i like to just sit back and observe the voiceless masses searching for relief and a reason. i prefer to content myself with the conclusion that there are no answers. i entertain the thought of our inevitable self destruction and that gives me comfort. i smoke to embrace my mortality, i smoke to pass the time. these cigarettes wont relieve a thing their just to ease my mind. im interested in indulging myself, enjoy it before its gone. sex drugs rock n roll to sum up my intrests.
i would like to meet someone who isn't what they are because of everyone else. i would like to meet some one who is confident in themselves but humble in their approach. i would like to meet someone who sees through the bullshit but still thinks its worth admiring. i would like someone who cares about others and the interactions they have and has a genuine interest. i want someone to make me think outside of my box ive so cleverly constructed. someone i could learn something from grow from. i would hope to do the same for people i come in contact with. i just want a fucking validation for this bullshit monotony, i want to find someone i can relate to and share my admiration and disappointment this life bestows. someone who actually gives a fuck about me....and i know.....i really dont mean much to many.....if you think differently your lying to yourself......there is only a few people in your life you have such a connection to that even years after their gone you still miss them.....im looking for that.....not necessarily a guy either just someone that will actually mean something....thats not just superficial bullshit. that and i would like to meet the deftones....yeah............
i dont want to be clasified by what i listen to. i like it all, if it has talent, rythm harmony and makes you think or go back to a moment through that artists expression then i enjoy it. music is the voice of the voiceless, how do you want to be heard?
i worked at a movie store, the list is to exausting, movies eat up time and brain activity, not to mention steals conversation time from dates. movies on a first date is a bad idea unless you know you dont have anything to say to that person anyway.
the same feelings go double for this as with movies. waste of time, read a fucking book. i didnt have tv the whole time i have been out of my mothers house, she would take it out in the summers which godbless her was the best thing for me when i was younger
anything that offers an alternate view or opinion to this world we think we know so well.