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conversationalists.
people that appreciate lyrical content.
and those who are skilled
in the lost art of keeping it real.
take me for a spin.
day and night. i toss and turn. i keep stressing my mind. mind. i look for peace. but see i dont attain. what i need for keeps this silly game we play. play. now look at this. madness to magnet keeps attracting me. me. i try to run. but see im not that fast. i think im first but surely finish last. last.
cause day and night. the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night. hes all alone though the day and night. the lonely loner seems to free his mind at night. day and night. the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night. hes all alone. some things will never change. the lonely loner seems to free his mind at night.
hold the phone. the lonely stoner. mr. solo doe low. hes on the move. cant seem to shake the shade. within his dreams he sees the life he made. made. the pain is deep. a silent sleeper you wont hear a peep. peep. the girl he wants dont see no one into. it seems the feelings that she had are through. through.
slow mo. when the temple slows up and creates that new. new. he seems alive though he is feeling blue. the sun is shining man. hes super cool. cool. the lonely nights. they fade away. he slips into his white nights. he smokes a clip and then hes on the way. to free his mind in search of.
at night.
-death note.
-friends.
-heroes.
-my name is earl.
-prison break.
-scrubs.
-that 70's show.
quarter-life crisis
author: unknown
they call it the "quarter-life crisis." it is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didnt know and may not like. you start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two. but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
you start realizing that people are selfish and that. maybe. those friends that you thought you were so close to arent exactly the greatest people you have ever met. and those people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. what you dont recognize is that they are realizing that too. and arent really cold. catty. mean. or insincere. but that they are just as confused as you.
you look at your job. and its not even close to what you thought you would be doing. or maybe you are looking for a job ad realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
your opinions have gotten stronger. you see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual b ecause suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isnt. one minute. you are insecure and then the next. secure. you laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. you feel alone and scared and confused. suddenly. change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life. but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away. and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
you get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. or you lie in bed and wonder why you cant meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you arent a bad person.
one night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
you go through the same emotions and questions over and over. and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. you worry about loans. money. the future and making a life for yourself. and while winning the race would be great. right now youd just like to be a contender.
what you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. we are in our best of times and our worst of times. trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.