aLaLaine

i nvr considerd myslf as extraordinary,m nt prosaic eithr.i am nt damning nor pulchritidinous.i h8 bein @d limelyt.i rfrain frm attrcting attntion.i am smple &yes,i loathe the intricacies of bein beautiful.but i am confident with my own skin.%D%A%D%AI h8 dressing up eithr.i dnt wear mch mke-up.i dres 4 com4t,damn those hu h8 my style.%D%A%D%Asum ppol say im foxy, dat im bewitching & i stnd out frm d crowd.nah! i despise bein noticed,id rather hyd frm d theatre curtains &it shal rmain dt way.%D%A%D%Ai cn be bitchy bt i dnt stoop dwn 2d level of the unclassy bitches jz 2get evn.i deal wd ppol amicably &yet i h8 crowds.i dnt lyk bein arnd a lot of ppol.bt ds dsnt qualify my prsonality as boring.i cn tok abt anythn frm the most mundane 2d evryday cmplexities of lyf,frm the physical 2d philosophical.&yes,ds r d thns i get frm rding ol sorts of buks, frm d holy bible 2d works of machiavelli.im cpable bt nt avant-garde.lyk i sed, limelyt dsturbs me.%D%A%D%Ai cn b as sour as vinegar &as sweet as a rose..%D%Ai am stronger than brandy but can b mch milder dan milk..%D%Ai cn hate u lyk poison,&love u lyk mad..%D%A%D?xperiences taught me hw 2b strong.i cn be @my best and my worst.i hv learnd 2cry in silence.bt jz bcz my eyes dnt tear dsnt min my heart dsnt cry.&jz bcz i cum out strong dsnt min drs nothn wrng.bein strong & appearing 2b strong r 2 difrt thns.it is indeed hrd.ppol cnt c u @ur weakst.oftn,i chus 2pretend im hapi so i dnt hv 2xplain myslf 2ppol hu wud nvr evn undrstnd.i hv learnd d art of smyling evn @my worst.%D%A%D%Ai dnt beliv in "forever".&worse,d idea of w/c in d abstract concept of love.LOVE IS INSANITY AT ITS BEST.i am not callous though.love is economic &wd tym as a constraint,d law of diminishing returns has made its way..%D%A%D%Aif people tok negatively abt u,liv in such a way dat no1 wil beliv dem.-i lyk d practical simplicity of ds statemnt.i hv done gud so far..%D%A%D?s is me,,%D%Atke it or liv it..%D%Ant knwn u wont kil me..%D%A%D%Alove me or hate me..%D%A%D%A%D%A .. ....