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Bleeding Heart

About Me

I have seen hell. I have walked hand-in-hand with my own shadow. I have seen the truth and have no fear in telling it. I have studied the cells and molecules of my world. I have heard my sad story and yours. All I ask is for you to be true...true to yourself and true to me. Honesty, truth, passion, intensity, pureness in everything you do and say. Dare to be different. Step out of the box. Apply no judgements or stereotypes. Everyone has a place in this world, you may not want or care what it is for some people, but they have a place. I listen to heavy metal music and have not found anyone that can make me feel the way I feel when I'm alone in my room listening to Tool in the dark. I have not found my place, but I know its out there. I am deeper than most. Little things matter the most. I will stand alone. Walls are easily built. I'm closed. Passionate. Intense. Willing to try. Waiting for my next life. Complex. "I choose to live and to grow, take and give, and to move, learn and love, and to cry, kill and die, and to be paranoid, and to lie, hate and fear, and do what it takes...to move through. 46 and 2...Just ahead of me." ~TOOL Free gothic layouts at funerella.com

My Interests

Coffee, Painting, Music, Writing, Photography (specifically being in the darkroom), Art, Piercings, Weird Music Memorabilia, Tattoos, Spiders, Meeting New Cool People, Grocery Shopping at 3 am, Passion, Expressiveness, The wilderness, Trees, My Godson, Tequilla, Good Beer, Coffee, Science, Claymation, Stick Shifts, Black, Cats, Dali, tombstones, movies, quoting movies, Did I mention Coffee?..

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I work at THE NINES so please check out our myspace page to see all of our great upcoming bands. I'm there every weekend ;)


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Music:

TOOL!!!! HELLYEAH, Killswitch Engage, HURT, NIN, Alice in Chains, Metallica, Megadeth, SLayer, Disturbed, OTEP, Clutch, Finger Eleven, Bonejar, Primer 55, Nonpoint, Mudvayne, Metallica, Static-X, 12oz Muzzle, Prong, A Perfect Circle, AC/DC, ZZ Top, Queens of the Stone Age, Staind, Taproot, Rob Zombie, Deftones, Orgy, Marilyn Manson, Cold, Sevendust, Slipknot, Led Zepplin, MSI, Scissor Sisters, The Bravery, The Ataris, Breaking Benjamins, Prodigy, The Killers, My Chemical Romance, Underoath, 10 years, The Offspring, Thursday, Dashboard Confessional. Depeche Mode, Madonna, Pet Shop Boys, Frankie Goes to Hollywood, Beastie Boys, The Cure, New Order, Erasure, David Bowie, Anything from the 80's.a href="http://www.satanspace.com/" target="_blank"
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
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My Blog

My New Job!! Chemistry!

Well I have finally got my computer back and working yet again! And I have wonderful news to go along with it. I have a real job that actually has something to do with my degree! I am working at an en...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:55:00 PST

AHHHHHH!!

So my so called "job" is ending in a few weeks and I have been applying to jobs like crazy. I didn't hear from a lot of the jobs that I applied to so I kinda got discouraged. But then I picked myself ...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 06:06:00 PST

Holy Crap

So my computer is in the shop, which is why I haven't been online in soooo long. I feel that everything is currently the same. I am hating my job more than ever but my 6 months is up in 2.5 months! Pl...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:31:00 PST

Antsy

I've been feeling a bit antsy lately. And I'm not really sure that's the correct word. I guess I'm just not satisfied with my life right now. Something inside me feels like I could be doing much bette...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:26:00 PST

This Weekend!!

Wow, what a weekend to come! Friday:Meeting from 1-4 on Friday afternoon. Work from 5-10 Friday evening. Fetish Ball 10:30-1:30 Friday Night.  Saturday:Sleep til who knows whenDrive to AlbanyWATC...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:43:00 PST

My awesomely Exciting Update--NOT!

So....updates because I haven't been on here in ages!  I have started my new job..for about 3 weeks now. It's going well so far. I have a couple projects that I am working on that are keeping me...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:19:00 PST

My Major [Passion]

So in my major, Environmental Biology, I am constantly being thrown environmental issues that are happening all over the world. This major does not just require me to sit in a lab and learn the scienc...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:08:00 PST

Graduation

So classes are done in about a week and a half, then after that its about 2 weeks til graduation. I can't believe that I actually made it through. I'm a little scared that I now have to enter the worl...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST

Wasted

Another poem I wrote tonight...WastedYour wordsThey work in theorybut fail in practicecompassion seen beneath your eyesbut lack in your actionmaybe the darkness has crept init found that pinholeHaven'...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 06:11:00 PST

Beer and Wreckage

I wrote this poem tonight while drink beer alone.....WreckagePieces of the wreckage still remainAlmost non-visible smudgesSomehow lost under the surfaceThey glimmer like bits flying from the fireMakin...
Posted by Bleeding Heart on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:08:00 PST