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i ♥ u till the end

When Hell is FULL, the DEAD will walk the Earth

About Me

I am going to tell you a little about me. Yes, on the left hand column of my profile, there is alot of little things about me that you might be interested in learing, but I am putting this information up top because I feel it is most important. Recently, I have become more spiritual than I have ever been. I have always believed in a god, or other gods, but this summer I have found the true God in my heart. Ironically, I found him through my ex boyfriend leaving me. It was the worst pain I had felt in a while. But one night I sat down and talked to God. I used to talk to him all the time, but over the years, I had kind of drifted away. He has done so much for me this summer, and I know he will keep me strong from here on out until the day he calls me home. I have so many stories about the miracles he has performed for me over the last 4 months, I couldn't even begin to list them all, but the most important thing is that he has shown me who I am. I have learned that I do not need anyone to make me happy. All I need is the Father, and he has mad me love myself and that is all I need. Ha, I don't need no man!! I feel myself growing everyday lol. I want to surround myself with people that accept this. If you do not accept this, that is fine. It is your loss, but do not ever try to tell me I am wrong for what I believe. My purity should be a priority in your life.
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My Interests

I am everything. I am loud. I can be obnoxious. I can't spell very well. I am some what selfish. I am most of the time depressed. I am lovable. I am loving. I am careful. I am annoying. I like crab claws, but I hate shrimp. I like green apples, but not red ones. I don't like anything red except for strawberries. But I don't like artificial strawberry flavoring. Chocolate is good, but I would rather have something that isnt sweet. Sugar makes me sleepy. I am a manic-depressant, but I have an astounding amount of self control so you will never know it. I like to cook foreign foods, but I can't make atrificial mashed potatoes. Pepper actually makes me sneeze, but I put it on everything because I will suffer the sneezing to devour the awesome taste it makes.(pepper that is) I love old music, and basically every kind of music. I don't like people who try to be someone they are not. I hate liars. I am allergic to cats, but I have 6 of them. When I am happy, I listen to sad music. When I am sad, I lay in my room and sulk. When I have a broken heart, I listen to "Let me rest in pieces" by Saliva on repeat until I fall asleep, and start it all over again the next night until I feel better. I have been in love.I never take off my cross ring, so don't ever ask me to. I am protective over my friends and family. I am a debator. I love to argue. I sometimes make people mad purposely, just so I can fight with them and see what they are like when they are angry. I don't know a thing about computers. I dye and cut my own hair. I will not dye or cut yours. I love history. I believe in God. I hate making out in movies. If I pay 7.50 to see the movie, I am going to watch it. I like Pepsi but Diet Coke is the best. I hate pizza. I wish I could take over the world. I don't believe Hitler was all that bad, aside from what he did to the jews, he was just misunderstood, and maybe with a little counseling, we could have avoided the whole thing. I want to marry a man who can appreciate the wondrous works of William Shakespear. Although Darren Hayes is gay, I think I can change that and be the next Precilla Presley. I hate bananas. I love coffee. My favorite color is black. My favorite song is Truly Madly Deeply, by Savage Garden. I usually date cocky guys, and I hate the sensitive ones, but, I am truly attracted to the wimpy nerds. I actually eat peaches whole without peeling off the skin. I have stabbed someone before, and it was funny as hell, but I didn't do it on purpose. I love my family, and I am getting the hell out of this country when I finish school. I am so much more, but you can't handle the entirety of ME. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I LOVE MY CAT....CHEVY~! I like to read about things that have a historical aspect to them. I do not like reading fictional or dramatic books, unless it coincides with legendary history. I like to create things, like Myspace for expample. That is why I am always changing my page and sitting at my computer. I love the Discovery Channel, History Channel, Travel Channel, and the Learning Channel. And of course, the WB. Big gestures are not the way to my heart. I believe it is the smallest things in life that makes it turn. I love english literature and old english literature. I like to draw when I am having a creative spark. When I feel like I need to get something off my brain, I write. I love to write poems, not books. I cannot pay attention to anything that long. I am an avid movie watcher. I will watch and actually sit through almost any movie you put in front of me. I love to argue. Debating seems to be one of my callings. I love to express my opinions to people because not many people think on my level. I may come off as apathetic, but I reply to things in the world as a whole. I love to research. I want to learn as much about Ancient European culture and Legends as I possibly can. As it may seem that I am a book worm, I am completely obsessed with shoes. I love shoes and wish I owned every pair in the world. I love God. I have a very different outlook on religion however, but I think I have a good point, so do not try to dissuade me from my beliefs, you will fail. I like memories. I like scapbooks. I miss Highschool. I love my friends. I love music. I like collecting antiques. Etc.I have a very wide range of music interests. I love anything from the eighties. I will listen to generally anything with a good meaning, or a good beat. Classical is my second favorite. I do not like alot of rap or christian. For the most part, rock artists that are very little known are my ultimate favorite. I believe that all the unknown artists are in fact the best because the world is so obsessed with looks and only allow the beautiful ones to top the charts. It does not mean they have talent because they have a face! Meanwhile, the underground bands play their hearts out together in hopes that they will someday be discovered. Hope, faith, love for one another, and respect for what you do and live for makes real music. My favorite books are as follows: John Steinback's "King Arthur and the Acts of His Noble Nights" and Sir Thomas Malory's "L'Morte de Arthur" ; "The Odyssey" and "The Iliad" by Homer. "Mary Tudor" by H. F. M. Prescott. "The Egyptian Book of the Dead". "Nicholas and Alexandria" by Robert K. Massie. "Sex With the Queen" by Eleanor Herman. "The Fall of Troy" by Quintus of Smyrna

WHY DO PEOPLE FALL FOR YOU?

YOU ARE THAT WiFEY MATERiAL
YOU ARE EVERYTHiNG THAT SOMEONE COULD ASK FOR. YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, WHEN TO BE SERiOUS & WHEN TO BE FUNNY. YOU PUT THEM FiRST & ALWAYS MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE WiTH THEM. YOU ARE FAiTHFUL, AND ARE A LOVER. YOU ARE THAT TRUE WiFEY MATERiAL, AND ANYONE WHO iS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET YOU, BETTER KEEP YOU!
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How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality?

Evil Cute
Your personality proves to be an evil kind of random cute! Don't worry its a good thing... the gummy bears wont kill you... yet.
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A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comI want to meet a guy that likes me for what I am. For all the things what make me different. I don't want anyone to try to change me, and love the little things about me that may seem strange or weird. Someone who wants to be with me and only me and love me every day. Someone I can call when I have had a bad day just to hear him say it will be ok. Someone who will be proud of me for reaching for my dreams. Someone who will want me to achieve my goals with everything inside him and will lift me high when I am feeling low. Someone who makes my purity a priority in his life.

What type of Bitch are you?

Sexy Bitch
Damn Lil' Mama!! You have that wit about you that drives men CRAZY. When guys approach you your the first one with a bitchy yet flirty comment. You put guys into their place and tell them how it is. Your a class A bitch with an actual brain. Your the first with a quick comeback! Good for you cause you are usually the one guys fall in love with first too!
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Music:

I have a very wide range of music interests. I love anything from the 80's. I will listen to generally anything with a good meaning, or a good beat. Classical is my second favorite. I don't like alot of rap or christian though.

Movies:

my favorite movies are "the rocky horror picture show" "monty python and the holy grail" "king arthur" "troy" "alexander" any movies from the 80's, "gone with the wind"(i know, but its a classic) "pretty woman" "the exorcist 1 and 2" stuff like that
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Television:

i have seen absolutely every episode of "friends" and for some reason i am now hooked on "the oc" which is weird because i usually dont like movies like that but my sister got the first season for christmas last year and she made me watch it all the way through so i kind of got addicted

Books:

i really dont read that much but i have read John Steinback's "King Arthur and the Acts of His Noble Nights" and Sir Thomas Malory's "L'Morte de Arthur" i like books like that, and my sister got me to read "Goddess of the Sea" by P.C. Cast which was pretty damn good. I usually wont read a book unless i am soooo into it

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My Blog

the last thing i wrote in bible class not pating attention

For years upon years, an iron anchor restrained an ill-mannered fate.Being harnessed by true love, I could look straight into the eyes of possible demiseBut as I desperately continue to hold to the an...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:08:00 PST

This is my current theme song, and the worst feeling I have ever felt.

"People say he's only in my head.It's gonna take time but I'll forget.They say I need to get on with my life, But they don't realize.....That when you're dialing 6 numbers, just to hang up the phone, ...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:49:00 PST

ok so im venting tonight

changing a major lifestyle is harder than it seems well not my whole lifestyle, i will never change who i am but bad habits within my everyday routine are being attemptively pushed away ok like smokin...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:06:00 PST

haven't writting anything in a long time

My eyes bleed with dissatisfactionThis painful nastalgia is too much to bareA quick kiss or "I'm sorry" hug are only but actionsWhich mean nothing, this distance isn't fair.How did this Hell come to f...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:11:00 PST

this song is just how i feel

It was three AM when you woke me upAnd we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could goJust to get awayWe talked about our livesUntil the sun came upAnd now I'm thinking aboutHow I wish I could go...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:01:00 PST

miss you

i wish i could make things happen. like maybe have magical powers and create love spells. i would elaborate on why i am thinking this way but it is too soon to talk about it. i am putting all my faith...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:17:00 PST

problems

If smiles are contageous, why do they always always get me down? Years apon years, I searched for one thing, Once I found it, my sould hit solemn ground. It dug into my veins, and paralyzed my heart,...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:00:00 PST

just a lil something i wrote

To what extent must you hurt someone, until they let you go? They say "A false enchantment can all to easily last a lifetime" But to avoid that heartache is one thing still unknown. When I thought&nbs...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Sat, 13 May 2006 09:51:00 PST

moments of clarity

its all changed now. we had our bump in the road and i think it is going to be ok now. there is only one thing left to get thru. and that involves another person. its gonna be hard. but when ur s...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 08:54:00 PST

why did i wait this long

im so hurt. did i really wait a month and a half to feel like shit. this was all a mistake. i wanna take it back but i have never had feelings for someone like this before. its so damn hard to get him...
Posted by i ♥ u till the end on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 05:10:00 PST