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About Me

Layout made by cinnamon212000NO CONTROL He comes closer Invading my personal space Inside I beg for him to stay away Inside I am overwhelmed with guilt and pain Outside I am stone You look into my eyes Trying to convince me that what you do is right I know better than that Ever since the last time Your hands seem to have a mind of their own They seem uncontrollable But I know what you do is your choice It was your choice to hurt me so severely Even worse, instead of admitting what you did You let the guilt take over my soul Making me think that this is some how my fault I felt like I was betraying you But why? It was you who betrayed everyone Your friends, your family, me The list goes on and on I will never be able to explain your actions Or say what your did was right I will never be able to forgive you And I will now act like I have.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I love my life and my friends, even though I don't get to see them much...I love you and miss you my baby blue eyes.... Any ways I'm trying to see the good in life...this is a new thing for me, I kinda got good at hating this world, but now the way I see it, is that this $h!t happens to every one....not just me. Well now I have WOW, so that has really help...I like video games..like ps2 or xbox. So....Oh i'm really shy, at first...but after a few days you can't get rid of me...I like everyone and if I don't I find something to like about them..Its not that hard to do!! Hmmm what else...........Oh I like going out..to the movies or bar I'm not a big drinker but I like a few here and there.I love watching people dance at bars..haven't got enough guts to do it my self. Another thing I'm not in to hooking up, like one nighters, so guys please stop. I am looking for friend, first then see where things go.

Music:

Movies:

I like a lot mostly action. I like Hitman. Kill Bill 1 and 2. Boondocks Saints. Crank. Mr and Mrs Smith. Heust. Lucky Number Sleven. Hot Fuzz. Rush Hour. Bad boys. Ace Vantura. Deep Impact. Armageddon. Borne Identity. Hackers.Swordfish. Gladiators. Brave Heart. Heldolgo. Elektra. Spider man. The aviator. The League of Extraordinary gentleman. Resident Evil. DOA dead or Alive...that just some but it kinda give's you an idea

Television:

I love watching football. The New England Pat's are my boys!! Not just because, of what they have done the last few years, I like them be for too. and don't even think about bring up last year at lest they made it to the Super bowl. Other than that I don't watch to much TV, but when I do. I like Rescue Me. Scrubs. Law and Order. Adult Swim. And I've been watching Friday night lights, and I really like that.

Books:

Anne Rice. Stephen King. Lora Leigh. Bram Stoker C.V. Andrews. Dean Koontz.Emily Dickinson. Shel Siverstine

Heroes:

My Blog

Devils InSide

I can scene it in my roomI pretend I'm asleepI feel my bed moveI'm very stillIt might go awayIt plays with my hairI hold my breathIt touches my armI start to cryIt touches me moreI start to fightIt ho...
Posted by SunShine on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 12:19:00 PST

Goodbye Again

I'm on the outside, looking in what do I see?So much of this left to begin where would I be?I'm on the outside, looking inCover me through this nightI guess I don't know what's, left to say but hear m...
Posted by SunShine on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 11:30:00 PST

some of my poems

BETTER TOMORROWShe can feel the painand also the sorrow.She doesn't want to go on.So she prays for a better tomorrow.It's hard for her to cope.She'd like to runaway.In her heart she knowsthat she can'...
Posted by SunShine on Wed, 21 May 2008 04:09:00 PST