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(Personal Holloway)

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About Me



I LOVE ROCKY. He saved my life
and more ROCKY....
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward That's how winning is done! Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"

Theres lot to learn about me. one i cant spell. livin in london. gota yummy sexy gorgeous bf called matt, my wikidy bo girls emma denise sumayyah louise and steph, lots of brothers and sisters! (matthew, daisy, william, ella and charlie!) some people might think im a rite bitch, they'd b right. im an argumentative cow that likes herbal tea and my trampaline. i eat to much. talk to much and too little. always right. fight to the death. bo'selecta and my MJ/mel B impressions. reading. dressing up in little dresses and skirts and super high heels. flingin myself about on the dance floor. quite aggresive. ya dont ask you dont get. poser. "iv got my skirt tucked into my pants aint i?" sucker for a red head! marilyn n gwen. good films. hippy music pah! high standards. john lennon. not being able to work my ipod. buying lots of clothes. ya can never have enough underwear! bombay sapphire. shoes. bites me nails. sleeping in till 2pm. makin brushetta, cleaning to much, chillis, swearing, smashing up my pictures, bein a complete chumposaurous, the word knob, overly loud music, eating icecream outa the tub, laddering my tights, getting free everything in ireland, showing off, being rude, changin my bed lots, cant eat off teaspoons, unsociable caaaw, txting to much, keanu, debt, getting snot on my bfs jumper sleeves, redhead, bloody long hair, protective as hell, the C word,laid back, its the little things that matter, remembers everything, goddamn vegetarien, making up cusses with that batty sumayyah adding words to the word face i.e. cheese face;knobface;boomerang face. or just using the word 'knob' with anything. knobchops. red dot in eye, knows the moves to thriller,kinda, the loyalist friend youl ever meet, a fucking idiot for it too, corsets, the word bollocks, sexy vamp, granny pants, size 9 feet, 20pairs of shoes, picnics that go wrong, taking clothes of when drunk and in a room full of girls = uni written warning, falling over, muffin and icecream (hot muff),never gets on with my girlfriends boyfriends, broody for kittens, walking to pats at 6am singing "never tear us apart" loudly and doing the intsruments, goin to the cinema on me own, swearing at people, rather opinionated even when not needed (and i no that!), winder upper, goodfriend, "HAPPY TIME" ask me. and i always REPPPPREESENNT!

Anyway.... I'm 23. i live in london, i love my little flat. I want to get a kitten very soon. uncondtional love thats what its all about these days! when i do i shall call him Moo. This is the name i have had ready for about 3years now! When i get more cats they will be called Balboa..and so on. i did want Cisco after Dunbars horse in Dances with wolves (good film, won all them oscars innit) but i dont want people thinking i named a cat after some shit rapper that wrote about a truck or something.

My Interests

Modeling is a big interest to me, I am a size 12. I have long red hair, blue eyes and a large 34DD chest. I am volumpious and i am in vogue! got it! :) I do burlesque, vintage, fetish, editorial, gothic, 50s. but im always up for experimenting! I wont do full nudity but i will do implied and a bit of art nudity. I dont do porn and i dont do glamour.

Please contact me for rates or if your super nice to me TFP request :P Do ask though whatever your looking to do. If you Dont ask you dont get. (Although dosh is always handy! first ya get the cash then ya get the women....!)

THE BEAUTIFUL ONES




I quote Bo'selecta alllll the time. even ahem when im on my own. im quite good at mel b now. FISTING! FISTS ARE FOR FIGHTING NOT MAKING LOVE WITH! damn rite.

bit of a boring caaaw actually. i no naff all bout music now, and to b honest half of its shit anyway. completley passionless and dull. but when i do listen to music its very loud. i no more about film. films are way cooler. im a sound bite queen and love quote films a hell of a lot. although i was the champ but i feel i have to give my crown to my good friend micheal, who is the G at soundbites and quotes! hip hip hurray.

i live in a snazzy part of london which i love. but i love london wherever i am. i leave london i leave a hell of alot of me there with it. i went to uni doing creative and media writing with third world development studies. i hated uni. so i left but i should of left a good three years ago. stupid cawww! my interests are on building a career as a journo, a freelancer, a scriptwriter, a novalist. but i aint a wanker ok...althou you mite be gettin them vibes after the 'i wana be a serious journo' shit. you get the idea anyway. i'm also looking into modeling and some half arsed acting work!

i'd like to see all my friends more often but no one bloody lives near me and we never have any money for goin out on the razz! damnit. but i miss them all the same. my other interests is falling out with people. im great at it i tell ya! ha. im fantastic in an argument i really am. many who can vouch for that and err who dont like me.

im special what can i say!

i tend to get rid of friends quite often, or sometimes the real cunts can take a few years to get rid of. not rid in a bad way, more of a 'your a bloodsucking whore fuck off" way. i have met many of that kind i can tell ya that! im a bloody great friend. i belive in the old skool rules of friendship. not this new 'out for whatever i can get' bullshit rules. any bloke of mine will neva mean more to me than a friend. and unlike most i do mean that. if a friend needs me i am there. period. loyalty dont pay with most people but it does to me. i have strong morals and you best have stronger ones if you ever think you could take them from me.

i love photography. im a photo whore. i like looking and posing! im a dab hand at the that posing lark. I could of been a pro! a contender! but i like pizza too much. story of my life. ha. I still do modeling on and off. mainly i would like to do embark on some burlesque and fetish work. i dont do piercings and i dont do tattoo's im afraid thou. i do have my own style and i dont want to copy anyone else. i love burlesque but id only like to incorporate it and not be it. There is still aimie underneath, fo sure.

Sorry ladies and gents but i have a lovely bloke. and his name is matt. we live together and want to get kittens and then be grown up one day and have babies that will look awesome and get married. go us.

matt is a selfconfessed boring s.o.b. but he does a great gollum impression and acts like a kitten. he has a beard. and likes the word fudge. i think he's proper bo.

i bloody love shoping. my wardrobe is extensive. id like to thank my mum for my fashion sense. I was always the coolest and most uptodate kid at the disco, even if i was a chubby fuck.

i have a obsession with dead people. not on purpse but i have noticed it. john lennon, marliyn, micheal hutchinson, river pheonix, Aalayiah.i could look at marilyn monroe photos all day.

dita von teese is amazin and i would love to eat her and rob her wardrobe. ya cant say ya dont want to take a chunk out of her when ya see her!creamy skin. mmmm. If i meet you marilyn manson and that 19yr old whore! im going to kick you both in the 'you know what!'

i would love to b a burlesque dancer and wear corsets and feathers all day. id be badass at it! i would also like salma hayeks, kelly brooks and that scarlet birds body. they have great tats! i also love gwen stefani. id do 'er! My interests are very limited. other than rogerin' that stefani bird.

so anyway. im a boring caaww. i wouldnt talk to me.

I'd like to meet:

my ultimate nemisis...yeah right.

i have too much of an ego for famous people. this bitch dont pander to no one...althou keanu would bring out the panda in me. and a few others things.... my celebrity 3sum/to do list is endless. i really shouldnt start......

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Your Celebrity Boob Twin:
Scharlett Johansson Who's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?

MJ's Crib motherfuckers. i love that crazy motherfucker!

Music:

Bruce Springsteen is a G. This song represents how i feel about life in general.

john Lennon, Marvin Gaye, Missy Elliot, Bush, The beatles, nancy sinarta, Prodigy, Kosheen, bjork, dusty springfield, Augulier, Kelis, mo-town, lily allen, david bowie, the cure, arcade fire, Tori Amos, kings of leon, Alanis Morrisette, INXS, Garbage, cooper temple clause,velvet underground (heroin) BadlyDrawnBoy, No Doubt, jeff buckley, U2, lamb, Madonna, Gwen Stefani, stevie wonder, Faithless, DMX, dj shadow(well the less hippy shite)Jay z. Massive Attack, Aaliyah, Simple minds, lauren Hill, aphex twin, The Zutons, Bjork, Basement Jaxx,chilli peppers, micheal jackson, roni size and alot of dirty drum and base. institute, goldie looking chain, the chemical brothers, goldfrapp, the white stripes, skunk anansis, Black eyed peas, the supremes...

im usually bias for good looking fronts, and im a sucker for a good album cover (goddamn i shouldnt of brought audio bullys album cuz i liked the cover!)

the stuff i hate is trance. fucking feel the music shit! i hate hate hate the pixies. the worst band ever invented.fact. they make me want to scrach my eyes out. throwin up thrash rock. whats the point? surely thats goin to damage you someday. 90% of indie rock music now. no one is passionate anymore! men sound like women and the women look like men! everything is bland!!! blokes that have to sit and get out there guitars at every social gathering they go to. just stop. kumbyfuckinah! kurt kobain. boring. charlotte church. you and me bitch! outside! ur bloke looks lik the tranny outa big brother! yeah you heard me! i hate pretty much all of matts stuff. bloody hippy. whale music. intentended for whales only. it annoys me when 'deep and serious' bands and singers slate people who get fame of shows like pop idol and xfactor. give them a break! that fat bird won a oscar! counts for something. your all in the same game! the ppl that slate them are usually unsigned and bitter. shut up. bands who want to save the world also annoy me. goin ta africa for a week for comic relief to boost ya profile aint gunna feed anyone!the songs are always terrible. also what is it with the more unknown the bands u like the more cooler you are. to whom? its soooo mainstream man. there is alot of things about music that annoys me. your taste should not define anything in your life. i was an east17er and not a takethater! grrr

Movies:

i tend to follow directors a far bit now. and errr keanu reeves. oh come on! hes fooooking gooorgeous!

My all time favourite, and im loyal to it! Robin Hood:prince of thieves. i bloody love that film! cooorrr did i fancy kevin costner. ROCKY(he saved my life im not even joking) Trainspotting(danny boyle is the G), Speed (my obsession for keanu started when i was about 9 when i saw him in that) the matrix, JFK, some like it hot, rainman, the godfather 1 and 2. napolien dynamite, city of god. scarface, oldboy, goodfellows, my big fat greek wedding,man on fire, the wedding singer, momento, bill and ted, my own private idaho, sin city, natural born killers, kill bill, BASEketball, american history X, dogma, the little mermaid, moulin rouge, hotel rewanda, Lotr:two towers, leon, ferris bullers day off, jay and silent boy strike back, fightclub, jurassic park, american beauty, desperado, sin city, Last of the mohecians, pierrepoint, the machinist, 21grams, about a boy, the good girl, ilove you to death, and alot more. the breakfast club

i like what i like i dont care if its hollywood or art house. if that makes me crap then i guess im crap! i style it good.

Television:

bo'selecta. fucking badass "i fancy you" pheonix nights. "sweet baby jesus and the orphans" i love peter kay and leigh frances.

Books:

J.D Stalinger and not just catcher(dont listen to my brother he carrys my bloody copy!) mario puzo, irvine welsh, martina cole (if you want a book thats characters are so dirty they make you want a shower) jenny colgen for very good chick fic otherwise most of its crap. danny wallace, bloody funny. and one day my books obviously. gota represent!

im gunna write either my memoirs or a book based on my life to save my arse from being sued. the truth hurts you bastards. ha. you cant touch this ner ner ner ner NER. ha. i also will put together some screenplays and what not. i am so goddamn lazy. im a good writer. cant spell for shit though mind. (shoulda warned you at the begining of all this shite really)

Heroes:

"if u dont have anything you would die for than you have no right to live" MLK

Anyone that puts up a fight. and doesnt go down quietly. and the 'rockys' of this world. i love a good underdog!

My Blog

yeah right, who knows illegal ninga moves from the government

I think i shall have a more postive day today. Life as i know it has been very on and off. and i have alot to sort. some things are of course out of my hands as i got a very faint(absolutely massive) ...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 10:40:00 PST

With added DRYNESS motherfuckers.

Fuck me myspace is dry! I actually prefer facebook! shock. this is my 4th sick day. I seem to be ill alot recently. I even thought i was knocked up iv felt so weird (im not). my skin got really bad at...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:17:00 PST

Memo.

Memo to self: Stop being a miserable bitch and get back to being a hot bitch! your getting on my tits!!!! Can i have the badass Aimie back please.nothing else. ...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:56:00 PST

Big Fat Rubbish.

I did my latest shoot today with a great photographer however the only problem is....I LOOK  HIDEOUSLY FAT! oh and orange! I have no idea about the orange thing. I use the same makeup on shoots. ...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:21:00 PST

Shamooooooo

Today was my lastnite at the pub....hasnt actually sunk in yet though so i dont feel really sad yet. I know the pubs closing end of oct anyway and its being knocked down next year. That will really up...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:40:00 PST

’owwww do ya complete set of bastards!

Hopefully this blog wont be too massive. I did start a blog on glasto but erm it was only day1 and id written over 3000words. I  may edit and post. super late but never mind. something to read! ...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:40:00 PST

a piece of the pie.

I will update on everything shorty or when i can be arsed. i go in fazes where i blog alot and constant then the thought of it just makes me tired! and im at the tired thing. Glastonbury - full story...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 07:49:00 PST

a piece of the pie.

I will update on everything shorty or when i can be arsed. i go in fazes where i blog alot and constant then the thought of it just makes me tired! and im at the tired thing. Glastonbury - full story...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 07:49:00 PST

Dead men walking.

WHO IN THE NAME OF FUCK! TOLD CUNTING GREEN DAY THEY CAN COVER WORKING CLASS HERO!!!!!! IF I FIND GREENDAY! THEY ARE GUNNA GET A SERIOUS KNEE TO THE CUNT!!! YOKO SERIOUSLY!!!!....WHY?! (world po...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:09:00 PST

near on the perfect

The test shoots for the bridal designer went swimingly as you can imagine! The dresses looked fuckin awesome and i looked the nuts in them. All the samples fitted me great. fate i reckon! :P I tried ...
Posted by (Personal Holloway) on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 08:25:00 PST