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DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

FREE Myspace Codes i hate everything -i smoke alot of p-o-t -my favorite word is c-u-n-t : --------------------------------------------------------**** ***************i miss My HomeTown****************** ********************************************************* im bipolar so watch what you say because you never know which way the pendulum is swinging at that moment
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++[Say cheese, baby We all love you But it's a cheap world and you don't exist] Death loves final embrace Your cool tenderness Memories keep love alive Memories will never die ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"Just one rush can change your life forever.Just one push can end it all together..learn from my mistake"-Down ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Interests


- if you have a brain at all go to www.wm3.org and support them they were framed for murder by their smallminded town just for being different...angelina jolie,alchohol,david lynch,mike patton,cherry-flavored antacids,starr12,mike patton,lunchboxes,warm milk and laxatives,tim burton,sheri moon zombie,jenna jameson,photography,writing,reading books that make you think,MUSIC,parties,campfires,horror movies,serial killers,80's movies,tattoos,peircings,singing at the top of my lungs when nobodys looking,lilies,converse,old cars

I'd like to meet:

********************[mike patton--david bowie--phil anselmo-angelina jolie]****************************"Your lips say one thing But the drugs say another How can I massage This intergalactic ulcer?"

Music:

-[music is my fucking life]-
faith no more,tomahawk,clutch,screaming trees,david bowie,opeth,sex pistols,leadbelly,blind melon,jethro tull,Lynyrd Skynyrd,class of 99,electric hellfire club,marilyn manson,tom petty,sepultura,anthrax,biohazard,prong,primus,neil young,melvins, nine inch nails, nirvana, papercutz,melt-banana,peeping tom,slayer,mr bungle,tool,sonic youth,PanTera,down,system of a down,no flowers for him,jack off jill, ministry, my ruin,kmfdm,alice in chains,bile,mudhoney,mad season,deicide,white zombie,damage plan,quang T.,stone temple pilots,red hot chili peppers,uranium235,johnny cash,the beatles,kmfdm,pig,cannibal corpse,coal chamber,lacuna coil,superjoint ritual,otep,**MARY MAGDALAN** "One pill makes you larger And one pill makes you small, And the ones that mother gives you Don't do anything at all. Go ask Alice When she's ten feet tall. And if you go chasing rabbits And you know you're going to fall, Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar Has given you the call. Call Alice When she was just small. When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving low. Go ask Alice I think she'll know. When logic and proportion Have fallen sloppy dead, And the White Knight is talking backwards And the Red Queen's "off with her head!" Remember what the dormouse said: "Feed your head. Feed your head. Feed your head"

Movies:


a clockwork orange, doom generation,willy wonka, sid and nancy,blue velvet,eraserhead,pink floyd the wall,all 80's movies,twin peaks,Gia,valley of the dolls,fear and loathing in las vegas,the devils rejects,lost highway,scarface,natural born killers,true romance,dazed and confused,requiem for a dream

Television:

[Family Guy-Ultimate Fighting-the Simpsons-I.F.L.-Pride Fighting-Robot Chicken] "I love you" can mean a lot of things... like "you'll do 'till someone better comes along," or "I can't describe how I really feel but I know that I'm supposed to say this," or "Shut up, I'm watching TV."

Books:

crime and punishment..the lovely bones..the bell jar any and all hunter s thompson as in Hell's Angels, fear and loathing in las vegas, fear and loathing:on the campaign trail 72,etc What would they say If you went up in smoke? If I dug you up And made soup of your bones? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ All my efforts to clean me Leave me putrid and filthy And how can you look at me When I can't stand myself

Heroes:

-Mike Patton-Kurt Cobain-mia zapata-dimebag darrell-phil anselmo-hunter s. thompson-tony montana-layne staley-damien echols your scent is still here in my place of recovery

My Blog

i know sometihng you dont know

Burning pain in my arms,Stops the burning tears.Slicing the skin calms my doubts,And helps erase my fears.The anger is so strong at times,And my pain becomes too much.And I long to feel the calmness,O...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:58:00 PST

the dear john letter

As I lay my head down to sleep And whisper goodnight to my love so sweet I silently wonder, and painfully dread Who will be lying next to him in the morning when he rises from our bed Will it be the n...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:45:00 PST

strawberry gashes (oldddder shit)

Deeper and deeperthe cuts do growFaster and fasterthe blood does flow.Oh what a bitch,that one'll need a stitch.How will I explain all of this?Have I fallen too far into the abyss?The blood is still d...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:44:00 PST

dead to the world

so i guess my brain couldnt wait until friday for my appt to get meds because ive been losing my mind the past few weeks. its one thing to be in a fog  and disconnected when youre all alone but w...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 08:04:00 PST

dead skin mask

S ince when did I let this addiction take overO n what level on insanity did I bring myselfM isery is bound to take over, why did I have to push itA fraid to even look at my legs, arms, stomachN ...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:49:00 PST

"you and open veins god knows im gone"

ive decided to accept that i dont give much of a crap about anything. i also discovered i can make spider webs with my fingers.yeah ive had alot of sleepand alot of xanax so judge me as you wish.why i...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 09:17:00 PST

pointless old crap

..> Rip the skin from my face,Tear out my eyes,My emotions are in turmoil,My words in lost in sighs.Gnaw at my fingers,Right to the bone,Till there's nothing left,Of the girl you have known.Scratch...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:19:00 PST

down in a hole

There are always twoDoing this battle insideWhich one will win Neither one can decideOver and over againAll this internal chatter No one could hearSo why would it matter?Those manic highsInto a depres...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:35:00 PST

the lunatic is on the grass

first things first i have bipolar disorder and this shit aint easy especially with 2 kids who need a somewhat sane mother and moving here i lost my doctor and i havent been on meds in who knows how lo...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:54:00 PST

fuckfaces.

[10 Favorite Bands] 1) nirvana 2) pantera 3) faith no more 4) slayer 5) alice in chains 6) mr bungle 7) bile 8) system of a down 9) tool 10)...
Posted by DoLL.SteaK-Bury.Me.In.Smoke on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:03:00 PST