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About Me

Recognize and respectI AM THE QUEEN... BOW DOWNI SLIT THROATS FOR BREAKFAST.... I BET YOU CANT WAIT FOR DINNER
Hey people My name is Angela, I am 22 years old and just got my BA in English from the college of staten island
I am the type of girl who can go shopping for hrs wth the girls or sit back and watch the game with the guys.. i am the type of person who is content with sipping on a 40 and just chillen with some great friends... i dont need to be wined and dined..
i believe its true when they say you must stand alone to prove that you still can... and i will do anything to show all of you i am still the strong bitch that i once was in my past... the new me is here
i am a real person.. i dont sugarcoat anything.. i dont care if i hurt someones feelings if it is the truth, then its the truth.. im not going to pretend to like someone if i dont.. i am not going to be fake, i refuse to be fake.. what you see is exactly what you get..
its a true story when i say my life has been a roller coaster ride... ive had many ups but way more downs... im bitter at the world n im not afraid to admit it... ive learned that life is truly painful and theres nothing i can do about it... bc no matter how high you go someone will always be there to knock you down... im still moving but it hasnt been easy... im not sure what my future holds or even if it holds anything at all but im lucky if i make it thru the day... but so far im still alive n its what im working with
no matter what happens to me from here on, i know i will be fine.. i got a great family, a great crew, and a promising future... i work hard only for the best... and the best is what i will have... i now have a college diploma HOW MANY OF YOU TRASH BAGS HATING ON ME CAN SAY THAT? i have a steady job that keeps opening doors to bigger and better postions... HOW MANY OF YOU TRASH BAGS ACTUALLY HAVE A JOB? so from this point on you can keep up the kiddie shit but guess what no matter how much you throw at me I WILL ALWAYS SURVIVE AND I WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN YOU!
so if "you don't like my words Don't Listen. If you don't like my appearance Don't Look. If you don't like my actions Turn Your Head . It's that damn easy"

My Interests

I love to write poetry.. Thats the only true place i can express myself fully.... i love to play spades and dominos! nothing like a lil competiton.. i loveeeeee to gamble, feels like home at the blackjack table...

I'd like to meet:

u aint gotta like me. . . . but u just mad bc I tell it how it is . . and you tell it how it might be

Music:

I LOVE music especially club and rave music TRANCE hard trance HARD HOUSE hardcore HARDSTYLE tech AND sumtimes tribal is cool too all in all u play sum kind of electronic music for me and chances are ill love it.. i also love rap r&b reggaeton

Movies:

Books:

You Are 92% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?

Heroes:

My nephew is my hero... the only innocent person i know... hopefully he wont have to deal with the shit i have had too... n prob the only man in this world who will never make me shed a tear

My Blog

actions speak louder than words (poem) not my best but its hard to write right now

My stomach turns as tears fall escaping my eyes A physical pain expressing the emotional pain inside ive cried more than you have ever known Wiped my own tears night after night. i see the way you loo...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:56:00 PST

It hurts the most wen u can actually feel ur heartbreaking

I realized you can be happy when your going thru hell only for a moment at a time... and im starting to wonder if it is real happiness or just alcohol.. Last night i cried, smiled, i laughed, got drun...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 12:00:00 PST

GRADUATION DAY and i dont even care...

Well im a big girl now... graduated college today officially .. didnt think i would do it but i did... and i still managed to smile as my parents said they were proud of me... although the one person ...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:37:00 PST

dying,...

well here i am again... same pain as the past... i dunno how to even describe what i feel inside... all i know is im empty and hurt... silence is bak... and darkness has settled... cant go on like thi...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Wed, 30 May 2007 11:14:00 PST

bc so many people need to know my business.. here ya go

Well... i dont even know where to start.. theres just so much to say to everyone out there... let me start with my weight....to all of those who wanna say im anarexic or belimic or whateva the case ...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:15:00 PST

untitles (poem)

The door opens in front of me,with one foot out i stop.I listen to the wind blow through the trees,and a different silence is all i hear.My future holds my happiness.I wait patiently for it to arrive,...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Thu, 24 May 2007 06:03:00 PST

all i wanted was the truth.....

i realized that no matter how hard you try to hold ur ground and be happy someone is going to be there to knock u down... I have been doing a lot of thinking, actually probably too much thinking...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

my words... new poem!

I can feel the unspoken words fluttering in my chest, Slowly flapping their wings in hopes of escaping. I hold them down and swallow my pride along with them. My eyes tell my life story, but can you s...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:02:00 PST

quote i found

I do this to myself, I cause myself this pain. I'm so tired of trying where there is nothing I ever gain. I cry myself to sleep, I make up stories in my mind just so I can forget and maybe...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:09:00 PST

the truth........ .2

a quote to make u think..... "Every now and then you wake up to a day that effects your whole life.. the day in your life when you know you'll never be the same again.. the day that changes the way y...
Posted by THE QUEEN... Girls hate me bc i out rank them on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST