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V e r i t y

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About Me

Stereotype breaker. ignorance fighter. dreamer of dreams. hoper of hopes. night-owl. daily dark chocolate consumer. I marvel at art and artistic people: writers, creators, musicians. "Art helps one cope with the absurdity of existance." I want to learn what I am made to learn and teach what I am made to teach. I'm determined to become a better version of myself. I march to the beat of my own drum. I want to find balance. I am inspired by: People who dare to make a difference. I question things... Life (but not Love)....The bible (but not God)...suffering (but not pain). .::some words that might describe me::.. *open-minded* deep thinking* ridiculous* eclectic-taste in all people/things* lover* fighter* colorful* music-junkie* off-beat* heavy hearted* physically limited* mentally expanded* accepting* passionate* silly* romantic* short* clumsy* intelligent* quirky* sensitive* sensational* tough* fragile* brave* scared* insomniac* Truth-seeker* a wardrobe based on mood & eclecticism* introspective* extraordinary* hopeless* Hopeful* firm soul* head in the clouds* nonconforming* Humbled* scatter-brained* a pixie* wise* gentle* bottled-redhead* compassionate-to-a-fault* intuitive* emotional* fiesty* shy* angry* complicated* simple* bold* a victim/survivor of illness: (endometriosis & fibromyalgia) *a victim/survivor of loss: (my mother & my heart's desire)my heart beats to: experience MUSIC* love my friends* help people* write my writings* surround myself in creative and artistic things and human beings* drink good cups of coffee* try to live in my mother's memory You can help me fight this battle and raise funding/awareness/support for my disease. Learn more at http://endocenter.org/endofaq.htm Be the difference that makes a difference~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy.COM 's MySpace Profile Editor !

My Interests

MUSIC++indie-rock/low-fi(most) motown/shoegaze/folk/folktronica/instrumental industrial/hardcore. going to Shows, Laughing, Marilyn Monroe, reheads, colorful things,colorful clothing,colorful people, really rainy days, backscratchers, polka dots, utter silliness,the sound of windchimes. crisp autumn air. leaves. karaoke. finding balance. writing. poetry. hats. maryjane shoes. bubble baths. Movies. Irises. gerbera daisies. sunflowers. kisses. Coffee. Faeries. Body modification. spiritual enlightenment. fantasy (ie: faeries, elves, mystical creatures), classic pin-up photography, Peanut Butter on hot toast.LAUGHING.scarves and sashes. my cat. Moonstone. HUGS. mytholgy. taoism. cultures. learning. abnormal psychology.

I'd like to meet:

The interesting. The outrageous. The silly. The sensitive. The open minded. The friendly. The fruity. The artists. The punks. The obscure. The romantic. The geeks. The freaks. The compassionate.The passionate. The individualist.The fun. The understanding. The rockstars. The music obsessed. The colorful. The bold. The sad. The happy. Those whom I can learn from. CONAN O'BRIEN 33.

Music:

David Bowie, Elliot Smith, DENALI, Radical Face, Lamb, The Cure, The Smiths, Morrissey, Bjork, PJ Harvey, Patrick Wolf, Azure Ray, explosions in the sky, Sunny Day Real Estate, Roy Orbison, Enon, Sufjan Stevens, Bat for Lashes, John Lennon, Death Cab for Cutie, MOGWAI, SilverSun Pickups, Kings of Convenience, IdleWild, Cat Stevens, JimmyEatWorld, Knapsack, The Jealous sound, No Knife, RadioHead, Mary Timony, Jawbreaker, Postal Service, Appleseed Cast, Interpol, The Gathering, Joy Damien Rice, Pete Yorn, Beta Band, Tegan and Sara, Cursive, Red House Painters, Smashing Pumpkins, Ani Difranco, Cat Power, YeahYeahYeahs, Laika, Palo Alto, Beck, The Procedure, Crime In Stereo, Marathon, Spoon,Ben Folds, Muse, Sonic Youth,The Pixies,Rainer Maria,Johnny cash,A perfect Circle, the wrens, Fiona Apple

Movies:

Magnolia, Little Miss Sunshine, The Big Lebowski, Amelie, BasketBall Diaries, White Oleander, harold and maude, Leaving Las Vegas, teen witch, Secretary, Crash, But I'm a Cheerleader, the crow, American History X,One Flew Over the Cuckoo's nest, Benny and Joon, Donnie Darko, Pumpkin, Nightmare before Christmas, FightClub, Pumpkin, Slums of Beverly Hills, Catch me if You Can, Ghost World, Boondock Saints, Mulholland Drive, Pan's Labyrinth, Requiem for a dream, The terminator movies, The Matrix, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, lost in translation

Television:

**SIX FEET UNDER**...any documentary about pretty much anything... CONAN O'BRIEN

Books:

authors: Kurt Vonogaut, Craig Thompson, Tom Robbins, Janet Fitch, Shel Silverstein, Sylvia Plath, Shakespeare, and the beautiful, Antoine de Saint-Exupery --**writer of The Little Prince

Heroes:

Change Makers. Truth seekers. my extraordinary MOTHER (Rest*in*Peace), My Grandfather, CONAN O'BRIEN, My inspiring *JOEL PALOUCCI*...may your beautiful soul Rest*in*Peace and harmony where it has always belonged. I'll "meet you in the clouds" someday.

My Blog

get away with me

this weekend.. or...whenever. Today wasn't good. at all. nor was yesterday. but that's okay. there is tomorrow. and while I'm dreaming of beaches I might as well say that despite the roughness o...
Posted by V e r i t y on Wed, 28 May 2008 12:12:00 PST

Need your Voice & Talent! Augusts memorial to Joel

The weight that lays on your shoulders Could be the wings that carry you home Like two long lost friends   so last night my roommate/good friend, Ken (also good friend of Joel), and I practiced ...
Posted by V e r i t y on Sun, 25 May 2008 03:16:00 PST

sell everyone the maps to whats inside me

so there was mother's day.it came and it went.No big deal.I could feel sorry for myself, you know.  It is an annual reminder to me thatMy own mother, (my whole world and sunshine), died when I wa...
Posted by V e r i t y on Fri, 16 May 2008 08:40:00 PST

winterpills on sunday?

snyone with similar music tastes as me free this sunday???  it is only $10.00 health permitting (I hope...b/c I feel like total hell today)...I am wanting to see one of the prettiest in...
Posted by V e r i t y on Sat, 03 May 2008 06:30:00 PST

the last 2 days

were not only FINALLY better for me... but were really good health days.  I needed it so bad.  I thought i was going to go nuts. I was in so much pain for so long. I'm happy.  ...
Posted by V e r i t y on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:22:00 PST

lifted spirits. and virgo loves cancer

I dont think I can write any more blogs til I can say something happy. my brains have been downers every day.  sorry guys. hard times. the good news is: my 5 day long constant...
Posted by V e r i t y on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:40:00 PST

no moooooooooooooooore

I'm losing my mind. I am really feeling like hell.  and tired of it. I am suffering.  I'm not getting anything done. and I am missing my life ontop of it. talking is even difficult. My ...
Posted by V e r i t y on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:04:00 PST

to my friends

I have trouble; a lot of it...asking for help when I need help.  physically or emotionally.  I dont want to burden anyone's already stressful lives.  eventually when no one asks if I'm ...
Posted by V e r i t y on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:21:00 PST

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I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I miss you, Joel. I ...
Posted by V e r i t y on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:24:00 PST

spring

We pried open my windowAnd let the spring rush inAnd we laughedwith the new airNow i lay and watchthe green leavesDance and whisper sweet breathA promise of a new yearAnd after the winter brokeWe held...
Posted by V e r i t y on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:16:00 PST