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The dead weight of men.

Waiting for my miracle....

About Me

Hi. I don't have much to say just because none of it matters. I'm disabled and haven't been happy for awhile, but I wouldn't say I'm completely unhappy. Content? I miss a lot of people, and I'll always wonder what if...
I love and miss my physics/lunch table in high school, and ISUCatholic. But anyway since this is "my space" I might as well bore you with a few intimate details about me.
1. I hate where I live, but I'll probably never leave.
2. My closest friends lately are comprised of my mom and my three dogs.
3. I don't like or trust a lot of people easily.
4. One could describe my family as a "broken family."
5.My life is so mundane and predictable, but it's mine.
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I stand to praise You,But I fall to my knees.My spirit is hungry,But my flesh is so weak.Light the fire (echo)In my soul, (in my weary soul)Fan the flame, (echo)Make me whole. (make my spirit whole)Lord, You know (echo)Where I've been, (where I've been)So light the fire in my heart again.I feel Your arms around me, As the power of Your healing begins. You breathe new life right through me, Like a mighty rushing wind.So light the fire in my heart again,light the fire in my heart again,light the fire in my heart again.
- Rejoice always, never cease praying, render constant thanks; Such is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. - 1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18 <3

My Interests

.. Music, movies, reading, poetry.

I'd like to meet:

No one in particular.

Music:


Movies:

.. Comedies, Romance, Johnny Depp, Heath Ledger, Gerard Butler, Disney, Musicals.

Television:

.. Lifetime, Law and Order: SVU, Two and a Half Men, Monk, House, the beginning auditions of American Idol.

Books:

.. The New American Bible, Rediscovering Catholicism by Matthew Kelly, Angels and Demons, Lurlene McDaniel.

Heroes:

.. Jesus, my family, Bonnell and Koerner, ISU Catholic including: Fr. Dittmer, Sean Foster, the FOCUS Missionaries Caroline Holmes, Therese Kinsley Sean Galvin, and Peter R. and the students!
R.I.P. Heath Ledger April 4, 1979 - January 22, 2008

My Blog

update?

My mom and I went out and rented a few movies last night. woot.  We watched The Bourne Ultimatum, which was good.  Kinda wished I had watched the first two now though.  Later she went t...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 10:30:00 PST

my youngest pup.

sasha's gone.I'm so dead inside.seriously....
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:57:00 PST

my youngest pup.

sasha's gone.I'm so dead inside.seriously....
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:58:00 PST

UGH

Like leaves of a willowPetals of a withered roseFalling prey to the winter seasonShe sits with sadness in her eyes;Hopes and dreams never to be realized.A smile that hides her true feelingsIs all she ...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:08:00 PST

no sleep

an absolutely pathetic drawing and this awful poem  are the fruits of my insomnia tonight:A love that never wasNothing but a dream.So much time wastedWhen there was Much more to pursue.Love that ...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 11:29:00 PST

Im not fond of my brothers friends. They keep me up at night.

So, I've been reading this book called Rediscovering Catholicism, by Matthew Kelly. It's awesome, so much of it makes sense, and it's so inspiring.  I just felt the need to share that and this po...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:16:00 PST

ladada

Smile, though your heart is achingSmile, even though it's breakingWhen there are clouds in the skyYou'll get by...If you smileWith your fear and sorrowSmile and maybe tomorrowYou'll find that life is ...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 02:53:00 PST

the title is in the blog.

Friday, December 28, 2007 ..> New, but not too new life in Sterliing, IL Wow, I've been away for quite some time.  I can say I no longer work at Exceptional Care, and I am no longer in colle...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 09:16:00 PST

day 3

Hello ppl.  Just a lil update before breakfast.  Getting around here is becoming a little easier, but on sunday and school days I'm getting up at 5am just til I really get used to everything...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 06:11:00 PST

My new home.

Hello everyone! I'm finally here in my dorm! finally got the wireless connection to work, yay.  Well I haven't beem up to much besides getting boks and stuff.  I did however have to go back ...
Posted by The dead weight of men. on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:52:00 PST