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desolate prokani

What we call the secret of happiness is no more a secret than our willingness to choose life.

About Me


My name is Onias Habacuc Penilla. I was born the 2nd of August 1986 in Houston Texas.
"Somewhere there waiteth in this world of ours For one lone soul another lonely soul, Each choosing each through all the weary hours, And meeting strangely at one sudden goal, Then blend they, like green leaves with golden flowers, Into one beautiful and perfect whole; And life's long night is ended, and the way Lies open onward to eternal day."
~edwin arnold~
bad religion - sorrow
Father, can you hear me?
How have I let you down?
I curse the day that I was born,
And all the sorrow in the world...
Let me take you to the herding ground,
Where all good men are trampled down,
Just to settle a bet that could not be won,
Between a prideful father and his son.
Well you guard me now for I cant see,
A reason for this suffering and this long misery.
What if every living soul could be upright and strong?
When all soldiers lay their weapons down,
Or when all kings and all queens relinquish their crown,
Or when the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves
It's easy to imagine...
And there will be Sorrow, no more.
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os braços, e o homem que eu canto...
the Aeneid
A large, still book is a piece of quietness, succulent and nourishing in a noisy world, which I approach and imbibe with "a sort of greedy enjoyment," as Marcel Proust said of those rooms of his old home whose air was "saturated with the bouquet of silence."

My Interests


information:
porcupine tree - sentimental
label:
Atlantic(USA) Roadrunner(Europe) WTD(Japan)
lyrics:




in an endless search for meaning
I pray for something real
One kiss for all the world, a taste for all that's precious

Take it away release all your tension


-interests-

in·ter·est

n.
1.
a. A state of curiosity or concern about or attention to something
b.Something, such as a quality, subject, or activity, that evokes this mental state

2.Regard for one's own benefit or advantage; self-interest.

-music-

My favorite band is Bad Religion.

10 foot pole 1208 88 fingers louie 98 mute against all authority against me agnostic front alkaline trio all alstonians anti-flag atmosphere avail bad religion bandits of the acoustic revolutionbeatsteaksbig d and the kids table black keyes blue meanies bombshell rocks bouncing souls bracket brand new buck-o-nine business by the end of tonight c. aarme. catch 22 consumed dance hall crashers death by stereo deftones descendants deviates dickies dilinger four dilinger escape plan drexel dropkick murpheys dubnicks f-minus face to face five iron frenzy flogging molly frenzal rhomb goldfinger good riddance guttermouth i voted for kodos kicked in the head lagwagon lars frederikson and the bastards lawerance arms less then jake lets go bowling link 80 locust mad caddies me first and the gimmie gimmies millencolin modern day saint mu330 mustard plug nicotine no use for a name nofx none more black offspring operation ivy pennywise potshot propagandhi pulley pushover rancid rise against screetching weasel screw 32 sick of it all slater slapstick slick shoes slow gherkin snuff streetlight manifesto strung out suicide machines swingin utters the aquabats the chinkees tuesday the toasters us bombs union 13 voodoo glow skulls weezer wizo zeke zero down

7 Seconds
22 Jacks
30 Foot Fall
59 Times The Pain
A Wilhelm Scream
Agent 51
Agent Orange
Alexisonfire
Ani DiFranco
Assorted Jellybeans
Atreyu
Auf Der Maur
Authority Zero
Automatic 7
Avenged Sevenfold
Bad Brains
Bayside
Bigwig
Bikini Kill
Bim Skala Bim
Black Flag
Blink 182(old)
Bones Brigade
Broken Social Scene
Buju Banton
Casey Jones
Chixdiggit
Circle Jerks
Citizen Fish
Common Rider
Crass
Critical Mass
Dag Nasty
Defiance
Diesel Boy
Digger
Division Of Laura Lee
Down By Law
Dwarves
Eek-A-Mouse
Emery
Ensign
Every Time I Die
Fear
Fishbone
Flashlight Brown
FM Static
From Autumn To Ashes
Fugazi Global Threat
Gas Huffer
Goldfinger
Gorilla Biscuits
Groovie Ghoulies
Go Betty Go
Germs
H2O
Harkonen Hepcat
Hi-Standard
Home Grown
Hot Rod Circuit
Hot Water Music
I Against I
Ignite
Iggy Pop
J Church
Jawbreaker
Jersey
Jughead's Revenge
Kid Dynamite
Kill Your Idols
Les Sans Culottes
Limp
Lost City Angels
Luciano
Macha
Madball
Madcap
Melee
Mephiskapheles
Minor Threat
Mission Of Burma
Mobtown
Modest Mouse
Murder Weapon
Nekromantix
New Bomb Turks
Nina Nastasia
Nonpoint
Number One Fan
One Man Army
Only Crime
Osker
Oxymoronv
Penelope
Peter Tosh
Pilfers
Pinhead Gunpowder
Pink Grease
Planet Smashers
Poison The Well
R'N'RLaika & The Cosmonauts
Radiohead
Rage Against The Machine
Raised Fist
Reel Big Fish
Reggie & The Full Effect
Relient K
Richard Hell
River City Rebels
Roger Miret & The Disasters
Rx Bandits
Samiam
Satanic Surfers
Senses Fail
Sham 69
Shelter
Sick Of It All
Sizzla
Skankin' Pickle
Skatalites
Skavoovie & The Epitones
Slightly Stoopid
Sloppy Seconds
Snapcase
SNFU
Social Distortion
Spitvalves
Spoon
Starwood
Steel Pulse
Stiff Little Fingers
Straight Faced
Stretch Arm Strong
Student Rick
Subhumans
Suburban Legends
Supersuckers
T.S.O.L
Teen Idols
The Angry Samoans
The Adicts
The Backup Plan
The Benedictine Monks Of Santo Domingo De Silos
The Black Halos
The Bronx
The Breeders
The Busters
The Casualties
The Change
The Clash
The Dead Boys
The Dead Kennedys
The Dead Milkmen
The Distillers
The Early November
The Ex
The Exploited
The F-Ups
The Gadjits
The Get Up Kids
The High Water mark
The Hippos
The Humpers
The Hurt Process
The Impossibles
The Joykiller
The Kicks
The Loafers
The Mighty Mighty Bosstones
The Misfits
The Pietasters
The Proclaimers
The Queers
The Ramones
The Real McKenzies
The Riverdales
The Slackers
The Smiths
The Specials
The Thermals
The Unseen
The Vandals
The Varukers
The Washdown
The Weakerthans
Third Eye Blind
Tiger Army
Tilt
Time In Malta
Total Chaos
Tsunami Bomb
Tyko
U.S. Roughnecks
Useless ID
UK Subs
Unwritten Law
Union 13
Virus
Vision
Whippersnapper
World Wide Spies
Yesterdays Rising
Youth Brigade

-games-

Now I could go on naming every single game I play/played. But here is a few that I love to play.

Command and Conquer
World of Warcraft
Diablo
Quake
Battlefield
Age of Empires
Starcraft
Warcraft
Super Mario
Street Fighter
Fantasy Star Online
F-Zero
Tetris
Marble Madness
Paperboy
Counterstrike

-heroes-

To sing you must first open your mouth. You must have a pair of lungs and a little knowledge of music. It is not necessary to have an accordion, or a guitar. The essential thing is that I want to sing. Then this is a song, I'm singing...
henry miller

The aim of art is to represent not the outward appearance of things, but their inward significance.
aristotle

Courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. The soul that knows it not, knows no release From little things; Knows not the livid loneliness of fear, Nor mountain heights where bitter joy can hear The sound of wings.
amelia earhart

I'd like to meet:



The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship

Quiet:

"We need quiet time to examine our lives openly and honestly. . . spending quiet time alone gives your mind an opportunity to renew itself and create order."

-susan l. taylor-

Robert Frost:

Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can't, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep on saying it.

Maurice Godelier:

The strongest and most effective force in guaranteeing the long-term maintenance of power is not violence in all the forms deployed by the dominant to control the dominated, but consent in all the forms in which the dominated acquiesce in their own domination.

Theodore Roosevelt:

It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat.

the refused - new noise

CAN I SCREAM?!
YEAH!
We lack the motion to move to the new beat
WOAH!
We lack the motion to move to the new beat

It's here for us to admire if we can afford the beauty of it
If we can afford the luxury of turning our heads
Adjust the $1000 smile and behold the creation of man
Great words won't cover ugly actions
Good frames won't save bad paintings

WOOO

We lack the motion to move to the new beat
YEAAAH!
We... lack.... motion

When the day is over the doors are locked on us
'Cause money buys the access
And we can't pay the cost
How can we expect anyone to listen
If we're using the same old voice?
We need new noise
New art for the real people

We dance to all the wrong songs
We enjoy all the wrong moves
We dance to all the wrong songs
We're not leading

We dance to all the wrong songs
We enjoy all the wrong moves
We dance to all the wrong songs
We're not, we're not, we're not
We're not, we're not, we're not..
Leadingggg

We dance to all the wrong songs
We enjoy all the wrong moves
We dance to all the wrong songs

We dance to all the wrong songs
We enjoy all the wrong moves
We dance to all the wrong songs

Here we go...

We dance to all the wrong songs
We enjoy all the wrong moves
We dance to all the wrong songs
We're not leading

YEAH!

YEAH!

YEAH!

The new beat...

Thank you.


My Blog

Kinetic

Through the strength of your arms, I realized I was off the mark.All I really wanted was a pair of interested ears.I learned that for every pause, I was almost guaranteed more time to speak.It's alway...
Posted by desolate prokani on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:23:00 PST

My Ashes

All the things that I neededAnd wasted my chancesI have found myself wantingWhen my mother and fatherGave me their problemsI accepted them allNothing ever expectedI was rejectedBut I came back for mor...
Posted by desolate prokani on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 09:41:00 PST

Way out of here

Out at the train tracks I dream of escapeBut a song comes onto my iPodAnd I realize it's getting lateI can't take the staring and the sympathyAnd I don't like the questions,"How do you feel?""How's it...
Posted by desolate prokani on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:20:00 PST

Abuse of Power and the Impact It Has on Society

Power is defined as a political or national strength; strength might force or possession or control over others authority. Power is apparent in every society all over the world, whether its your teach...
Posted by desolate prokani on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 01:32:00 PST