The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot

About Me

I'm a smoker. I'm trying to quit... I used to drink a lot. I'm trying to quit... I'm not really sure about a lot of things, right now.
I'm in the process of centering myself. Or recentering myself? Something like that.
I really like to ride my motorcycle without my helmet. This cute girl I spend as much time with as I can doesn't like it. But she likes me so it all works out.
And I enjoy writing with Kelley. A lot. I miss her, actually... We wrote some good shit. Maybe after I center/recenter myself, we'll get back to it.
Lucid dreaming interests me, but I have yet to get anywhere near achieving it. Well, I guess I've gotten close, but I'm not a fuckin' master of the lucid dream. Yet...
Michael Jackson, Gordon Lightfoot, and Pat Benetar. We're like family.
Don't believe this girl,
She preaches mayhem.
She's the devils bitch and a liar
I want to see the look her in eyes
When her body parts ways with life!
-Taking Cassandra to the End of the World Party
--FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES

My Interests

Music (experiencing it and creating it). Literature (sometimes experiencing it but always creating it).

I'd like to meet:

I don't know, really. If you're interested in checking out my goods, I'd suggest that you try before you buy as my goods may or may not be of an acceptable standard. A good way to test this theory is to get me drunk. REALLY drunk. Hell, I'll even LET you buy the drinks.

Music:

Movies:

Guns? Tattoos? Lightsabers? Explosions? Blood? Plot? More plot? A lot more plot? Witty dialogue?

That's the makings of the best movie ever. Especially the part about lightsabers...

Television:

Heroes.
The Black Donnely's.
The Sopranos.
Sportscenter.
HBO.
MTV.
That about covers it. And in moderation.

Books:

The Sandman Graphic Novel Series.

Just bought, and currently reading:

Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

DMT: The Spirit Molecule

Heroes:

My dad. Because I'm everything good in him with the best parts being his worst qualities. And Adri. For teaching me that you can't trust anyone. And my mom. For teaching me that there is a very fine line between rationalization and sanity. And that you can't trust anyone. HA!

My Blog

Lucid Dreaming: 9 (The Breakthrough)

The Breakthrough Alright, so I had my first lucid dream, technically today! So, there's a technique where you go to bed for like 4-6 hours, then wake up for a little bit, and then fall asleep an...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:10:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 8

God... Damn... It... I cannot describe my frustration with lucid dreaming right now... Allow me to start with my last breakthrough. Attempted body-sleep method, imagined myself in a ...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 05:45:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 7

Unbelieveable: Part Deux Attempt the method previously mentioned where one allows their body to fall asleep and enter a dreamstate instantly. VERY fucking close this time, I can honestly a...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:48:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 6

Awareness Becoming Depressing After working on my dream diary these last few days, I've realized that I don't like remembering my dreams in their entirety. For the most part, I remember my ...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:33:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 5

Start of the Dream Diary Gonna make this short and sweet. Tried the "hold still" thing again last night. Fell asleep rather quickly, however. Have been practicing reality checks for ...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:55:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 3

Technique Trials I Tonight I will be practicing an extremely fascinating technique in which one can induce sleep and enter a lucid state rather easily... It where the mind tricks the body into s...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 03:11:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 4

Unbelieveable So last night I tried out the previously blogged technique. Let me say that it was one of the most unbelieveable experiences I have ever had... I can't say it was fully and o...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 12:40:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 2

So I went back to bed after my first attempt and was really tired. It was VERY difficult for me to focus on my repetition as far as "I am dreaming, etc., etc.," goes. I wound up falling as...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:00:00 PST

Lucid Dreaming: 1

This Forest's Got Hammocks Aaalright... So my first attempt at lucid dreaming was very well spent. At about 6:10am or so I turned all my lights off, shut my curtains, and just lay down.&nb...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:40:00 PST

And it all happened in the cheeriest of car rides...

Ian: Hahaha, remember that one time that my girlfriend left me for another guy?!Jesus: Hahahaha, oh yeah. Hey, remember how my girlfriend killed my unborn child?!Ian: Hahahahah...
Posted by The Silencer Makes a Whisper of the Gunshot on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 06:09:00 PST