you will always be what you've always been to me... |
i love you so much. i don't know how else to explain it. or i don't know if i can hide my feelings because feelings aren't meant to be hidden. i'm waiting for a call that i'll probably never recieve b...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
I've hurt the person that I'm in love with. |
I've hurt Allan. I lied to him. Why? Because I was afraid of him. I was afraid of him because of how he acts when he is angry at me. Why can't I be as perfect as he is? Maybe because I don't deserve s...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Pictures from this past week! |
These pictures are a mixture from School (featuring: Me, Allan, & Michelle), Galleria (Me, Allan, Donna, Frida, & Nalee), and Movies (Me, Donna & Frida)
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Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
I just don't know... |
He's given me so many chances. I guess I'm just the worst ever. Like I said before... or did I say it before... He is the best thing that ever happened to me. I know nobody is perfect, but I feel soo...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Thanksgiving thoughts... |
My life was kind of out of control. All I seemed to want was the materialistic things in life. It got to the point where I began thinking that the materialistic things were the things that I needed no...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Too much. |
I don't know how I feel right now... I disappointed my bOo-bOo today and made him feel uncomfortable. I am sorry Allan. I don't know I just feel like what if I am not what he is looking for? Okay guys...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Shake yO bOotay! |
Watched the Bachelor last night- Wutta emotional night... for both Kelly Jo and Estella.
Well today I gave bOo-bOo his SQUIRT from FINDING NEMO... I bought one for me and him!
FINDING NEMO ...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Blahhh! |
I don't think anione really reads this. But O Well. I started this MY SPACE because my bOo-bOo left me at XANGA... shit was addicting. I wanted to try this out... its pretty cool. But I like Xanga cuz...
Posted by LiL eEeny on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
