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☠Lillian [Peter, flying flocking, Pan]

i tried to give you up but i'm addicted

About Me



i'm a good person. i just seem to be a horrible friend. but i do care. honestly.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

CHRIS

he makes me so happy. he makes my heart sing and all my troubles go away. a smile is never far whenever his kind thoughts are to be found. he's changed my mind on almost every negative thing i ever thought about. he makes me want to be a better person, better then i have EVER bee. he makes me actually want to be nice to people, even people i don't like. he makes me want to just go around and tell everyone in the world i love them and give them a hug. he makes everything better and gives me hope that things will be ok one day. in a matter of just a few months he's made a HUGE positive impact on my life and i can't ever stop thinking about him and i would honestly do anything to be able to one day actually meet this boy.

Music:



My Blog

Insanity?

well almost none of you, maybe three now, know about the extrememly hard childhood i had. not even nicole who has known me forever and not even mario who was there through my hardest moment of depress...
Posted by Lillian [Peter, flying flocking, Pan] on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:35:00 PST

people: internet vs. real life

so one of my best friends ever came down for the week and as always when he comes down i end up dong a lot of thinking. well unlike the last several years when he's come down this year i have a justin...
Posted by Lillian [Peter, flying flocking, Pan] on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 09:27:00 PST

Kyle and JTV

ok. so many of you know i've been spending sometime on this website justin.tv and i've met some great people on there. Seriously. To name a few there's Chris, Eric, Scott, Eddy, and Jay and soooo many...
Posted by Lillian [Peter, flying flocking, Pan] on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:54:00 PST

it’s "lol"-ing time.

SO.basically other then my crazy class schedules....life has been hilarious.especially these last few days with the boat.sometimes somethings happen and you can't help but to laugh....even if you're u...
Posted by Lillian [Peter, flying flocking, Pan] on Sat, 17 May 2008 08:06:00 PST