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Amber

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About Me

Amber...adorable, fun loving... damn isn't that what everyone says!!! Actually, I think I am pretty adorable and WHO DOESN'T LOVE FUN?!? Throughout my 26 years of existence I have fought an ongoing battle to maintain stability in my life. At times I feel I am the master of the universe and at other moments not worthwhile at all. I hate DRAMA as much as the rest of the world yet wherever I go, whatever I do, uncertainty and instability swirl around me. I like to think of myself as the eye of a hurricane, which although itself is calm, is surrounded by violence and turmoil. Paradoxically, despite the fact that I love things to go smoothly with few problems, I can stir up a great deal of argument through my controversial attitudes and behavior. Astrology tells me this is due to the fact that I was born on Sept 29th!
Your Birthdate: September 29
You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
I believe my strengths are that I am technical, intense, and capable. My isolated, insecure, and obsessive qualities show my weaker side. Unless you are a "Kelly Friend" (and those who are know what I mean), you probably wouldn't think I was insecure but truth be told I am. This is probably due to the fact that I am a perfectionist. Most people believe that they understand me, only to find out that they are deeply mistaken.
My standards regarding beauty, truth and quality are indeed high. I often place heavy demands not only on myself but also on those with whom I interact on a day-to-day basis. My technical drive keeps me busy "fixing" things. I tend to try to "fix" not only computers and cars but also systems, organizations or relationships-even people. One day I may come to terms with the saying, "if it ain't broke, don't fix it", but until then I will continue my path of "fixing" or "mothering" everything and everyone around me!

My Interests


Buried at PhotoCasket.com

I'd like to meet:

Myself again. One day I looked in the mirror and didn't know who was staring back at me. There will always be change... in ourselves, others, how we view the world or better how we are affecting the world. When I can look in the mirror again and catch a sparkle in my eye or a glow about my face then I will accept the things that have come to be (good or bad) and know I am stronger today than I was the day before... As long as I remain ME.

Music:

Tool, Deftones, A Perfect Circle, Chevelle, HED PE, Stone Temple Pilots, Smashing Pumpkins, Rage Against the Machine, Audioslave, Built to Spill, Revis, Nine Inch Nails, Manson, White Zombie, Porno For Pyros, Janes Addiction, Mad Season, Alice In Chains, Steve Miller Band, Slipknot Radiohead, Jimmy Eat World, Beck, Sublime, Blind Melon, Unified Theory, Save Ferris, Snoop Dogg, Dr Dre, 50 Cent, Failure, Modest Mouse, Spot, Staind, Beastie Boys, India Arie, Ekova, Pearl Jam, Hendrix, Deep Forest, Donald Glaude, Tiesto, Paul Van Dyk, KMFDM, , System of a Down, South FM, Portishead, The Pharcyde, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Prodigy, Bjork, The White Stripes, Young Jeezy, Tupac, Prick, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Screeming Trees, Temple of the Dog, Outkast, Les Nubians......... AND SO MANY MORE, in fact I must move on in fear that my entire SPACE is going to be filled with music for you to check out!

Movies:

Any Quentin Tarentino but TRUE ROMANCE is my favorite by him, Kung Fu Hussle, The Last Starfighter, Human Traffic, Groove, Empire Records, Clerks, Mall Rats, The Boondock Saints, Bound, One Flew Over the Cookoos Nest, Napolean Dynamite, Swingers, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Chasing Amy, Romeo & Juliet, The Wizard of Oz, The Matrix, The Princess Bride, Serendipity, The Notebook, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, to be continued...

Television:

Do people still watch TV? Very seldom do I ever voluntarily sit in front of the brain killer but when I do it is for mindless fun such as Family Guy or Music Videos (I would say MTV but we all know they don't play videos any longer... more like RTV... Reality Television... aka don't have a life of your own so you watch other people actually live life...)

Books:


Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"We are born crying, live complaining, and die disappointed." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Heroes:

My mother is and always will be my hero. Knowing I will always have a best friend in this world to share my dreams, failures and success' gives me a reason to get up everday, no matter how bad I may not want to. SUCCESS: *to laugh often and much *to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children*to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends*to appreciate beauty*to find the best in others*to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition*to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived*that is to have succeeded* -Ralph Waldo Emerson

My Blog

NIghtmares On Wax

You have a date with destiny She's late Fate goes on ahead Can't wait Lady love runs out like an astranged wife But it's alright Time's on your side Left with your dreams You're only means of escape ...
Posted by Amber on Thu, 17 May 2007 07:24:00 PST

Life in General...

So I was just thinking and I am sure I am not the only one in the world who has thoughts like this... or a life like this either... Why is it that my life seems to be regressing?  Anyone else eve...
Posted by Amber on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:45:00 PST