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Saint Jon the Bastard

~He had nothin' but sometimes nothin' is a cool hand to have~

About Me

Misanthropic.
Borderline nihilistic.
Some call me an asshole because I say what I think, reguardless of how it sounds or may make someone feel.
Music....my first and longest living passion.
I have a silver fetish.
Hell, I am very fond of fetish and fantasy.
I'm attracted to the darker things of life...not to death...but the dark side of the human experiences

My Interests

too random and too many to really list.

I'd like to meet:

freaks, dorks, assholes, bitches, dregs of humanity, the flawed humans discarded from mainstream existence, self thinkers, self haters, self lovers, selfless, self deceivers, self promoters....so just about anyone.

Music:

KMFDM, Lucia, Ministry, Mudvayne, Sister Machine Gun, Tool, Sabbath, Cradle of Filth, Otep, Emilie Autumn, Opeth, Slayer, Selultura....really anything that fits my mood from moment to moment but prefer the darker side of aggression...with a hint of blues influence.

Movies:

Cool Hand Luke, Boondock Saints, A Clockwork Orange, Empire Records, any James Bond movie pwns, mob movies=greatness!

Television:

Cant remember the last time I watched TV

Books:

Anything on the metaphysical, spiritual, philisophical, misanthropic or nihilistic vein.......or just anything fun.

Heroes:

Luke (Cool Hand Luke)

My Blog

A note on ego

I quote -   Only if a person's own ego is sufficiently fulfilled, can he afford to be kind and complimentary to others, without robbing himself of his self-respect. We generally think of a bragga...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:58:00 PST

Reflections in a broken mirror

So, I'm often told I am a very kind and sweet person by those who are closest to me.  I've always been baffled by this, seeing my natural distrust and dislike of the human race at large.  Th...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:42:00 PST

Life, love and general misunderstanding

/barroom philosopher on! It's time to take  a few comments, concepts and ideas to task.  In other words, I'm going to pretend I have enough braincells to rub together to spark a synapse. Fir...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:45:00 PST

Awwww

This is Jason.  He is one of my closest friends.  I love the man like he was family.  This is Amanda.  She *IS* my family.  My little cousin.  I love her dearly.This is o...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 06:18:00 PST

Random facts

I don't believe modern is always better.  Modern lacks style.  Pocket watches, straight razors, tophats and pinstripe suits have style.  Modern counterparts, do not. I refuse to discuss...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:01:00 PST

best. quote. evar.

It made me laugh and realize how much of a geek I really am.   "I like my women like I like my programs. C++"
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:44:00 PST

A paradox

Never before in my life have I had so much fun on a day to day basis.  Every day, is  a blast for me lately.   Which makes it strange, that never before have I hated the fact that I'm a...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:36:00 PST

On happiness

I don't ever want complete happiness.  I don't want total joy.  I hope I never achieve total satisfaction with my existance. If there is nothing wrong, there is nothing to strive for. If the...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:57:00 PST

Dead people are fun

Don't let it end like this. Tell them I said something. Francisco ("Pancho") Villa I'll be in Hell before you start breakfast! "Black Jack" Ketchum, notorious train robber Now, now, my good man, thi...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 08:20:00 PST

To compare

A friend recently held a discussion with me in which we discussed existentialism vs nihilism.  She describes herself an existentialist and I am a self proclaimed nihilism.  Here, I will exam...
Posted by Saint Jon the Bastard on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 07:41:00 PST