Doing things once, just for the sake of doing it. I like to take pictures, and people watch. I come up with unrealistic stories for normal looking people. I like going the wrong way on purpose, i like to create my own dramatic situations for things. I'm real good at motivating people to do something and then backing out of it because i have lost interest or when i actually do follow through on things they never turn out as great as i hyped them up to be. I love everything about the spring...from the gray rainy days to the smell of freshly cut grass and the way the mud feels under your shoe when you go for a walk in the woods. I like to notice all the little things, i don't like to rush arround or to be rushed with anything because you miss out on what people take for granted everyday and if you don't take the time to realize what you have or what could be, you never will.
There is a man in the trainstation i see every once in a while. he is 80 years old and can barely walk. He wears a sailor cap and plays a little childrens keyboard, sometimes in south station at the tables and other times i have seen him in the subway tunnels. He is always so happy and yes, i can admit he might be out of his mind....but he makes me smile everytime i get off the train in the morning and i'm sure i'm not the only one he has forced a grin upon....To be 80 and out of your mind wearing a sailor outfit and doing what you like to do everyday,(and he really can't play that keyboard either.....) not caring if others might not know what to think of you......That is my idea of a hero....I however will most likely be in the subways at 80 with a speak and spell, because i can't seem to get anything right.....