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Survivor of the Radiance

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Layout by CoolChaserThe Charge of the GodListen to the words of the Great Father, who of old was called Osiris, Adonis, Zeus, Thor, Pan, Cernunnos, Herne, Lugh and by many other names.My law is harmony with all things.Mine is the secret that opens the gates of life and mine is the dish of salt of the earth that is the body of Cernunnos that is the eternal circle of rebirth.I give the knowledge of life everlasting, and beyond death I give the promise of regeneration and renewal.I am the sacrifice, the father of all things, and my protection blankets the earth.Hear the words of the dancing God, the music of whose laughter stirs the winds, whose voice calls the seasons.I who am the Lord of the Hunt and the Power of the Light, sun among the clouds and the secret of the flame.I call upon your bodies to arise and come unto me.For I am the flesh of the earth and all its beings.Thru me all things must die and with me are reborn.Let my worship be in the body that sings, for behold all acts of willing sacrifice are my rituals.Let there be desire and fear, anger and weakness, joy and peace, awe and longing within you.For these too are part of the mysteries found within yourself, within me, all beginnings have endings, and all endings have beginnings.


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The Charge of the GoddessWhenever ye have need of any thing, once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full, then shall ye assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of She, who is Queen of all witches. There shall ye assemble, ye who are fain to learn all sorcery, yet have not won its deepest secrets; to these will She teach things that are yet unknown. And ye shall be free from slavery; and as a sign that ye be really free, ye shall be naked in your rites; and ye shall dance, sing, feast, make music and love, all in Her praise. For Hers is the ecstasy of the spirit, and Hers also is joy on earth; for Her law is love unto all beings. Keep pure your highest ideal; strive ever towards it; let naught stop you or turn you aside. For Hers is the secret door which opens upon the land of youth and Hers is the cup of wine of life, and the cauldron of Cerridwen, which is the Holy Grail of immortality. She is the gracious goddess, who gives the gift of joy unto the heart of man. Upon earth, She gave the knowledge of the spirit eternal; and beyond death, She gives peace and freedom, and reunion with those who have gone before. Nor does She demand sacrifice, for behold, She is the mother of all living, and Her love is poured out upon the earth.She who is the beauty of the green earth, and the white moon among the stars, and the mystery of the waters, and the desire of the heart of man, calls unto thy soul. Arise, and come unto Her. For She is the soul of nature, who gives life to the universe. from Her all things proceed, and unto Her all things must return; and before Her face, beloved of gods and men, let thine innermost divine self be enfolded in the rapture of the infinite. Let Her worship be within the heart that rejoiceth; for behold, all acts of love and pleasure are Her rituals. And therefore let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you. And thou who thinkest to seek Her, know thy seeking and yearning shall avail thee not unless thou knowest the mystery; that if that which thou seekest thou findest not within thee, then thou wilt never find it without thee. For behold, She has been with thee from the beginning; and She is that which is attained at the end of desire.
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My Interests

The only interests im concentrating on right now are my kids, man do they keep me busy. wouldn't have it any other way though lol... I like playing Texas Hold'm online, watching tv and listening to a lot of music. My son is into video games so i try to spend time playing games with him like Final Fantasy, Naruto, Gran Torismo just to name a few. My youngest daughter loves music and dancing and gets into Hannah Montana, so yes i spend time watching Hannah... I think i know all the words to her best of both worlds song now ha... My oldest daughter well, She likes to spend more time with her friends but that's a teen for ya. We spend time joking around and watching her shows too like mostly MTV's Real World or music videos. I know i am bias but i have the best kids in the world and wouldn't trade them for all the gold and diamonds in the world.


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Meaning of the word PaganIn every sense, pagan is a fighting word. To search out its origins we have to delve into Roman military slang. In Latin, one meaning of the word pagus was that of a country district or a rural area. From this came paganus , a country dweller or villager, the opposite of urbanus , someone who lived in a town. Then as now, many townspeople felt themselves superior to those from the countryside, which is why the latter has spawned urbane but why pagus has given us peasant , by way of the French pays and paisant . For the urban Roman, paganus had much the same undertones as peasant has for us now.Roman soldiers, who called themselves miles , used paganus as a belittling slangy term for somebody not in the army, a civilian. The early Christians in Rome thought of themselves as soldiers of Christ, taking seriously St Paul's instruction to put on the whole armour of God. They adopted the same vocabulary as Roman soldiers— miles for one of their number and paganus for a person who wasn't a Christian.Pagan isn't just a fighting word, it's also a slippery one, at least to judge from the attempts of various dictionaries to get across what it means.Oxford dictionaries have variations on “a person not subscribing to any of the main religions of the world”, which leaves open the question of what is a main religion, who decides what is or isn't one, and whether those not subscribing to any of them have a say in the matter. Chambers Dictionary defines the word as referring to someone who has pre-Christian beliefs, especially ones involving worship of more than one god. This neatly reinterprets the word for our modern and sensitive, PC generation, albeit ignoring about a millennium of usage.Others attempt multiple definitions that often include something like “a heathen; a barbarous or unenlightened person”. Heathen is a Germanic word that means exactly the same as pagan , since it originally referred to a person who lived on a heath, a upcountry and wild bit of land, and so was uncultured or savage. It took on its religious sense in imitation of pagan . Using it to define pagan is a circularity that inquiring minds can do without.Other dictionaries try meanings for pagan such as “a person who has no religion or disregards Christian beliefs”, or “someone who has little or no religion and who delights in sensual pleasures and material goods; an irreligious or hedonistic person”.

I'd like to meet:

Physically i dont wanna meet anyone. I dont mind meeting people here though... I'm thinking it's a lot better for me to stay the recluse I've turned into, it saves being surrounded by a bunch of peoples bullshit drama and stress. I'm not talking about any one person in particular, so whoever reads this dont take it to heart. I pretty much just hang out with my kids anymore and i love it. They are my whole world, my reason to exist... I love them so much i dont know what i would do without them. I Do hang out with other family members as well but not too much because i think that family drag you into more drama than friends do at times.

Music:

I love music i think one of the best bands i like is Missing Andy, those guys are the shit Hellova Britt band... I get more into Alternative Rock and Conservative rock. Other bands im into are 10 Years,Linkin Park,Alice in Chains,Bush,Disturbed,Evanescence,Faktion,Incubus,Nickleback ,Pink Floyd,Placebo,Royal Bliss,Scorpions,Seether,TALK TALK,The Smashing Pumpkins,Three Days Grace,Tonic,Depeche Mode,Tool,Type O Negative,Our Lady Peace,Stained,30 seconds to mars, Drowning Pool,Enigma,Godsmack,Korn,Metallica,Mudvane,Nirvana,Ozzy(duh ),Shiny Toy Guns,Static-X,Papa Roach and thats just to name a few lol...

Movies:

HORROR HORROR HORROR..... Anything that scares the shit out of most people. Prefer lots of blood,guts and gore and well, sex is a bonus hehe...

Television:

House, Psych, Ghosthunters, UFO files, First 48 Law and order: ALL.

Books:

The King, Anne Rice and Paganism

Heroes:

My Kids

My Blog

Tool - Prison Sex [hq - fullscreen]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5sIXUbMgF0 ...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:36:00 PST

Tool - Parabola

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiV_ue-PbL4 ...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:35:00 PST

Tool - Schism

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhjG47gtMCo ...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:35:00 PST

Tool - Ænema [uncut version - hq - fullscreen]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCEeAn6_QJo ...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:34:00 PST

Tool - Stinkfist [hq - fullscreen]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07pLGIgyfjw Dito from the last vid...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:33:00 PST

Tool - Sober [hq - fullscreen]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hglVqACd1C8 One of the best bands ever created...
Posted by Survivor of the Radiance on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:32:00 PST