5:11 a.m. Do you know where your soulmate is? |
I'm at my parents right now, came to spend some time with them and my brother who just moved up from NC. Just a brief post, I am still alive. any phone calls from people wishing to hang out would be a... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 02:19:00 PST |
This is your oath... |
Be without fear
in the face
of your enemies.
Speak the truth always,
even if it leads to your death.
Safeguard the helpless
and do no wrong.
That is your oath...
That's my oath anyways. May I stick to... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:56:00 PST |
So Much For The Afterglow... |
Today was my first day by myself in my house again. it was not bad at all. I cleaned, some very disgusting shit, hopefully for the very last time. Someone helped me clean a bit before they departed, s... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:04:00 PST |
Sunshine Dappled Lakes, And Tree's Of Wax... |
Well, it's time once again. I'm not sure what I hope to gain from writing. Maybe just a sense of self satisfaction. This month makes a year mark. Damn near a year since I was thrown a curve ball I'd h... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 01:31:00 PST |
Sad but true |
So I used to believe in love. I used to believe that people could find someone to connect very deeply with. I used to believe there is someone out there for everyone. I used to believe that I would be... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:23:00 PST |
Steve is an American |
Tony is gone. I'm by myself about 24/7 in this prison cell I call a house. My life is very up in the air right now, financial, relationship, don't really have any friends outside of work anymore, my j... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sat, 20 May 2006 09:05:00 PST |
Nothing more than feelings... |
Feelings left unspoken
Should be sealed with a kiss
My words turn into a clenched fist
Wrapped around my throat
I should have choked rather than spoke
Things I said merely complicating
This mess in my... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 08:09:00 PST |
Amazing |
It's amazing to me how things can go well, everything can be fine and good, you can start to look up, and then WHAMMY! a smack right back down. Thank god for my friends who are always there for m... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 11:11:00 PST |
Nothing could be better then a swan dive into the asphalt... |
not to sound emo, but words can't describe how shitty I feel. It's not depression, it's not sadness, it's like a black open void, a vast emptiness. I just hate everything so much right now. Today has ... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 08:58:00 PST |
Hellfire and brimstone |
today has just been pretty blah. l;ately I've just really kinda felt shitty. even though most things in my life are looking better, it just feels like this ever looming rain cloud is over my head. I d... Posted by Steve Brixie FTW on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 06:48:00 PST |