[MF2K]Johnner

i stretched my arms towards the sky like blades of tall grass,
the sun beat between my shoulders like carnival drums,
i sat still in hopes it would make my wings grow,
so then i could really be fly.
"I had motives for not wanting the world to have a meaning; and consequently assumed that it had none, and was able without any difficulty to find satisfying reasons for this assumption. The philosopher who finds no meaning in the world is not concerned exclusively with a problem in pure metaphysics. He is also concerned to prove that there is no valid reason why he personally should not do as he wants to do. For myself, as no doubt for most of my friends, the philosophy of meaninglessness was essentially an instrument of liberation from a certain system of morality. We objected to the morality because it interfered with our sexual freedom. The supporters of this system claimed that it embodied the meaning - the Christian meaning, they insisted - of the world. There was one admirably simple method of confuting these people and justifying ourselves in our erotic revolt: we would deny that the world had any meaning whatever." -Aldous Huxley

People say Im crazy doing what Im doing
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin
When I say that Im o.k. well they look at me kind of strange
Surely your not happy now, you know longer play the game
Surely youre not happy now you no longer play the game People say Im lazy dreaming my life away Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me When I tell them that Im doing fine watching shadows on the wall Dont you miss the big time boy youre no longer on the ballIm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round I really love to watch them roll No longer riding on the merry-go-round I just had to let it goSurely youre not happy now you no longer play the game Ah, people asking questions lost in confusion Well I tell them theres no problem, only solutions Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if Ive lost my mind I tell them theres no hurry Im just sitting here doing timeIm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round I really love to watch them roll No longer riding on the merry-go-round I just had to let it go I just had to let it go I just had to let it go- John Lennon

.. .. me being a long-haired bandit attempting to hit cars