AshleyCake ♥

Hi my name is Ashley AKA Smashly. This is my
PRIVATE PROFILE!
I know WAY too many people so I made one for people I hang out with or talk to often.. I have to really like you or dated you or are great childhood friends to be here. But then again sometimes I add people then later add them to my other profile, seems easier. But by no means makes you special if you know were not that great of friends. ANYWAYS. About me, I love hard and fall hard. I'm a VERY compassionate person. I love to give. I'm friends with everyone. I can be very chill or loud as hell. Then again I can be the sweetest person, but if you fuck me over you'll see me be thee meanest thing ever. I might be little but I'm feisty. Ill seriously beat the shit out of anyone who fucks with me. Im very protective of Jay he means the world to me. Im I hate drama even though somehow im in it. People always want me on there side. Kinda makes me want to leave and be done with school. Oh... haha, and very few that I completely trust and love.I hate people. I mean I REALLY hate people. It might seem like I have a stick up my ass, but Im just tired of doing shit for others but get nothing in return.
Music is my life, Ive revolved my whole life around it. From being in choir since 7th grade to concerts on the weekend. My favorite music is indie. But im fucking hardcore screamo too. Countless times ive been called a prep lol Oh my lord I laugh. I dress so many different ways. I am seriously a very "hardcore" person. I hate mainstream people and music. Hmmm yep. Like From First to last? Give me a break HELLA MAINSTREAM! Go suck a dick!! I think to have a relationship with someone music is a big deal. Like JAY, we talked through myspace. Then met at a concert cause he knew I was going to be there. So sweet. Anywho that was summer,2005, we started dating a week after we met. Its been about 2 years now. I love him soo much.
I LOVE JAY!
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I was generally a pretty nice person. But I decided im changing that. Im tired of being stepped on by my friends, parents,and drivers. Drivers make me really really upset nowadays. Seriously I just relized this. People are dickheads. They get mad if I dont go to there house or pick them up or take them to lunch. Im just tired of it. I'm such a different kind of person thats for sure. I can be really random and loud, but then again I can be such a quiet and chill person, it all matters on the day. Anyone who knows me can agree 100%. If your my good friend then sweet! Im super nice and dorky. I stand up for you no matter wahat. I love and hate people. Everyone is there own person, not one person is alike. We all have different opinions and that is what our differences come from.
Something I plan on getting into once a graduate will be fashion. Anything will do. I have tons of ideas and a open mind. Like I wore leggings back in middle school, theyre "cool" now. I had the first poof I seen I grays harbor, Gwen Stafani did it in a mag. and I tried it. Im the poof queen. That was a little more then 2 years ago. And guess what theyre "cool" now too. There are quite a few more things, but lets not get into it. But most likely its going to be interior design. I do my dads show rooms for his business... I wont graduate on time. So Im thinking of dropping out and getting my GED. Then working with my dad a bit. Then eventually go to beauty school and and art school. Sometimes high school is just a waste of time. I dont need to know alot of it. Im more common sence smart the school smart thats for sure.
Growing up. Yep I am going to go up fast. Fuck turnign 21 and becoming an alcoholic. Once your 21 its boring. Im already way mature then I should be. I go for older guys. I dislike inmature people very much, reason I HATE people my age. Toooo much drama ans "Omg did you hear this", "Did she really do that" Im fucking tired of it. I often get stereotyped alot. But if you hang out with me once on a one and one, youll be amazed whats going on in my little head. Im pretty sure I have an old soul.
Um here i have a big topic. and I think the biggest reason why a dont like people... Ok SEX. I think its ment for two people in love not lust. Its ment to be romantic and to make babies. Not for young kids to be doing cause it feels good :/ If you dont see yourself with that person for years and years to come then its simple dont! Its about the dumbest thing you could do. AND topic about gays. I love gay people! And if they love each other then let them do with it that they want. I believe your born gay. Abortion is a very uneasy conversation. But I think it should be legal but NOT used as a birth control. I will NOT fight with you about this. And you wont change my mind.
Some of the things I really like to do: Being with Jay, he makes me sooo happy. Design. Sail. Surf. Dirt biking. Taking photos. Being out late. Going to dennys maybe throw sugar and make noise (lol yes adam it IS "HARDCORE"), Concerts, Going to seattle :>
Look what my baby posted on his myspace. It was so cute. Wow. I love him............. Why do your eyes paralyze me? What makes me feel this way? Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace And how it makes me feeI just want to feel this way foreverSleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly? When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face Imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful As the sound of waves Crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me Im infatuated with this Infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before Don't dull away Hold my hand.
Ask me what I think of you now.
This profile was made at Whateverlife.com! :)