Allan {:')-|-<

hmm.... Its kinda hard to talk about who i am cas looking from the inside in is hard. My friend chad knows more about me than i do. But basicly im into over annalizing everything. I normally come across one sided as far as mood, im happy or ecstatic almost all of the time, although i have a light competitive spirit and i will get anoid at the occasional stupid person.... I try to look at life in a cold scientific and psychological point of view, because its easer to find beauty in it when u know the nuts and bolts of what u think beauty is. I tend to enjoy things that are scary, for the psychological high u get from fear. Not jump out at u scarry or gory scary, because those are traumatizing, im talking about the little creepy things that ur mind makes up, like being scared of the dark, or static on a tv in a dark empty house. Things like that i love, and for some reason a little sexual, but we're all different.... As far as aperience im realy kinda self conscious, but that dosent stop me from looking dumb for a laugh or when it feels good.... I dont do drugs but i wouldnt dare call my self strait edge, mainly cas i love what drugs do for any artistic expression. I dont do it for helth resonds and that any art i make i get pride knowing i didnt take a psychological shortcut, its cheating!... I like phisical activity and i will go on a run/bikeride or play frizbie with you any time u ask, and for gods sake!! Take me camping! Or backpacking!! Anyways, every one know's i love my computer and the videogames it has in it. i try to keep my nerd factor lowkey, so its kind of a bonus when u get to know me... One shallow aspect of me, and its risky to say this because its a weekness of mine and i know it is, but i feel that religion is like bad music taste and i see u as lesser of a person if u have either so its best not to let me know.... Some other bad points about me are, i cant spell, and i dont care. My sleeping habits are horable. And if i dont like you ill lie threw my teeth and call you a dear friend my whole life and never change my story.... That about wraps it up img src="http://www.myimagehosting.com/u/3132/6587/60540.jpg"