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Sadie

About Me

I'm a creep.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.

The headache is chronic, punctuated by strikes of bass violence through thin walls, like moans of passion in the heat of long-burning summer nights. This restlessness is in the blood, parasitic, throbbing through the heart with fangs bared. We slash and brawl and drink cheap beer in public, fuck the po-lice! And it comes from inside, the vitality of suicide in five-minute nicotine intervals and half-hour powder lines. If the walls could talk they'd be too distracted by their lust to speak, impotent voyeurs to bathroom-stall blowjobs and worse still.

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Still alive.

All the passion is there, but the objects of it's fervor have been misplaced.Orphaned passion is sporadic. The outlets are all wrong.I wonder if eventually things will work out?I wonder if once twiste...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Jul 2009 16:37:00 GMT

This uncertainty, is taking me over

Why does it always seem that relevancy ads can read my mind?I wish i could sort out the things in there as well as those stupid ads seem to be able to.Insecurity is a strange thing.Tonight it is even ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 00:55:00 GMT

no one says until it shows.

Although i keep brushing my thoughts aside, they always creep back in.I'm a little woozy right now from all the cough syrup I've ingested over the last two days.Not at all like it used to be. I'm actu...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 00:13:00 GMT

Where the wild things are.

The walls glow with sunlight for a second and fade with a passing cloud.A little fan is chugging away; all you can hear is sleep-filled breathing.On top of a bed there is a jungle of blanket vines wra...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 16:05:00 GMT

Hush: Things would be so simple if...

All of this stuff that keeps me up at night needs to stop.I'm so tired right now. I turned off all of the lights crawled into bed, and proceeded to toss and turn.I gave up.I don't understand it.I did ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 02:37:00 GMT

Everything is eventual after all.

I think i want to move into an apartment of my own.Like get a little studio, or something down the street.I have never lived alone in my whole life, I think that should change.Working on getting a few...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:36:00 GMT

Weeks one through five.

Since my happiness is key, I have started a list of things i need to get done In order to be as happy as i can be.I have done this sort of thing in the past but i always seem to Bite off more than i c...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:01:00 GMT

That Comfortable Silence?

Something just inst there anymore.We can't force it, but we can pretend nothing is wrong?Emotions are strange. I have stopped trying to express mine in most mediums.Every time i do I'm made to feel li...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 00:48:00 GMT

Plus when do we ever get to live like this in real life?

I smoke pot again more often to not. It keeps my nerves even, my mood in check.Keeps me from feeling much but silly.Complacent with all of it.Alone right now. who knows when that will change. I don't ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 23:45:00 GMT

I am the student

i've come to terms with myself. my uncertainty, a call of a windy town. the sound of compromise brought when i can't accept anything for what it's worth. it's senseless, this weather. that's perfect s...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 10:36:00 GMT