I CAN ONLY THINK OF 3 WORDS...

***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** Click here to make Falling Objects ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** ***kiki***** I got my layouts from MySpace Layout Generator & Premade MySpace LayoutsI CANT BELIEVE I WILL LAY U TO REST ON UR BIRTHDAY Well I've known you for 4 years, two of those i knew u as my boyfriend, and the other two my bestfriend. Marquese you have been the only one i could call on at times and the highlight of some of the hardest, rainiest days i can think of, an for someone to take away like most important person in my life was and will always be devistating.I've cried so many tears, i dont think there are any left,people say be strong and he's in a better place but how can i be strong when YOU were my support system...u were my...everything i dont think people understand the bond u and i had ..God Marquese if only i would have called u back when u said or if someone knew where u were at mayb..jus mayb we'd be sitting at my Gmas getting fat off grannies cooking right now like we had planned.... jus so speechless and shocked whoever shot u didnt kno wat they were doing yea obviously they killed you but it feels like a part of me died with you... things will never b the same without u i must of called u 12 times this weekend its like i kno ur gone but i never got to say goodbye and theres so much to tell u i mean we were just on the phone wednesday night joking about the psst and my moms irritating voice lol!!!i dunno its gona be a while...the police say hey may know who did it but i talked to ur mother yesterday and well things dont look so good in that department a part of me wants go out and stop the world ya kno and search for that asshole in give him the same piece of steel he sent thru my heart but i kno the consequences and the odds of that happening...ive been tryin to pray latley and seems like the more i pray the worst it hurts jus knowing the reason y and knwing that God had the power to prevent ur death but yet he allowed u to go and in such a painful way...but at the same time i trust the Lord and evreything happens for a reason..At least i kno or hope that all ur struggles and worries have all come to an end and i pray that God dosent judge you for some of the bad things you've done and for the beautiful person i knew u to be inside and out...I've never lost a family member close to me until now seriously Marquese u were my brother..people say u have to argue with a pereson to grow closer or kno them but thats the beatiful thing about our relationship ...we have never ever had an argument we always somehow seem to get along...probaly because we were so much alike...sooo they set the funeral for Tuesday at 10 which is even harder to attend because its ur 18th birthday but ill b able to go we dont have school and u and i both kno i cant be absent ne more for u kno wat reasons lol.... u kno i love u more than anything but im not sure if i can go and c ur body lying there breathless..thats the thing i hate most about funerals saying goodbye to a lifeless body... if only there was someway i could look in your beautiful brown eyes again and hold ur hand and jus b with u a little longer i swear i'd trade my life just for a few more minutes with u...but i kno theres no way for that to be right now..i had the silliest dream about u last night remember that thing we had at bell isile park lol i dreamt that all over again it was good seeing ur face again i jus wish would of woke up with me this morning and this whole u being gone thing was all a dream...i'll visit u every day i can i thing ur going to be next to ur little brother so i kno exactly where to go...ill never find another friend like u and my love for u will never fade...REST IN PEACE MARQUESE WRIGHT.. sooner or later u will wake up and i'll be right there next to u until then WHEN I MISS U I JUS CLOSE MY EYES AND UR THERE WITH ME~