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Everything she is is everything you could never be

Hate deliver me back into the shiny land of opportunity where I have the name I am.... Melted down l

About Me

i am probably the most random person you will ever meet...i have 3 piercings and a ton of tattoos,..i love guitar hero and rock band.....i work a lot on drawing comicbook art in my spare time....im the kind of guy that sticks to your ass like honey....kinda a countryboy and a kid at heart...kinda guy you never forget.....i can be one of the coolest people you will ever meet and i can be the papercut between your fingers....i enjoy random trips to walmart at 2am for no reason...i go mudding every now and then.....i like to go to rivergate...and if you have ever been to rivergate or presidents island youve seen me there a million times...(you can never really know memphis till you see rivergate). if you wanna get to know me..hit me up..furthermore...i am a brutally honest person..i say what i feel...if i dont like something ill tell you...no lies and no broken promises...i wont change for anyone...this is me...its better to be something you love than be remembered for something you hate...im sure you still want to know more about me there are way to many words to explain what i am...i am a freak,sometimes an asshole,sometimes a hopeless romantic...sometimes a workaholic.................................................. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................envoked by a certain intrest in my life has lead me down a road that can only seem to be a broken path to some sort of light..if all falls we only fall back into the darkness for where it was all inveloped and concived..i found love and i have a wonderful woman in my life..my new life..love and the other half of all that i am....... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ........................................................THIN GS I LOVE...my truck,my family,my friends,jagermeifter,tattoos,piercings,streetracing,adultswi m,conversation,cheese and the greatest energy drink in the world...full throttle:blue demon.....and now theTHINGS I HATE.....old ladies with coupons,slow people,people with absoulutly no common sense,people in general...liars,fakes,posers,(emo)kids,rich(bitch)boys,beans ,people who think they are better than everyone......maybe its just easier to say i hate everybody...if you want to hit me up on yahoo messenger i am ............................................................ .......................................................loveb [email protected] ------or------ [email protected].......................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............................the start of something destroyed and beautiful starts when the words never seem to work.....they are unrelentless in their own right.....im weak,vulnrable and dead in my own right.....a lost soul with a broken cause and a scent that lingers of death....my life has been a land of broken bridges and to say the least i dont think ive ever truly tasted love.....twisted and mingled.... torn and scattered are the pages that fill the book that has left so desperatly my heart in this precarious position.....im always seem to walk down the road alone......in those pages tells of a man who has been lain over and broken by the world and a hell that consumes his mind and overbears his soul.....in speaking of the words he wished to say left him silent and unwiltering to change.....ahhhh....the chance to change.....the once weapon that no one else could use in a line of torture that could beat down on me....the change.....the change of the soul...the change of passion...... the change into a conformalistic nightmare in which no man escapes......we once we kings of our own minds but latley we lay into the valley as lambs wait for a slaughter.....maybe deservingly enough we fall into it over the once felt reason...that "change" itself was a "divine" gift of sorts....so we put down our arms and defenses and all fall prey.....im personally tired of change...no ones ever changed for me......no ones fallen after my soul and asked for more in their cup....where have i fallen???....is this some sick cry for help or the same tattered excuse tht i tell myself and that the darkness has brought up a weak spirit in me...???? who may i lay the blame into??? ....i cant fix my soul anymore.......whats wrong?....am i losing touch with the right voice of reason????......a sick cycle and a endless bout of madness......relenlessly tearing me apart....no longer soft spoken and sheltered the power is quaking and getting louder.....a new level of hell has befallen on me......the weight is pulling me under....Letting go was never so hard to live as yesterday passed so quickly......and the emotion was left over after a night of dreams of he memores and flashlight dreamscapes....a bloodlust sorrow that never came so unrelenting.... and never could let go of my heart...a ice cold grip the lonleyness....an unbridled change and a lack of empathy altogether.....sometimes im welcomed in loving arms...and sometimes im ignored like a stray animal....all for the pain and love for the hell of it i guess.......ive left standing out on a vacant plain where i can feel your heart flow to me and see you like a million candles blazing in the wind.....but im still left looking...i cant find my way through the valley....so beatuiful...why cant this love not cost a thing?.....ive fallen and ive failed all that i am.....just tell me something ill remember....even though latley ill remember just to forget....but midnight will be falling soon...and im feeling tired..wired and even a little strung out...but i dont want to be so wide awake.... .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
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it was once said...."when your at the top theres nowhere left to go but down..thats been said in a million country songs...its true..as true for the nations as it is for their citizens..for when you are at the top you aspire to the attain that of which cannot be attained..and in doing so you acheive the ruin of all that you have built"this is what makes you the weapon.....Matt Good........................................................ ............................................................ ..He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man......Dr.johnson"Hate deliver me back into the shiny land of opportunity where I have the name I am.... Melted down like a no smile action figure man"

I'd like to meet:


GOD...matthew good,layne staley,dane cook,bruce campbell,bob barker,hunter s.thompson,...and scooter ward(again)..check out his sites..and show your support for the COLD ARMY!!...................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ....

Music:

COLD ,when november falls,mad season,seether,deftones,shinedown,blueoctober,pantera,breaki ngbenjamin,tool,aperfectcircle,killswitchengage,10years,matt hewgoodband,earshot,flyleaf,slipknot,buckcherry,alice in chains,korn,sevendust,hurt,egypt central...i listen to country and a little bit of rap as well.....

Movies:

hitchikers guide to the galaxy,the prestige,anything broken lizard...ironman,WAITING,grandma's boy....,beerfest,outcold,sincity,jarhead,walktheline,constan tine,clerks,any jay and silent bob movie,40yearoldvirgin,oldschool,supertroopers,anchorman,amer ican psyco,fear and loathing in las vegas,army of darkness,bubba ho-tep,the xmen trilogy,batman begins,aviator,syriana,stealth,any horror movie....i can go all night....

Television:

aqua teen hungerforce....love some adult swim!!!..metalopocolypse,family guy,simpsons,sealab2021,harvey birdman,venturebros,futurama,lawandorder,heroes,prisonbreak, smallville,house,.....

Books:


Heroes:

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i also have two lovable chiuhahuias that will eat your ankles if your mean to them... will lick you to death if you play with them...and will hump you for no reason at all....

My Blog

a little more than life will allow...

sometimes...there are those times....life just...well...kills you...you go through unrelenting burden and disaster after the next...thinkin next time...oh how it will be different....some things are l...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:25:00 PST

and its already over now....

So yeah after today thngs in my life is going to get really interesting.....im now officially admitting that everyone else was right....yes you are all right.....moving here was the biggest mistake of...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Sat, 10 May 2008 09:24:00 PST

Running blind.....

So here latley life has been dealing me a very hard hand to play....a lot of things just seem to keep falling apart everywhere i turn....and somethings you just look at and they just make you wonder h...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Thu, 01 May 2008 09:45:00 PST

a different kind of pain.....

Well i love this town like you do......we burned it to the ground....you packed your things and than you were gone....to call a new place homeLike you do ....i shut up into myself....Like you do ...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 10:52:00 PST

Before i forget......

I remember when all the games began......i remember every little lie....and every last goodbye.....promises you broke and the words you choked on.....and why before today i never walked away...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:46:00 PST

The things that falls between....(for all that we lost)

im in love with the feel...no matter how many times i try to get rid of myself......if all of this kills.....why am I so hard on myself? ....and in this town, when the sun goes down...no one ...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 10:51:00 PST

With nowhere left to go from here....

Where did i go wrong???    i cant even look at you in youre eyes....im so ashamed..it feels like im dead..ive had enough...im tired of feeling...im tired of bleeding.....im tired of breathin...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 09:44:00 PST

the revalations of everything you become......

again i follow through all this hell that ive consumed.... Once there was an old ocean where anyone who saw it grown old with the sea we were terrified of water that of all the sons and daug...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:20:00 PST

a little too far from falling.....

well....i know it was to be expected that if there was anyone who actually reads these things i write you were expecting a blog at some point to describe how i feel about my newfound residence and the...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:39:00 PST

right between where the ashes fall.....

Take me out back and beat me where i cant even stand....every passing day i seem to be less the man i used to be.....i always seem to find myself screaming through my hands....This world never seems t...
Posted by Everything she is is everything you could never be on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:46:00 PST