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I LOVE
.My family is the most important thing to me and always will be
I just bought a brand new 2007 Jetta and I love it!
I also bought a new house back in November 07'. It's nice to have our own house, and it makes me happy that my kids will have a nice place to grow up.
I have two kids, Trent and Vallen and they are my world. I will do without things just to see them have all the extras in life. Trent says he wants to be a doctor when he grows up, and I seriously hope he sticks to that. I will do anything to make sure my kids become whatever they want in life. They give me strength when I am feeling down. I don't want to say I'm a supermom, but being the best mom I can possibly be is high on my agenda.
I have four friends who I love to death, (whether they know it or not) Becky, Rachel, Lindsay A, and Lindsey S. I don't get to see them much because we all have our own lives now. I am getting married to my fiance Marlin on September 6th 2008, we have our ups and downs but when it comes down to it we would both do anything for eachother and that is what matters. I wish my dad could be at our wedding more than anything in the world, but he died in December 2006 in a tragic car accident. I am currently taking online classes to be a Healthcare Administrator and also do work with medical records. I will graduate in 2010. I think it will be fun to work in a hospital, behind the scenes where I don't have to see people dying. Most of all I think my dad would be so proud of me now, and that makes me feel at peace.
I Like [playing outside]. Staying up [late] and going to [Denny's]. Getting lost on [backroads]. [Kisses] for no reason. The [ocean]. [Surprises] from Marlin that make me feel [special]. [Gardening] is awesome, it makes me feel [happy]. [Camping] and taking [pictures].I don't feel [comfortable] around a lot of people, I'm actually [pretty shy] even though it might not seem like it. I like a little bit of [everything], and I will try [anything] at least once, unless its [skydiving] or something really [scary]!
.ghosthunting.
.supernatural.
.harvest festivals.
.going to Gettysburg.
.bubble baths.
.cooking.
.music.
.photography.
.people who learn from mistakes.
.staying up late.
.mexican food.
.people who have a life.
.uniqueness.
.pink and black.
.romance.
.horror movies.
.nature.
.the moon.
.scented oils.
.platform shoes.
.vans sneakers.
.cold case files.
.fall time.
.breathing in cold air.
.pumpkins.
.mushy old people food.
.burnt hotdogs.
.forgiveness.
.tattoos.
.lilu perfume.
.being alive.
.apples.
.pizza and ranch dressing.
.water.
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My Interests

Photography.spending time with Trent and Vallen.I really really love cake. World Of Warcraft! And basically just studying medical terminology is all I do right now.

I'd like to meet:

Well I've already met Claudio Sanchez ;PHenry Rollins because he is a hot old man. Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Vincent Van Gogh, Trent Reznor, Marilyn Monroe, Betty Page, Glenn Danzig,Ville Valo, Frylock, Meatwad, Master Shake, Antone Levey, and God.
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AIM ~trashedpotato

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Music:


My Favorite Bands Are... HIM(oldstuff).Coheed&Cambria.Bright Eyes.NOFX.Dashboard Confessional.Johnny Cash.Danzig.A Perfect Circle.Tool.Breaking Benjamin.Pink Floyd...and Eminem when I'm angry.

Movies:

My Favorite Movies Are
Queen Of The Damned.Nightmare Before Christmas.Fight Club.Donnie Darko.Sleepy Hollow.Silent Hill.The Notebook.

Television:

Family Guy.Engaged and Underage.Scrubs.South Park.House.

Books:

Wither's Rain. A Child Called It.Books by Carl Sagan are cool too, but I haven't had a chance to read one yet.<3L574a8486wnH33lFg=>
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Heroes:

~My daddy! I miss him so much and I wish I would have appreciated him more than I did. About a year before he passed away we started to become closer, mostly because I started to grow up. I am thankful for the good times I shared with him. If I could have him back even for a second I would give anything. He never got to see Vallen, he died exactly two weeks before she was born.
Vallen will know you only through pictures dad, but still you will never be forgotten. You taught me so many life lessons. I thank you for being there for me no matter how many times I screwed up.~Trent and Vallen because they have shown me what love really is. They keep me happy and I'd rather be with them than anywhere else in the world.

My Blog

From Lindsayo

Mandar,  i love you. you are my sister, you are a great mommy to trent and vallen, you are my best friend .Ive known you since i was in forth grade. we will stick together forever. we've had a lo...
Posted by :.hide behind a smile.: on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:48:00 PST

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Posted by :.hide behind a smile.: on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 06:01:00 PST