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jessica james

Haunt me in my dreams, if you please...

About Me

Perspectives,
like horizons change.
Proving,
the only thing consistant,
is inconsistantcy.
And I'll gamble away my fright. And I'll gamble away my time. And in a year, a year or so... This will slip into the sea
The most beautiful Girl, best friend, and most creative mind- Letecia, I would give anything for you to come back. You understood me and related to me in so many ways. I hope you are my angel guiding me through... May 26 1983- May 1 2007 ..
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I've always been inward, outlandish, introverted, and challenging yet implausibly comical. Seeking realism in an apparent society. Trying to pursue passion in writing and forming my own route unlike any others I'm familiar to. I am succesful in doing so, for I am a fan of the road less traveled. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity..
back again
into
under
far in between
through it
in it
and above

My Interests



'We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams, come along'


change and overcoming obstacles...

I'd like to meet:

i live for the written word, and people come second, possibly third.

Grief and sadness knits two hearts in closer bonds than happiness ever can; and common sufferings are far stronger than common joys.

James Murphy
Terry Date
Bob Ezrin
David Bottrill

Music:

!!!
elvis
at the drive-in
jeff buckley
tom waits
slow dive
beirut
anything maynard
radiohead
I love you but I've chosen darkness
deftones
teamsleep
far
hefner
I am X
the knife
rilo kiley
Annie
Mylo
Scissor Sisters
junior boys
quicksand
my bloody valentine
broken social scene
quintron
joy division
the human league
tim bluhm
co&ca
failure
mogwai
Franz Ferdinand
death from above 1979
bjork
riton
john coltrane
cannonball aderly
popup
As Tall As Lions
rjd2
otis redding
xiu xiu
motorhead
husky rescue
libertines
kasabian
7 seconds
dio
bloc party
primus
mew
poe
metric
band of horses
the lovemakers
rick james
james brown
tower of power
hot chip
cut copy
chromeo
porter
manchester orchestra
les savy fav
so and sos
LCD sound system
daft punk
the bronx
cooper temple clause
swervedriver
blonde red head
placebo
gold chains
chimara
depeche mode
the stills
new order
spoon
the faint
leonard cohen
sick of it all
modest mouse
the who
simon and garfunkel
yes
riton
queen
ima robot
phoenix
slayer
goldfrapp
le tigre
the beatles
year of the rabbit
murs
refused
glassjaw
converge
solo gonzalas
margret header
aesop
jrsr
wasp
throw rag
rftc
sick of it all
tindersticks
supersuckers
weathermen
the pixies
architecture in helenski
the misshapes
beta band
king crimson
elliot smith
kings of convienence
tricky
bjork
the rapture
sigur ros
the white rose movement
krokus
black rebel motorcycle club
damien rice
abba
yes
reggie and the full effect
ceta javu
jenny lewis and the watson twins
the american analog set
saves the day
spoon
gavin castleton
the stone roses
sneaker pimps
tomohawk
children of bodom
rev hort heat
horror pops
rage
sage
velvet underground
the microphones
The Decemberists
the pouges
the jesus and mary chain
red house painters
blur
talking heads
metric
the smiths
modern english
new order
facing new york
wallpaper
Ministry
justice
devo
the cars
the police
...

Movies:

horror films circa 1960-1989,zombie movies make me hungry for gummy candy. ::american pycho, across the universe, true romance, devils rejects, lost in translation, gia, once, perfume, jeux d'enfants,je t'aime, adaptation, boondocks saints, leaving las vegas, life aquatic, donnie darko, the royal tenenbombs, requiem for a dream, heathers, american history X, Kids, (serial killer documentarys),american beauty, benny and june, texas chainsaw mascare(original), the house of 1000 corpses,Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, vanilla Sky, hedwig and the angry inch, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, beetle juice, house of sand and fog , waynes world, (anything filmed in NY),fight club, edward scissorhands, seven, {anything kevin spacey((mmm))}nightmare before christmas, Girl, virgin suicides.

Television:

weeds, masters of horror, dexter, flight of the chonchords, foodnetwork.

Books:


the year of magical thinkings, frankenstien, the bedroom secrets of master chefs, eat love pray, wonderful tonight, first you have to row a little boat, things i wish i knew before i was 50, my daughter "ana" and "mia", lollita, of mice and men, The Masque of the Red Death, The Tell-tale heart, 1984, scarlett letter, catch 22, tuesdays with morey, i speak pretty one day, the biography of charles manson. authors : Joan Didion, Edgar allan Poe, Irvine Welsh, Tom Clancy, Hunter S. Thompson, John Steinbeck, christopher morley, JR tolkens, george orwell, charles dickens, rudolph steiner, ernest hemmingway, robert frost, henry lawson, oscar wilde, leigh hunt, John Keats, Aristotle, Douglas Adams, Washington Irving..... too many.

Heroes:

my angel leti

mi familia

my other half meg

christopher

My Blog

lesson: 2.

I am still standing stillbehind the windowcut off from the trafficand the truth by glass. I do not live within a liebecause I do not live at all.Perhaps I've founda kind of purgatoryjust before t...
Posted by jessica james on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:18:00 PST

Peor es nada.

I go out slowly first,                     tenative,like a bather testing water,I scrutinize the night.&nb...
Posted by jessica james on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:31:00 PST

an other.

Even wrinkled water stretches outalong its roadway to the sea.A blemish under sunlight fades,                   ...
Posted by jessica james on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:25:00 PST

to fill and spill.

I don't have to touch youto be touching younor feel you faceto feel your faceyet sometimes touching youI feel you not at all. There seems to be so much of you at timesenought to filland spill across t...
Posted by jessica james on Wed, 28 May 2008 03:36:00 PST

beyond heart broken

Did I fail you? Every deepest conversation Convincing you of life Was it in your mind? Did I hurt you? Should have I stayed longer Carried you away to talk And let you know He is not...
Posted by jessica james on Fri, 11 May 2007 06:42:00 PST

how I see it.

hard truths & thoughts: *my poetry is a lovely way to voice disappointment. *the richest person is not the one who has the most, but the one who needs the least. *Just imagine what you give is w...
Posted by jessica james on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:51:00 PST

me

I am a rock,         & nbsp; I am an island.          ;         &nbs. ..
Posted by jessica james on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I've watched a change

I rapture in change, its inevitable. I take all Im given and make the most out of it. I love to be trialed, challenges impel me. I believe energy we give and take is the impulsion that creates what...
Posted by jessica james on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST