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Amy {Monster Squad}&trade

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About Me

.. I am unlike anyone else you have met
I am not original
i am a small ball o crazy
i am just being AMY
Karma WILL always find you i snort loudly when i laugh I promise, you will never understand me If you FUCK with me i will make you wish u hadnt I am a ditzy blonde
i imagine great things.. i wish i had my childlike innicence i believe in soulmates...mine is just lost You can come to me, i am done looking i try to smile, but it still hurts BEING YOURSELF IS THE HARDEST TRUTH I KNOW I BOW TO NO ONE
I WILL NOT BE AS PLAIN AS YOU WANT ME TO BE
YOU CAN BLOW THOSE WORDS OUT THE BACK OF YOUR FUCKING HEAD.
.You built me, constructed my desire.
.Perfected my hatred.
.Now i'm driven to be ten times better.
.Than you think you are.
.It's alright, there is beauty in breakdown.
.Or i scream "FUCK THE WORLD"
life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.
-Gia
" Fear is only fear. i already know that nothing can hurt me more than i have already hurt myself. I knwo there is no pain that i cannot endure. I knwo that by holding on each moment, each hour, each day; that days add up each week, each month if i hold on i know i will be fine. I know i am strong. I know i am strong enough to confront what i fear and i know i am strong enoug to hold on untill the fear goes away. I believe this with all my heart"
-James Frey-
I realize this is graphic
But i dont want to die
this is for me
and you forget I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK

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My Interests

..Bette Martinez it made me cry
You want to know why you’re perfect. because you talk to dogs in a really high funny voice, and you cant spell for Shetland you’re in love with parks, and you’re so open because you want people to know how you feel on the inside, and you want people to love you, because you have a shopping addiction because when you actually laugh you make my heart skip beats. Because you think you need makeup, when in all honesty I would love to see you without it for the rest of my life. that you think cigarettes are classy, how you make weird sound effects out of no where, how you get really nervous when you drive when your stoned. How you change your MySpace song a million times a day and how I know how you’re feeling at anytime of day without talking to you because of it. How you mess with your septum ring all the time and I think your picking your nose or how you move around a shit ton and forget what your doing all the time That’s why you’re perfect
Amy, I love you
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Heroes:

Zadi
my family
I love her

Cody My Best freind
The ONLY man i will ever need in my life

My Blog

so you wanna be skinny?-heres how:)

heart palpitationsShitting BloodVomiting BloodDepressionAnxietyInsomniaChipping TeethUlcerShitting BileShakesHeadachesStomachachesColdDiet PillsDiureticslaxitivescaffine pillsBinging PurgingRestrictin...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 01:33:00 PST

ANOREXIA

i have a disease which almost killed mepeople dotn realize how bad it was,,,,,it was hellSO DONT ASK ME HOW TO LOSE WEIGHTi will not tell you tricks or tipsto kill yourselfi would never lead anyone do...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:06:00 PST

Eating Disorder

yeswowcongrats to all those who may not knowyes i suffer from an eating disorderit does not make me a bad personbut i am nt goign to hide the fact i have problems with foodit is not who i amMy problem...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:07:00 PST

Love

Im tired of datingALL relationships i have had in my life have amounted to a big ole pile of shit.everysingle freaking onei have no i dea what love is and i dont even know if it real anymoreit has com...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 08:15:00 PST

You creepy fuck who keeps calling me

i am so fucking tired of some creepy ass motherfucker who keeps calling mefor the past 2 years someone has been callng me on a restricted line.they call and breath into the phonethey call about 7 time...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 11:03:00 PST

my dear god how can u abandon us

i sit here in tears as i write this. in the recent events at virgina tech i am at an utter loss for words i think for the first time in my life. i hate to do it but i have to ask the question i avoid ...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:10:00 PST

ow

My Heart fucking aches....................
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:48:00 PST

SPLIT LIP RAYFIELD

i was just informed about kirks death. I am very deeply saddend by this as is the rest of the wichita community and far beyond. Kirk was an amazing mucisian that will be deeply missed. He had a huge h...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:48:00 PST

Kirstie Alley

So last night i had  drem about Kirstie Alleyi was as the mall and she was there.....She was fat again and wondering around going " i am sooooo druuunnnkkk, i am sooooooooo drruunnkkk"you dont ha...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:17:00 PST

Scars

where has my life gone?i finally woke up and four years had gone by.those four years are ones that were burned deep into my soul.noone can see my scars anymore.the external ones have faded over time, ...
Posted by Amy {Monster Squad}&trade on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:40:00 PST