HaSHiNkA - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Jackie as a MEEZ in Arizona

RuNi as a MEEZ

My Interests

ART!!! taking photos for bands/ creating sculptures/ Singing in my band /www.myspace.com/aftermath2006 / many other art type stuff/ different kinds of music/ having good clean fun/ convincing my guy friends to do artistic things with me/ sitting with a book about art or music in the same room as one of my guy friends, who might be reading about something else.

I'd like to meet:

mainly male friends, around my age range, no creepy old men, that would be 30+. No heavy drinking or drugs, that only leads to me beating the crap out of you later. And please, PLEASE no little girls who hate me cause your boyfriend wants to hangout with me, I might be straight but I am still "one of the guys."

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Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 40%
Envy: 20%
Gluttony: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. How Sinful Are You?

Music:

Im willing to give anything a chance, to list all the bands i like would take some time so i will fill this out later on..

Movies:

singing in the rain, the frankenstein series, anything alfred hitchcock, any cheesy B rated horror movie, any movies that tell the history of someone famous. If I end up seeing it at the movies I love. If im not inclined to do so, im probably not so much a fan.

Television:

futurama, family guy, simpsons, invader zim, foamy!, anything on the history channel or any kind of mystery or sci-fi stuff.... MoOoOovies:anything sci-fi, horror, comedy, etc...

Books:

Anything that catches my attention.

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

Heroes:

any one who can beat the odds in life and become better, anyone who can deal with chick mood swings and blow them off, anyone who isnt afraid to be themselves...

You scored as Fallen Angel

You my friend are a FallenAngel. You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.

My Blog

saying goodbye, again

http://www.angelfire.com/me4/billsbasement1039/Poetry/Goodby e.htmlI found this on a website, its from back in the day. Leave love...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:55:00 PST

Treasure what you have...

Treasure what you have...I have been given so much in lifeA strong familyAn amazing educationA man who gives me unconditional love I have been given a second chance at lifeI wont let you downI wont le...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:59:00 PST

My life, My love

I sit and reflect on the year gone bytime, my life, the windall flying I was told these years, my "mid twentys"were going to be the hardestAt times, I feel as if a ghost is standing on my chestgrindin...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:50:00 PST

Making Mistakes

So I read a bulletin today from one of my undergrad friends Matt Day, thanks Matt, you really did help a current problem for me. I recently had A HUGE F*CK UP at school. I over fired a kiln, for the f...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 11:44:00 PST

Something new... ;-)

I am finally, after soo many years of heart ache, feeling this new feeling. When I am with him I feel this surge through my body. I feel chills up my spine when he touches my hand or kisses my lips. I...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:36:00 PST

MORE POETRY!!! :-)

Ok Well, lucky you, you have decided to read my personal poetry. Dont beat me up to much over it. I hope you enjoy. The Path we go DownLets Run away togetherLefts find a radiant sunsetthen stay all ni...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:27:00 PST

Goodbye My friend, Oh how I wish it wasnt this way....

I wish you could still be my friend, I wish I could take back things that were said from both of us. But they were and thats all thats left. I wish there were a scratch button, make a new surface and ...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 03:28:00 PST

A bit o Poetry, food for thought...

Here are a few poetry selections, past and current. I have a whole book at home, Im thinking of getting a book made of it. Let me know what yas think...Bad Experience Circa 2003Awoken by lightAfter ex...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:52:00 PST

Have you ever been this way?¿?¿

Lost and lonely Plus Dazed and confused Equals One sad sad little Jackie ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Its hard to hash out my feelings and even more...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:37:00 PST

Life got you down, try me....

Well after have a LONG winter session of not being able to do my art I am trying to go back to school. All that stands in my way of getting there is about $3500. This is the part where that magical mo...
Posted by HaSHiNkA on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:43:00 PST