are saturated with grief, and the overflow is channeled into the physical...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 06:12:00 PST

Below the Surface

We have all faced moments in our lives when the pressure mounts beyond what we feel we can handle, and we find ourselves thinking that we do not have the strength to carry on. Sometimes we have just ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 02:33:00 PST

Gifts we give ourselves

Good friends enrich our lives in so many ways. Through a magical combination of similarities and differences, friends offer us the opportunity to know ourselves as we are and help us grow into who we ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 01:13:00 PST

I cry every time I see this

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Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 12:52:00 PST

A Reason To Smile

A Reason To Smile Five Minutes To Happiness It can be so easy to get caught up in the rigors of modern life that we tend to forget that happiness need not come with stipulations. Happiness becomes s...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:19:00 PST

Being Alone

Being Alone A Relationship With Self The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our livesfrom b...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:16:00 PST

Tribute to the Military

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Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:59:00 PST

Hustla?

You call yourself a hustla??? Hahaha more like a broke busta. Mr. Get To The Money.... that shit is funny. You been broke and your "hustle game" is a joke. You are as broke as me... I just keep it rea...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST