the smoker |
He steps outside. the winter air hits him and he struggles to take his first breath. (in. .out) cold; it finally fits the weather is finally aligning with his emotions the lengths of his breaths can't...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:32:00 PST |
Expectations often lead nowhere |
He opened his eyes and simultaneously breathed in deep. His nose wrinkled involuntarily, greeted by the harsh scent of extremely burnt coffee. The blanket he was under was warm but unfamiliar, and he...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:57:00 PST |
a retrospective |
7 January 2007Insecurity creeps inas it does on a school girlafter experiencing her first crushI want to be herebut I want so many thingsand I am now so far awayfrom everything I've wanted and depende...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:43:00 PST |
stream of conscience |
the world is sleepingsofltly, softlylisten; can you hear it?
it doesn't feel like Christmason opposite ends of the couchuncertain of the hope the year holdsfor us, for them
my family's grownno longer ...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:59:00 PST |
evening |
my tummy hurts, and I have a headache. don't feel sorry for me, because I brought it on myself. I hate eating too much; I especially hate eating too many sweets. This week I feel like I've been ...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:57:00 PST |
January 3, 2007 |
Date and time are set. I'm leaving from the Charlotte, NC airport around noon on the 3rd of January, 2007. In the next several weeks I have finals, parties, Christmas, New Years, and time with f...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:08:00 PST |
brighteyes:life:downtown:scared |
I should be trying to be productive right now. I should be reading, or researching, or writing. actually I should be on my way to go swing dancing. Instead I'm sitting in the middle of the mess my roo...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 05:06:00 PST |
photographs |
You wouldn't think we would have so much fun sitting in the balcony of a deserted chapel taking pictures. I made the comment that we were back in middle school and she just laughed. Maybe it is t...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:28:00 PST |
make a difference |
I get tired annoyed discouraged angry... I guess the best fit is discouraged. I get so very discouraged with American priorities. I know sex sells. I know having a good time sells. I know people ...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:45:00 PST |
oblivion |
Sorry for the absence... I've missed writing. I lost my journal about a month ago, and I sort of stopped writing for a little while. I'm sitting here with no make-up, in a slip dress and jeans, most d...
Posted by Lauren Raquel on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:32:00 PST |
