restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising)

About Me

How do you describe yourself?...okay I can't. I don't like talking about who I am. All I can say is that I am not the same person I was a year ago and hopefully I will be different next year. I have lost alot, but I have gained so much more. I regret nothing that I have said or done in my life, but there are things I would do over.
I am proud of everything that I have accomplished and I hope to be more.
I know this sounds cryptic if you don't know me, but it makes sense.
I was never the girl you thought you knew.
At least I am an original - most only know how to be someone else.
Last year, Ellen did shows on making a "Life List". The point of it is to make a list of things that you have never done, but want to do in your life. I told myself at the time that I didn't really need one, but it was a good idea. Now, I think that I do need one. I will add to it if something comes up. Anyone want to help?:
Life List
1. Find happiness
2. Fall in love
3. Get married
4. Have a child
5. Own a home
6. Drive across the country
7. Shoot a gun
8. Bungee jump
9. Skydive
10. Fly a plane
11. Ride on a motorcycle
12. Make a full length movie (that I can be proud of)
13. Learn to paint
14. Travel to Italy or Greece
The original meaning was lost in filming, but it didn't stop me from completing it:

My Interests

I have discovered the world of podcasts -

These guys are pretty funny even if you aren't into paranormal:

The Dave:

*sorry, chris* but, yes I bitched about the sound levels being "off"...*give it to me and I will fix it*

Chris Fleming is working on a new show (Lost Souls)...Check out the teaser trailer:

My interview with Chris Fleming:
Chris Fleming Interview
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I'd like to meet:

I have already met some fabulous people that I admire more and more every time I see them.
If I had to pick one right now it would be...Kevin Smith.

I honestly think that even though not all of his movies do so well that he is a genius. I would love to sit down and pick his brain for a few hours. I was watching a program on TV where he went to all these different colleges and talked and answered questions. It was one of the funniest things I have seen in awhile. (Remember: I am easily amused, so if you catch it one day and you don't think it is funny!) If I could choose more...Dead: Lucy Ball, Marilyn Monroe,

James Dean,

Jimmy Stewart and a few others. Alive: Peter Jackson and most of the Rings cast, JJ Abrams and as a girl: Orlando Bloom,

Tom Welling, John Schnieder (yes, Bo Duke), Scott Caan, Joaquin Phoenix (my fellow upside-down accident buddy) and Johnny Depp

....Yes, these are all people involved in the entertainment industry. Movies are my life. And of course, my girl:

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Music:

Any...I am way to eclectic to answer. Anywhere from Frank Sinatra to 50 Cent.

Just in case you thought I was kidding

Movies:

I am so not boring you with the long answer that would come out of this question.

Books:

Heroes:

Everyone is a hero at something.

I am updating this a little:
Jay and Grant for taking the field of the paranormal where it needs to be - for trying to find the real reasons behind some people's "haunting".
Chad for being a filmmaker and in the paranormal - for telling me to act like who I want to be and that the rest will follow - for giving me someone to follow.

Chris for more then I have room for and more then he will ever know. Mostly - for helping point me in the right direction...

My Blog

how do you know?

The question came up recently..."how do you know i am the one?"It threw me a bit. How do you answer that? My answer, you are wondering I am sure..."I can't see spending the rest of my life...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 08:14:00 PST

ghost on film?!...

...you decide http://www.cnn.com/video//video/living/2008/09/25/dnt.ghostl y.images.on.tape.kshb Thanks, Erik!...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 03:48:00 PST

The best things in life...

This blog has actually been in my head for weeks. It started on an evening that I found out some bad news about someone in my family. Their cancer had come back. It made me think abo...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 07:09:00 PST

Outtakes from Chapt 2

Chapter 2 Outtakes ...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:20:00 PST

Never Forget 9/11/2001

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day Out in the yard with your wife and children Working on some stage in LA Did you stand there in shock at the site of That black smoke ri...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 03:47:00 PST

there were lessons learned...

There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo. Some things, I wish I coul...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 05:38:00 PST

here...

There's a place I've been looking forThat took me in and out of buildingsBehind windows, walls and doorsAnd I thought I found itCouple times, even settled downAnd I'd hang around just long enoughTo fi...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 03:40:00 PST

God bless the broken road...

I set out on a narrow way, many years agoHoping I would find true love, along the broken roadBut I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow and kept pushing throughI couldn't see how every sign, pointed ...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:38:00 PST

distant...

Okay...so I have been feeling lately like I have been distant with people. I feel like I have been neglecting my friends on here and I guess I wanted to explain a bit: LIFE HAS BEEN CRAZY... Yep...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 04:07:00 PST

the "broken" butt story...

Okay...I was taking my laundry down my basement stairs. I was probably 5 stairs from the bottom and my foot slipped out from under me.I threw the laundry basket in front of me and that proceeded...
Posted by restless soul♥ ™ (a phoenix rising) on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 06:31:00 PST