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Heather

The Crazy Cross Dresser

About Me

I am a 51 year old single male Cross dresser not looking for any one at this time just good friends have many interest in life to many to list here but some of them are Darts pool an as you can see unicorns I am not gay nor amI bisexual I am just a male the dresses a little different than most males I keep an open mind an am a pretty easy going person always like to meet new friends an people that don't have a problem with my life style choice so if you have no problems with me feel free to leave me a message an if you do have a problem well don't come back here I don't need any hater Drama lol an I stay away from Drama an plese don't post any on my page well all for now will up date as time goes on..

My Interests

My Interest's well lets see I have my dogs I know how to play pool ,Darts , Chess , Backgamon , movies like Lord of the rings sci fi types ,angielina Jolie moves some comedy's watching sunsets from time to time maybe going hikeing an fishing an of corse unicorn's I do write poetry from time to time, shopping of corse lol I am a smoker an now days light drinker I do like to go Dancing from time to time not saying I am a good dancer but hey at least I get out on the floor an try lol don't talk Politics or religon an not in to sports Ilike the Broncos to win but I don't watch the games like going to Black hawk every once in awhile but mostly I am a home body type

I'd like to meet:

new an interesting women I get along with guys but I would rather meet an interesting women age doesn't really matter to me that much as long as she is over the age of 21 I know being 50 my chance's of that are pretty slim to none lol so if there is one from 21 to say like around my age 48 would like to meet her an just by being at my page here to read this she will Know that I am a Cross dresser an hope she can understand that this is part of me..!Where Were You
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Music:

my taste in music is farily wide from old time rock an roll to some new age stuff but now days for some reason I like women band's an singer's Celine Dion, mariah Carey. Brittney spears, stevie Nicks, Shania Twain , Sheryl Crow,Dido ,Laura Braningin, Cher, Pink, Gloria Estevon, Poison, fleetwood mac, rolling Stone's Journey ,Santana, when I listen to radio I usualy listen to MIX 100.3 every once in a while will listen to kool 100 or KBPI

Movies:

well think I already coverd this area but here goes again lol sci fiction any Angleina Jollie move , some Syeven Segal some comdey'san movies that make you think

Television:

CSI Miami, Law & order SVU ,Scifi Channle

Books:

From: OKSANA,, Date: Nov 25, 2007 8:28 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From:
Date: Nov 25, 2007 7:18 PM

Symptoms Of Spiritual Awakening
By Annarita
1. Changing Sleep Patterns:
Restlessness, Hot Feet, Waking Up Two Or
Three Times A Night. Feeling Tired After You Wake Up And Sleepy Off
And On During The Day. There Is Something Called The Triad Sleep
Pattern That Occurs For Many: You Sleep For About 2-3 Hours, Wake
Up, Go Back To Sleep For Another Couple Of Hours, Wake Again, And Go
Back To Sleep Again. For Others, The Sleep Requirements Have
Changed. You Can Get By On Less Sleep. Lately I Have Been
Experiencing Huge Waves Of Energy Running Into My Body From The
Crown. It Feels Good, But It Keeps Me Awake For A Long Time, Then
Subsides. Advice: Get Used To It. Make Peace With It And Don't Worry
About Getting Enough Sleep (Which Often Causes More Insomnia). You
Will Be Able To Make It Through The Day If You Hold Thoughts Of
Getting Just What You Need. You Can Also Request Your Higher Power
To Give You A Break Now And Then And Give You A Good, Deep Night's
Sleep. If You Can't Go Back To Sleep Right Away, Use The Waking
Moments To Meditate, Read Poetry, Write In Your Journal Or Look At
The Moon. Your Body Will Adjust To The New Pattern.
2. Activity At The Crown Of The Head:
Tingling, Itching, Prickly,
Crawling Sensations Along The Scalp And/Or Down The Spine. A Sense
Of Energy Vibrating On Top Of The Head, As If Energy Is Erupting
From The Head In A Shower. Also The Sensation Of Energy Pouring In
Through The Crown, Described As "Sprinkles". This May Also Be
Experienced As Pressure On The Crown, As If Someone Is Pushing
His/Her Finger Into The Center Of Your Head. As I Mentioned In 1, I
Have Been Experiencing Huge Downloads Of Energy Through The Crown.
In The Past, I Have Felt More Generalized Pressure, As If My Head Is
In A Gentle Vise. One Man Related That His Hair Stood On End And His
Body Was Covered With Goosebumps. Advice: This Is Nothing To Be
Alarmed About. What You Are Experiencing Is An Opening Of The Crown
Chakra. The Sensations Mean That You Are Opening Up To Receive
Divine Energy.
3. Sudden Waves Of Emotion.
Crying At The Drop Of A Hat. Feeling
Suddenly Angry Or Sad With Little Provocation. Or Inexplicably
Depressed. Then Very Happy. Emotional Roller Coaster. There Is Often
A Pressure Or Sense Of Emotions Congested In The Heart Chakra (The
Middle Of The Chest). This Is Not To Be Confused With The Heart,
Which Is Located To The Left Of The Heart Chakra. Advice: Accept
Your Feelings As They Come Up And Let Them Go. Go Directly To Your
Heart Chakra And Feel The Emotion. Expand It Outward To Your All
Your Fields And Breathe Deeply From The Belly All The Way Up To Your
Upper Chest. Just Feel The Feeling And Let It Evaporate On Its Own.
Don't Direct The Emotions At Anyone. You Are Cleaning Out Your Past.
If You Want Some Help With This, Say Out Loud That You Intend To
Release All These Old Issues And Ask Your Higher Power To Help You.
You Can Also Ask Grace Elohim To Help You Release With Ease And
Gentleness. Be Grateful That Your Body Is Releasing These Emotions
And Not Holding Onto Them Inside Where They Can Do Harm. One Source
Suggests That Depression Is Linked To Letting Go Of Relationships To
People, Work, Etc. That No Longer Match Us And Our Frequencies. When
We Feel Guilty About Letting Go Of These Relationships, Depression
Helps Us Medicate That Pain.
4. Old "Stuff"
Seems To Be Coming Up, As Described Above, And The
People With Whom You Need To Work It Out (Or Their Clones) Appear In
Your Life. Completion Issues. Or Perhaps You Need To Work Through
Issues Of Self-Worth, Abundance, Creativity, Addictions, Etc. The
Resources Or People You Need To Help You Move Through These Issues
Start To Appear. Advice: Same As 3. Additionally, Don't Get Too
Involved In Analyzing These Issues. Examining Them Too Much Will
Simply Cycle You Back Through Them Over And Over Again At Deeper And
Deeper Levels. Get Professional Help If You Need To And Walk Through
It. Do Not Try To Avoid Them Or Disassociate Yourself From Them.
Embrace Whatever Comes Up And Thank It For Helping You Move Ahead.
Thank Your Higher Power For Giving You The Opportunity To Release
These Issues. Remember, You Don't Want These Issues To Stay Stuck In
Your Body.
5. Changes In Weight.
The Weight Gain In The US Population Is
Phenomenal. Other People May Be Losing Weight. We Often Gain Weight
Because Many Fears We Have Suppressed Are Now Coming Up To The
Surface To Be Healed. We React By Building Up A Defense. We Also
Attempt To Ground Ourselves Or Provide Bulk Against Increasing
Frequencies In Our Bodies. Advice: Don't Freak Out, But Just Accept
It As A Symptom Of Where You Are Right Now. You Will Release/Gain
The Weight When All Your Fears Have Been Integrated. Release Your
Anxiety About This. Then You Might Find It Easier To Lose/Gain The
Weight Eventually. Exercise. Before Eating, Try This: Sit At The
Table With An Attractive Place Setting. Light A Candle. Enjoy How
The Food Looks. Place Your Dominant Hand Over Your Heart And Bless
The Food. Tell Your Body That You Are Going To Use The Food To
Richly Nourish It, But That You Are Not Going To Use The Food To
Fulfill Your Emotional Hungers. Then Pass Your Hand From Left To
Right Over The Food And Bless It. You May Notice That The Food Feels
Warm To Your Hand Even If The Food Is Cold-- I Like To Think That
The Food Is Good For Me When It Feels Warm And Nourishing To My
Hand. I Have Also Noticed That When I Practice Blessing The Food, I
Don't Eat As Much. It Is Important Not To Let Yourself Off The Hook
When You Forget To Bless The Food Before You Eat. If I've Forgotten
And I've Nearly Finished Eating, I Bless The Food Anyway. That Way I
Don't Slip Out Of The Habit. Another Thing You Can Do Is To Stay
Present While Eating -- Don't Watch TV Or Read. Heartily Enjoy What
Blessings Are Before You.
6. Changes In Eating Habits:
Strange Cravings And Odd Food Choices.
Some Find They Are Not As Hungry As They Used To Be. Or Hungrier.
Advice: Don't Deny What Your Body Tells You It Needs. If You Are Not
Sure, You Might Try Muscle-Testing Before You Chose A Food To See If
It's What Your Body Wants. Also Try Blessing The Food As Described
In 5.
7. Food Intolerances, Allergies You Never Had Before:
As You Grow More Spiritual, You Are More Sensitive To Everything Around You.
Your Body Will Tell You What It Can No Longer Tolerate, As If It,
Too, Is Sloughing Off What Doesn't Serve It Anymore. You Might Be
Cleansing Yourself Of Toxins. Some People Find They Often Have A
White Residue In Their Mouth, Much Like That Of Runners At The End
Of A Race. Advice: An Acupuncturist Told Me That This Film Can Be
Removed By Sloshing 2 Tablespoons Of Cold-Pressed Olive Oil In Your
Mouth For 10-15 Minutes (Don't Swallow, Whatever You Do), Then
Spitting It Out Into The Toilet -- Not The Sink, For You Just
Removed Toxins From Your Body And Don't Want Them In The Sink. Brush
Your Teeth And Do The Same. Then Clean Your Brush. (Sorry This Is
Yukky, But It Works.)
8. Amplification Of The Senses.
Increased Sensitivity. 8a. Sight: Blurry Vision, Shimmering Objects, Seeing Glittery Particles, Auras
Around People, Plants, Animals, And Objects. Some Report Seeing
Formerly Opaque Objects As Transparent. When You Close Your Eyes,
You No Longer See Darkness, But Redness. You May Also See Geometric
Shapes Or Brilliant Colors And Pictures When Eyes Are Closed. Colors
Appear More Vivid -- The Sky Might Look Teal Or The Grass An Amazing
Green. Often I See Grids Running Across The Ground. As You Become
More Sensitive, You May See Shapes Or Outlines In The Air,
Especially When The Room Is Almost Dark. When Your Eyes Are Open Or
Closed, You May See White Shapes In Your Peripheral Vision (These
Are Your Guides). Advice: Your Vision Is Changing In Many Ways --
You Are Experiencing New Ways Of Seeing. Be Patient. Whatever You
Do, Do Not Be Afraid. Hazy Vision Maybe Relieved By Yawning.
8b. Hearing: Increased Or Decreased Hearing. I Once Thought I Would
Have To Pull Off The Road Because Of The Painfully Amplified Sound
Of My Tires On The Freeway. Other Symptoms Are Hearing White Noise
In The Head, Beeps, Tones, Music Or Electronic Patterns. Some Hear
Water Rushing, Bees Buzzing, Whooshing, Roaring Or Ringing. Others
Have What Is Called Audio Dyslexia-- You Can't Always Make Out What
People Are Saying, As If You Can No Longer Translate Your Own
Language. Some Hear Strange Voices In Their Dreams, As If Someone Is
Hovering Near Them. You Can Either Ask The Presence(S) To Leave Or
Ask Archangel Michael To Take Care Of The Situation. Again, There Is
Nothing To Fear. Advice: Surrender To It. Let It Come Through.
Listen. Your Ears Are Adjusting To New Frequencies. 8c. Enhanced
Senses Of Smell, Touch, And/Or Taste. I Notice I Can Now Smell And
Taste Chemical Additives In Some Foods In A Rather Unpleasant
Manner. Other Food May Taste Absolutely Wonderful. For Some People,
These Enhancements Are Both Delightful And Distracting. You Might
Even Smell The Fragrance Of Flowers Now And Then. Many Of The
Mystics Did. Enjoy It.
9. Skin Eruptions: Rashes, Bumps, Acne, Hives, And Shingles. Anger
Produces Outbreaks Around The Mouth And Chin.
I Had A Dermatitis On
My Extremities For Several Months That Accompanied Healing An
Episode From My Past. When I Had Worked Through Most Of The Issue,
The Condition Was Released. Advice: You May Be Sloughing Off Toxins
And Bringing Emotions To The Surface. When There Is An Issue To Be
Released And You Are Trying To Repress It, Your Skin Will Express
The Issue For You Until You Process The Emotions. Work Through
Your "Stuff".
10. Episodes Of Intense Energy
Which Make You Want To Leap Out Of
Bed And Into Action. Followed By Periods Of Lethargy And Fatigue.
The Fatigue Usually Follows Great Shifts. This Is A Time Of
Integration, So Give Into It. Advice: Roll With The Nature Of The
Energy. Don't Fight It. Be Gentle With Yourself. Take Naps If You
Are Tired. Write Your Novel If You Are Too Energized To Sleep. Take
Advantage Of The Type Of Energy.
11. Changes In Prayer Or Meditation.
Not Feeling The Same Sensations
As Before. Not Having The Same Experience Of Being In Contact With
Spirit. Difficulty In Focusing. Advice: You May Be In More Instant
And Constant Communion With Spirit Now And The Sensation May
Therefore Be Altered. You Will Adapt To This New Feeling. You Are
Actually Thinking And Acting In Partnership With Spirit Most Of The
Time Now. You May Find Your Meditation Periods Shorter.
12. Power Surges:
All Of A Sudden You Are Heated From Head To Toe.
It Is A Momentary Sensation, But Uncomfortable. In Contrast, Some
People Have Felt Inexplicably Cold. I Have Experienced Both. More
Recently I Experience Waves Or Currents Of Energy Rolling Through
Me. Sometimes The Energy Seems So Intense When It First Comes Into
My Body That I Feel A Little Nauseated. But If I Think Of The Energy
As Divine And Let Go Of Fear, I Feel Wonderful And Enjoy The
Sensation. If You Are An Energy Worker, You May Have Noticed That
The Heat Running Through Your Hands Has Increased Tremendously. This
Is Good. Advice: If You Are Uncomfortable, Ask Your Higher Power,
That If It Be For Your Best And Highest Good, To Turn Down/Up The
Temperature A Bit.
13. A Range Of Physical Manifestations:
Headaches, Backaches, Neck
Pains, Flu-Like Symptoms (This Is Called Vibrational Flu), Digestive
Problems, Muscular Spasms Or Cramps, Racing Heartbeat, Chest Pains,
Changes In Sexual Desire, Numbness Or Pain In The Limbs, And
Involuntary Vocalizations Or Bodily Movements. Some Of Us Have Even
Had Old Conditions From Childhood Reappear Briefly For Healing.
Advice: Remember What I Said About Seeking Medical Help If You Need
It! If You Have Determined That This Is Not A Medical Condition,
Relax In The Realization That It Is Only Temporary.
14. Looking Younger.
Yippee! As You Clear Emotional Issues And
Release Limiting Beliefs And Heavy Baggage From The Past, You Are
Actually Lighter. Your Frequency Is Higher. You Love Yourself And
Life More. You Begin To Resemble The Perfect You That You Really
Are.
15. Vivid Dreams.
Sometimes The Dreams Are So Real That You Wake Up
Confused. You May Even Have Lucid Dreams In Which You Are In
Control. Many Dreams May Be Mystical Or Carry Messages For You. And
In Some Dreams, You Just Know That You Are Not "Dreaming" -- That
What Is Happening Is Somehow Real. Advice: You Will Remember What Is
Important For You To Remember. Don't Force Anything. Above All, Stay
Out Of Fear.
16. Events That Completely Alter Your Life:
Death, Divorce, Change
In Job Status, Loss Of Home, Illness, And/Or Other Catastrophes --
Sometimes Several At Once! Forces That Cause You To Slow Down,
Simplify, Change, Re-Examine Who You Are And What Your Life Means To
You. Forces That You Cannot Ignore. Forces That Cause You Release
Your Attachments. Forces That Awaken Your Sense Of Love And
Compassion For All.
17. A Desire To Break Free
From Restrictive Patterns, Life-Draining
Jobs Consumptive Lifestyles, And Toxic People Or Situations. You
Feel A Compelling Need To "Find Yourself" And Your Life Purpose --
Now! You Want To Be Creative And Free To Be Who You Really Are. You
Might Find Yourself Drawn To The Arts And Nature. You Want To
Unclutter Yourself From Things And People That No Longer Serve You.
Advice: Do It!
18. Emotional And Mental Confusion:
A Feeling That You Need To Get
Your Life Straightened Out--It Feels Like A Mess. But At The Same
Time You Feel Chaotic And Unable To Focus. See 45. Advice: Put Your
Ear To Your Heart And Your Own Discernment Will Follow.
19. Introspection, Solitude And Loss Of Interest In More Extroverted
Activities:
This Stage Has Come As A Surprise To Many Extraverts Who
Formerly Saw Themselves As Outgoing And Involved. They Say, "I Don't
Know Why, But I Don't Like To Go Out As Much As Before."
20. Creativity Bursts:
Receiving Images, Ideas, Music, And Other
Creative Inspirations At An Often Overwhelming Rate. Advice: At
Least Record These Inspirations, For Spirit Is Speaking To You About
How You Might Fulfill Your Purpose And Contribute To The Healing Of
The Planet.
21. A Perception That Time Is Accelerating.
It Seems That Way
Because You Have Had So Many Changes Introduced Into Your Life At An
Unprecedented Rate. The Number Of Changes Seems To Be Growing.
Advice: Breaking Your Day Up Into Appointments And Time Segments
Increases The Sense Of Acceleration .You Can Slow Time Down By
Relaxing Into The Present Moment And Paying Attention To What's At
Hand, Not Anticipating What's Ahead. Slow Down And Tell Yourself
That You Have Plenty Of Time. Ask Your Higher Power To Help You.
Keep Your Focus On The Present. Try To Flow From One Activity To The
Next. Stay Tuned To Your Inner Guidance. You Can Also Warp Time By
Asking For It. Next Time You Feel Rushed, Say, "Time Warp, Please. I
Need Some More Time To -----." Then Relax.
22. A Sense Of Impendingness.
There Is A Feeling That Something Is
About To Happen. This Can Create Anxiety. Advice: There Is Nothing
To Worry About. Things Are Definitely Happening, But Anxiety Only
Creates More Problems For You. All Your Thoughts -- Positive Or
Negative-- Are Prayers. There Is Nothing To Fear.
23. Impatience.
You Know Better, But Sometimes You Can't Help It.
You Want To Get On With What Seems To Be Coming Your Way.
Uncertainty Is Not Comfortable. Advice: Learn To Live With The
Uncertainty, Knowing That Nothing Comes To You Until You Are Ready.
Impatience Is Really A Lack Of Trust, Especially Trust In Your
Higher Power. When You Focus On The Present, You Will Experience
Miracles -- Yes, Even In Traffic.
24. A Deep Yearning For Meaning, Purpose, Spiritual Connection, And
Revelation. Perhaps An Interest In The Spiritual For The First Time
In Your Life. "Constant Craving", As K.D. Lang Says. The Material
World Cannot Fulfill This Longing. Advice: Follow Your Heart And The
Way Will Open Up For You.
25. A Feeling That You Are Somehow Different.
A Disquieting Sense
That Everything In Your Life Feels New And Altered, That You Have
Left Your Old Self Behind. You Have. You Are Much Greater Than You
Can Possibly Imagine. There Is More To Come.
"Teachers" Appear Everywhere With Perfect Timing To Help You On Your
Spiritual Journey: People, Books, Movies, Events, Mother Nature,
Etc. Teachers May Appear To Be Negative Or Positive When You Are
Trapped In Polarity Thinking, But, From A Transcendent Perspective,
They Are Always Perfect. Just What You Need To Learn From And Move
On. By The Way, We Never Get More Than We Are Ready To Master. Each
Challenge Presents Us With An Opportunity To Show Our Mastery In
Passing Through It.
26. You Find A Spiritual Track That Makes Sense To You And "Speaks
To You" At The Most Profound Levels.
Suddenly You Are Gaining A
Perspective That You Would Never Have Considered Before. You Hunger
To Know More. You Read, Share With Others, Ask Questions, And Go
Inside To Discover More About Who You Are And Why You Are Here
You Are Moving Through Learning And Personal Issues At A Rapid Pace.
You Sense That You Are "Getting It" Quite Readily. Advice: Keep
Remembering That Things Will Come To You When They Are Ready To Be
Healed. Not Sooner. Deal With Whatever Comes Up With Courage And You
Will Move Through The Issues Rapidly.
27. Invisible Presences.
Here Is The Woo-Woo Stuff. Some People
Report Feeling Surrounded By Beings At Night Or Having The Sensation
Of Being Touched Or Talked To. Often They Will Wake With A Start.
Some Also Feel Their Body Orbed Vibrate. The Vibrations Are Caused
By Energetic Changes After Emotional Clearing Has Taken Place.
Advice: This Is A Sensitive Topic, But You May Feel Better Blessing
Your Bed And Space Around It Before You Sleep. I Rest Assured That I
Am Surrounded Only By The Most Magnificent Spiritual Entities And Am
Always Safe In God's Care. Sometimes, However, The Fear Gets To Me,
And I Call In Archangel Michael And/Or Archangel Uriel. I Don't Beat
Myself Up For Being Afraid Sometimes. I Forgive Myself For Not
Always Sovereign At 3:00 A.M.
28. Portents, Visions, "Illusions", Numbers, And Symbols:
Seeing
Things That Have Spiritual Importance For You. Noticing How Numbers
Appear Synchronistically In Your Awareness. Everything Has A Message
If You Take The Time To Look. I Enjoy The Experience Of "Getting The
Messages." What Fun!
29. Increased Integrity:
You Realize That It Is Time For You To Seek
And Speak Your Truth. It Suddenly Seems Important For You To Become
More Authentic, More Yourself. You May Have To Say "No" To People
Whom You Have Tried To Please In The Past. You May Find It
Intolerable To Stay In A Marriage Or Job Or Place That Doesn't
Support Who You Are. You May Also Find There Is Nowhere To Hide, No
Secrets To Keep Anymore. Honesty Becomes Important In All Your
Relationships. Advice: Listen To Your Heart. If Your Guidance Tells
You Not To Do Something, Speak Up And Take Action. Say "No".
Likewise, You Must Also Say "Yes" To That Which Compels You. You
Must Risk Displeasing Others Without Guilt In Order To Attain
Spiritual Sovereignty.
30. Harmony With Seasons And Cycles:
You Are Becoming More Tuned To
The Seasons, The Phases Of The Moon And Natural Cycles. More
Awareness Of Your Place In The Natural World. A Stronger Connection
To The Earth.
31. Electrical And Mechanical Malfunctions:
When You Are Around,
Lightbulbs Flicker, The Computer Locks Up, Or The Radio Goes
Haywire. Advice: Call On Your Angels, Guides, Or Grace Elohim To Fix
It Or Put Up A Field Of Protection Of Light Around The Machine.
Surround Your Car With Bluelight. Laugh.
32. Increased Synchronicity And Many Small Miracles. Look For More
Of These. Advice:
Synchronistic Events Tell You If You Are Heading
In The Right Direction Or Making The Correct Choices. Honor These
Clues And You Cannot Go Astray. Spirit Uses Synchronicity To
Communicate To You. That's When You Begin To Experience Daily
Miracles. See 30.
33. Increased Intuitive Abilities And Altered States Of
Consciousness:
Thinking Of Someone And Immediately Hearing From
Them. More Synchronicities. Having Sudden Insights About Patterns Or
Events From The Past. Clairvoyance, Out-Of-Body Experiences, And
Other Psychic Phenomena. Intensified Sensitivity And Knowing.
Awareness Of One's Essence And That Of Others. Channeling Angelic
And Christ-Consciousnes S Energies.
34. Communication With Spirit.
Contact With Angels, Spirit Guides,
And Other Divine Entities. Channeling. More And More People Seem To
Be Given This Opportunity. Feeling Inspiration And Downloading
Information That Takes Form As Writing, Painting, Ideas,
Communications, Dance, Etc.
35. A Sense Of Oneness With All.
A Direct Experience Of This
Wholeness. Transcendent Awareness. Being Flooded With Compassion And
Love For All Life. Compassionate Detachment Or Unconditional Love
For All Is What Lifts Us Up To Higher Levels Of Consciousness And
Joy.
36. Moments Of Joy And Bliss.
A Deep Abiding Sense Of Peace And
Knowing That You Are Never Alone.
Integration: You Become Emotionally, Psychologically, Physically,
And Spiritually Stronger And Clearer. You Feel As If You Are In
Alignment With Your Higher Self.
37. Living Your Purpose:
You Know You Are Finally Doing What You
Came To Earth For. New Skills And Gifts Are Emerging, Especially
Healing Ones. Your Life/Work Experiences Are Now Converging And
Starting To Make Sense. You Are Finally Going To Use Them All.
Advice: Listen To Your Heart. Your Passion Leads You To Where You
Must Go. Go Within And Ask Your Higher Power, "What Is It You Would
Have Me Do?" Watch For Synchronicities. Listen.
38. Feeling Closer To Animals And Plants.
To Some People, Animals
Now Seem To Be More "Human" In Their Behavior. Wild Animals Are Less
Afraid. Plants Respond To Your Love And Attention More Than Ever.
Some May Even Have Messages For You.
39. Seeing Beings Of Other Dimensions.
The Veil Between Dimensions
Is Thinner, So It Is Not Surprising. Just Stay In Your Sovereignty.
You Are More Powerful Than You Can Ever Imagine, So Do Not Entertain
Fear. Ask Your Guides For Help If You Slip Into Fear.
Seeing A Person's True Form Or Seeing Loved Ones With A Different
Face -- Past Life Or Parallel Life.
Physically Manifesting Thoughts And Desires More Quickly And
Efficiently. Advice: Monitor Your Thoughts. All Thoughts Are
Prayers. Be Careful What You Ask For.
40. Left -Brain Fogginess.
Your Psychic Abilities, Your Intuitive
Knowing, Your Feeling And Compassion, Your Ability To Experience
Your Body, Your Visioning, Your Expressiveness All Emanate From The
Right Brain. In Order For This Side Of The Brain To Develop More
Fully, The Left Brain Must Shut Down A Little Bit. Normally The Left-
Hemisphere's Capacity For Order, Organization, Structure, Linear
Sequencing, Analysis, Evaluation, Precision, Focus, Problem-Solving,
And Mathematics Dominate Our Often Less-Valued Right Brain. What
Results Are Memory Lapses, Placing Words In The Wrong Sequence,
Inability Or No Desire To Read For Very Long, Inability To Focus;
Forgetting What You Are Just About To Say; Impatience With Linear
Forms Of Communication (Audio Or Written Formats); A Feeling Of
Spaciness, Being Scattered; Losing Interesting Research Or Complex
Information; Feeling Bombarded With Words And Talk And Information;
And A Reluctance To Write. Sometimes You Feel Dull And Have No
Interest In Analysis, Lively Intellectual Discussion, Or
Investigation. On The Other Hand, You Might Find Yourself Drawn To
The Sensate: Videos, Magazines With Photos, Beautiful Artwork,
Movies, Music, Sculpting, Painting, Being With People, Dancing,
Gardening, Walking, And Other Kinesthetic Forms Of Expression. You
May Search For Spiritual Content, Even Science Fiction. Advice: You
May Discover That If You Allow Your Heart And Your Right Brain To
Lead You, The Left Will Then Be Activated Appropriately To Support
You. And Someday We Will Be Well-Balanced, Using Both Hemispheres
With Mastery.
41. Dizziness.
This Occurs When You Are Ungrounded. Perhaps You Have
Just Cleared A Big Emotional Issue And Your Body Is Adjusting To
Your "Lighter" State. Advice: Ground Yourself By Eating Protein.
Sometimes "Comfort Food" Feels Right. Don't Make Any Food Right Or
Wrong For You. Use Your Guidance To Know What You Need At Any Given
Moment. Take Your Shoes Off And Put Your Feet In The Grass For A
Couple Of Minutes.
42. Falling, Having Accidents, Breaking Bones.
Your Body Is Not
Grounded Or Perhaps Your Life Is Out Of Balance. Or Your Body May Be
Telling You To Slow Down, Examine Certain Aspects Of Your Life, Or
Heal Certain Issues. There Is Always A Message. When I Recently
Broke My Ankle, I Understand That My Ankle Was Taking On What I
Myself Refused To Deal With. And That Was All Of The Above. Advice:
Stay Grounded By Taking Your Shoes Off And Putting Your Feet In The
Grass; Even Better, Lie Down On The Grass Without A Blanket Under
You. Feel The Earth Beneath You. Get Out In Nature. Slow Down And
Pay Attention. Be Mindful About What You Are Doing. Feel Your
Feelings When They Come Up. Stay In The Present. Surround Yourself
With Blue Light When You Are Feeling Shaky.
43. Heart Palpitations.
A Racing Heart Usually Accompanies A Heart
Opening. It Only Lasts For A Few Moments And Means That The Heart Is
Re-Balancing Itself After An Emotional Release. I Had One Episode
That Terrified Me: I Woke Up In The Middle Of The Night, My Heart
Pounding. I Thought It Was Going To Come Right Out Of My Chest. It
Only Happened Once And Was, I Understand, A Huge Heart-Chakra
Opening. But I Did Check It Out. There Is Nothing Wrong With My
Heart. Advice: Remember What I Said About Getting Medical Attention
When Needed. Consult Your Doctor About Any Conditions You Are Not
Comfortable With.
44. Faster Hair And Nail Growth.
More Protein Is Being Used In The
Body. Too Bad We Can't Tell The Body Where To Grow The Hair And
Where Not To Grow It. (Or Can We? Hmmm.)
A Desire To Find Your Soulmate Or Twin Flame. More Than Ever Before,
The Idea That We Can Have A Relationship That Matches Who We Are
Seems More Desirable. Advice: The Truth Is, We Have To Be The Kind
Of Person We Want To Attract. We Have To Love Ourselves And Where We
Are Right Now Before We Can Attract A More "Perfect" Mate. The Work
Begins At Home. Here Is How I Think It Works: Hold The Desire For
This Person In Your Heart, But Without Attachment. Expect That
Someday You Will Meet Someone Who Is More Suited To You, But Let Go
Of Any Expectations As To Who This Will Be And How It Will Happen.
Focus Instead On Cleaning Up Your Own Life And Being The Kind Of
Person You Want To Be. Be Happy Now. Enjoy Your Life. Then You May
See.....
45. Memories Surface.
Body Memories, Suppressed Memories, Images Of
Past Lives And/Or Parallel Lives. We Are Healing And Integrating All
Our "Selves", So Expect To Have Some Of These Experiences. Advice.
Keep In Mind That It Is Best To Recall What Only What Comes To Mind,
Leave The Rest Alone, Don't Analyze Everything To Death (Because You
Will Be Stuck In The Tape Loop Of Infinite Issues To Process), And
Feel Your Feelings As They Come Up. Ask For Help From Your Guides.
Note: This Document May Be Shared, But Please Send It In Its
Entirety. Thanks. Love And Hugs, Annarita
Love~All~Ways
*Karen~Karma*

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just thinking again

well here it is that tme of year again christmas time I remember we use to celebrate christmas use to go all out all the decorations the tree an all the presents an yes at one time my family was one o...
Posted by Heather on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:09:00 PST

just blah blahing

Well here I sit at fifty years an looking at fifty one  been an interesting journey on my path so far can't say I have any real complaints about it Have met an journeyd with some interesting soul...
Posted by Heather on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 04:58:00 PST

thought's

Sitting here on a snowy Monday morning having my coffee in the chat room thinking how my life has changed some what due to the internet not that it has really changed that much being on line has let m...
Posted by Heather on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 06:07:00 PST

one of many study's

UCLA Scientists Find Genes that Organize Male and Female Brains;(Research Suggests Sexual Identity Is 'Hard-Wired' Before Birth.) Refuting 30 years of scientific theory that solely credits hormones fo...
Posted by Heather on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 04:27:00 PST

The Begining of My Closet

 OK I guess this  is where I Tell you all some  what about me Well I am  at the age of 48 years on the face of this planet been an Interesting Journey to get to this point I was bo...
Posted by Heather on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 04:55:00 PST

Golden Unicorn

unicorn unicorn where for art thou o golden unicorn I search for thee so I may walk beside thee an be a true friend .  Unicorn o golden will you appear to me in my rest when i am in sweet sweet s...
Posted by Heather on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 07:47:00 PST