Sky Spy

.. MySpace Profile EditorI am a Texas girl that grew up on a horse ranch. I decided pretty early on that I wanted to fly, so I made it happen. I am a Captain in the Army and flew Apache helos for several years then moved to SoCal in 2003 to fly airplanes and fell in love!......with the beach. I am on my way to Iraq for my third deployment, and I will be done with the Army upon my return. I try to embrace whatever emotion I am experiencing meaning that I try to let it consume me, but try not to let it control me. My recent experience with pure inner disturbance in another has put a lot into perspective for me, but it makes me realize that sanity may or may not be underrated.A few of my favorite things:Creative Stimulation.......Mental Zen - Absolute peace and quiet in my mind.....Balls to the wall activity with the adrenaline rush which demands a serious bath, followed by a night where the world stands still.....The feeling with another where there is no need to think because, at that moment, it is perfect.....Being held in a time and place intended only for me and by God wherein I feel entirely connected to that time, place, myself and Him.....The undefined, however encompassing comfort of staring into the eyes of a person with whom I have a transcendental connection. This is separate from a romantic connection. It is unexplainable.