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Bean

Presume nothing.

About Me

I can't sit still. I discover new things about myself all the time. I like to blur the lines and push the envelope. I am the hunter and the prey. Mostly I enjoy the process. The arrival only signals another beginning.
I love people. Sometimes I can break down walls and find what's hurt and nurture it back to health, other times I can reknit souls together or replace something that was lost. Giving is better than receiving, except in really rare instances. I like to be vaguely specific. Eschew obfuscation.
Pretty Polly - by Doc Sluice
Its easy to love pretty Polly
She smiles like a fireworks show
To chain her away would be folly
Sadly others have tried this, I know
So much room in her heart
I scarcely know where to start
Ill just tell her that I love her so
Polly, Polly Amory
Too much for one heart to keep
Polly, Polly Amory
Oh Goddess, let me watch you sleep
Jealousy's not a four letter word
It is much too ugly for that
I love you so much, let me kill you
Are the words of a too oft spoiled brat
Like shining stars up above
The more people you love
The more you will find love you back
Polly, Polly Amory
Beautiful, brave and so sweet
Polly, Polly Amory
See you when you stop by next week
It takes courage to open your heart
And loving requires much trust
Honesty is a great place to start
For lies make the juice turn to dust
When you have nothing to hide
Fear and suspicion have died
Your loves grow and teach as they must
Polly, Polly Amory
Love ya, whoever you're with
Polly, Polly Amory
The ugly dark sides for the Sith
I dont believe that love has limits
I fill up my heart and there's room
For more love soon as you begin it
It must just subtract from the gloom
Spank me good and then kiss me
When I'm gone you can miss me
While your love for others will bloom
Polly, Polly Amory
Come round and see me again
Polly, Polly Amory
Maybe we'll invite a good friend
Polly, Polly Amory
I love you, you ethical slut
Polly, Polly Amory
Hey is that your hand . . . .on my butt?
Doc Sluice strikes again...thanks Doc.

My Interests

singing, dancing, beading, soldering, music, semantics, writing, the unconscious, joke tolls, obscure places, unique people, hiking, swimming, polyamory, herbs, infinite discussions and "tilting at windmills"

I'd like to meet:

Loves from past lives and Dr. Teeth and the Electric Mayhem.

My Friends Space
I have fabulous friends.

Toast

THE Queen of Tarts

Rachel

La Reconquista

Spooner Street

Eastern Conference Champions

Illinois

Rachel Pyle/Dukes

Jessica

Juan

Delicious Corsets

Bushman's Blend

Big Shave

celladeura

ArcheDream for HUMANKIND

Steve Bulman

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Music:

Diverse - Led Zepplin, Loreena McKennitt, Grateful Dead, Boomtown Rats, Yes, Moody Blues, Wagner, Ween, Sugar Cubes, Dr. Demento, Mississippi John Hurt, The Doors, North Mississippi Allstars, Soulive, Particle, Velvet Underground, Pretenders, The Colourfield, Dr. Teeth and the Electric Mayhem, Orchestra Baobob, Aquarium Rescue Unit, The Dragonflys, Lords Of Acid, DePeche Mode, Peter Gabriel, Primus, Les Claypool and the Flying Frog Brigade, Saucony Creek Ramblers, Ludwig's Boiled Peanuts, They Might Be Giants, Willie Nelson, The Smiths, Prince, Pfunk, Infectious Grooves, Dub Tribe Sound System, Deelite, Luscious Jackson, Laurie Anderson, Flying Lizards, Radiohead, Arctic Monkeys, Eastern Conference Champions, Illinois, Jackie Wilson, Tennesee Ernie Ford, Bjork, Tricky, Thomas Dolby, Groove Armada, The Mars Volta, Marvin Gaye, Johnny Cash, Moe., U2, Buzzcocks, Morphine, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Bootsy Collins, Rio Vouga, Kool & The Gang (it's the boogie), Santana, The Smiths, Cowboy Junkie's, Jane's Addiction, Patti Smith, Bob Dylan, New Order, Buddy Guy, Klingon Klezmer, Tim O'Brien, Big Shave, Rusted Root, Madonna, Venus Hum, Soul II Soul...

Movies:

The Blues Brothers, Monty Python & The Holy Grail, South Park - Bigger, Better and Uncut, The Breakfast Club, The Beatles Yellow Submarine, Natural Born Killers, Blue Velvet, Naked Lunch, American Pie "Say my name bitch!", The Two Towers, Seven, Red Dawn, Tombstone, Pink Floyd - Live In Pompeii, The Big Chill, The Hotel New Hampshire...

Television:

No thank you. Oh, Ok, if I must turn it on...South Park, The Daily Show, Sesame Street, BBC World, Animal Planet , PBS...I miss Ren & Stimpy and I miss actual music videos on MTV - reality killed the video star.

Books:

Duncton Wood, Imajica, Stranger In A Strange Land, Exit To Eden, Webster's Unabridged, The Lord Of The Rings, None Dare Call It Conspiracy, Beauty's Release, The Killer Angles, The Giving Tree, My Life With The Spirits, The Ethical Slut, The Book Of Secrets, Food Of The Gods, Ralph Waldo Emerson's essay on Self-Reliance, Memnoch The Devil, Bartlett's Quotations, The Jungle Book, The Best Nest, The Lorax, Jonathan Livingston Seagull, The Stoner Eagles, Less Than Zero, Steal This Book, The Prophet and the Tao Te Ching

Heroes:

William Shakespeare, Emma Goldman, Oscar Wilde, Jimmy Herring, Forrest Gump, Martha Graham, David Gilmour, Doc Sluice, Dr. Suess & My Mom

My Blog

I think I remember how to do this

I can't remember the last time I blogged.  Yes I know I can look back to find out but...why?  Between buying a house, packing, moving, spackling, painting, singing, laughing and finally a we...
Posted by Bean on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 12:18:00 PST

I thought it was just a silly obsession...

So much it hurtsI finally felt itFinally fellBut I'm deniedThought it would never happenAnd it was just like in the songsA crisp smackA loud crack - I couldn't see for monthsHere's my soul on a fish h...
Posted by Bean on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 11:13:00 PST

Author please

"If you love something, let it go, set it free.  If it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't it was never meant to be."   Anybody know who wrote this or where it came from?  I'm o...
Posted by Bean on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 02:19:00 PST

they're at the gate...and they're off!

...and so the snowball melts...a whirlwind of a weekend filled with zephyrs, thunderheads, mini-twisters, kisses from the breeze and of course lots o' good music, starting with the band I sing in, Ste...
Posted by Bean on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 02:07:00 PST

Moving Into The Light

That's what he said... "Whatever moves you into or closer to the light" Ha!  Something I can only determine. My favorite. What is selfish?  Aren't we all?  Don't we have to be in order ...
Posted by Bean on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 08:09:00 PST

Triplets

I've lived my life in duality for way too long somehow What used to be any woman's dream Just bores me to death now New people are still shocked and amazed By what to me's hum-drum Perhaps it is my b...
Posted by Bean on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 07:40:00 PST