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HotFreeLayoutsi'm just a typical 16 year old girl who loves to hang out w/ her friends. like most girls i love to shop and go to the movies. i don't wear designer clothes and im not fake. i am who i am and if u don't like me then oh well b/c im not trying to impress anyone. it's hard for most ppl to be who they truely are but once you achieve that, then the rest of life is easy. a lot of ppl don't get me most of the time and im ok w/ that. there are times when i don't want to be understood and times when i want someone to listen. im a complex girl that is only completely understood by her closest friends. the rest of the ppl i kno just have to figure me out as they go. by the time u think u've figured me out, the season has changed and im a different person. but im always true to my friends and my self no matter the season. I'm dating prolly the greatest guy in the world. His name is Todd and he is the guy of my dreams. When I'm with him I feel complete and I never want to be away from him. I know that doesnt tell you much but check the poems in my blog to see how I really feel about him.
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Your Birthdate: October 14
People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Susan Crawford
Birthday: 10/14/90
Birthplace: Blytheville, Arkansas
Current Location: North Port, Florida
Eye Color: blue-green
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: caucasion
The Shoes You Wore Today: adidas
Your Weakness: my friends in pain
Your Fears: growing up to be nothing and never finding "the one"
Your Perfect Pizza: supreme
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting over my ex
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yea
Thoughts First Waking Up: y is my life like this
Your Best Physical Feature: idk... ask the guys
Your Bedtime: whenever i can get to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: my big brother being w/ me
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither... i don't like tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: ewww
Do you Smoke: no way
Do you Swear: all the time
Do you Sing: more often than i swear
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: i thought i was once
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: i guess
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: hardly ever
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no i don't like alcohol
In the past month have you Smoked: gross
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no but i will be soon
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: while im asleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a veterinarian
What country would you most like to Visit: france
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: depends on the guy
Height: taller than me
Weight: less than 250
Best Clothing Style: watever fits them
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: a little over 20
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count
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Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
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My Interests

In my spare time I like to read, listen to music, go for walks, and play with my chihuahua Desiel. I don't think I could go for one day without music, I can't go for more than an hour without music.
People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet everyone. i love meeting new ppl and finding out wat everyone is abt. i want to meet someone is isn't afraid to be who they are. i would like to meet a singer who started like me, who can sing in front of her friends great but sings horrible in front of a teacher, and then know how she over came her stage fright. i want to meet a princess, a homeless person, an innocent in iraq. i want to meet the president of iraq and show him y we shouldn't be fight b/c i kno ppl who have gone overseas and im hoping those soldiers come back home in one piece. i kno it's a lot to ask for but hey, y not be optomistic in a time like this...START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
130 Things People Want To Know About You
.: The Basics :.
Name?: susan
Age?: 16
Gender?: female
Location?: wouldn't u like to know
Hair color?: dirty blonde
Eye color?: blue-green
shoe size?: 8 1/2
height?: 5' 7"
interests:: reading, writing poetry, and talking to my bf
.: Favourites :.
food: chocolate
drink: diet coke
music style: i like a lot of different kinds
music artist/band: too many to choose
tv show: NCIS, CSI, House, and watever looks interesting
movie: the replacements
thing to do: read and listen to music
ice cream: don't like it tht much
colour: blue
song: depends on my mood
book: i have a lot
computer game: don't have one
board game: none
dessert: strawberry shortcake
quote: dance like no one's watching, sing like no one's listening, love like it's ur first time, live like there's no tomorrow
animal: i love almost all animals
holiday: valentine's day
number: 7
name: Todd
.: Friendship :.:
who's your best friend?: jessica barna
other close buddies...?: a lot of them
last friend you hung out with: jessica and bobo
last friend you hugged: bobo
last friend you saw a movie with: morgan, d, and chris
last friend's house you went to: jessica
any friends you cant stand?: jarret
any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: yea
if so, who?: joanna
do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?: yea
most annoying friend?: drew
most preppy friend?: ashley
darkest friend?: amanda
hyper-est friend?: steph
nicest friend?: morgan
funniest friend?: alex
meanest friend?: britney
most outgoing friend?: nicki
shyest friend?: prolly me
hottest friend?: vlad
friend with the best personality?: morgan
friend with the best music taste?: todd
friend who sings the best?: jessica
friend who laughs the most?: jessica
friend you enjoy being around the most?: jessica
friend who your parents love?: morgan
friend who your parents hate?: chris
friend your parents don't know about?: a lot of them
.: Romance :.
got a crush/boyfriend?: yes
if so, what gender?: male
name?: Todd
how far have you gone?: ask me urself
with who?: Todd
the last person you kissed:: Todd
the last person you hugged:: Todd
the last person you wanted to kiss:: Todd
how far you do want to go (at this point in life)?: ask me urself
hottest friend?: didn't i just answer this
hottest celebrity?: orlando bloom
if you could date any famous person, who would it be?: no one
dream date:: a scary movie, then a romantic dinner and a trip to the beach to watch the sunset while listening to soft music
dream honeymoon:: just being w/ the one i love
age you want to get married (if not already): 18
number of kids you want to have (if not already): 1-2
straight?: yes
gay?: no
bi?: no
would you rather your boyfriend/girlfriend be gay or bi?: no way
.: This or That :.
Kerry or Bush: bush
rap or rock: rop
pop or country: country
movie or tv show: movie
girl or guy: guy
fire or water: water
death or life: life
cheerleader or punk: punk
prep or jock: jock
kroger or publix: publix
walmart or target: walmart
avril or jay-z: avril
pink or black: pink
cheez it or cheese nip: cheez nip
cat or dog: dog
tape or glue: tape
msn or .. aim
mall or movies: mall
writing or typing: typing
phone or computer: computer
baseball or football: football
p.e. or health: p.e.
high school or middle school: high school
dunkin donuts or starbucks: dunkin donuts
amc or united artists: amc
walgreens or CVS: walgreens
brownies or cookies: cookies
reading or writing: reading
surveys or polls: surveys
livejournal or xanga: livejournal
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson: ashlee simpson
AFI or Jojo: jojo
Green Day or Beastie Boys: green day
kill or be killed: kill
eat or be eaten: eat
hate or be hated: hate
ocean or pool: pool
singing or dancing: singing
heart or peace sign: heart
halloween or christmas: christmas
question or answer: question
fear factor or the o.c.: fear factor
the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?: who's line is it anyway?
Disney or The N: disney
pancakes or waffles: pancakes
strawberrys or blueberrys: starberrys
yogurt or frozen yogurt: yogurt
kiss or hug: kiss
guitar or drums: drums
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Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... hypnotising
Your love is... one of a kind

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Music:

Fall Out Boy, Kelly Clarkson, Diddy, J-Kwon, Trick Daddy, Destiney's Child, Cheetah Girls, Sean Paul, Terror Squad, Jessica Simpson, Beyonce, Mariah Carey, Fat Joe, Pretty Ricky, Missy Elliot, Ryan Cabrera, Ashlee Simpson, Nelly, Black Eyed Peas, Ciara, The Game, Papa Roach, Green Day, TLC, 3LW, Blink 182, Bowling For Soup, Bon Jovi, Gavin DeGraw, Josh Groban, Lindsay Lohan, Lincoln Park, Everclear, Good Charlotte, Metallica, My Chemical Romance, Killers, Natalie, Eminem, Usher, and so many more

Movies:

S.W.A.T., Collateral, I Robot, The Village, Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy, Gothika, Queen of the Damned, Dodgeball, White Noise, The Grudge, Saw, The Chronicals of Riddick, Matrix Reloded, The Missing, Undisputed, The Fast and The Furious, Torque, Scooby Doo, Scooby Doo 2, Lost in Space, Hulk, Signs, Dumb and Dumberer, Resident Evil: Apocalypse, AVP, Van Helsing, Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, Troy, The Longest Yard, National Treasure, Walking Tall, Bulletproof Monk, The Last Samuri, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Jeepers Creepers, Jeepers Creepers 2, Harold and Kumar at White Castle, Charlie's Angels Full Throttle, Bloodwork, Goldmember, Mystic River, Elf, 8 mile, House on Haunted Hill, Hellboy, Lemony Snicket's A Sieries of Unfortunate Events, John Tucker Must Die.

Television:


The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
Your Summer Ride is a Jeep
For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities.
You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones. What's Your Summer Ride?
Your Personality Profile
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Kissing Purity Score: 86% Pure
You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed Kissing Purity Test
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Your Mood Ring is Magenta
Weird
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Insipired
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Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. How Do People See You?
Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory
You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.
Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!
You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.
You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
You Are a Schoolgirl!
You're not quite as wild as a "kogyaru", but with your short plaid skirt
and silly white socks, you're still a sexual fetish object.
You can usually be seen hanging out in the girly section of the video game places,
collecting photobooth stickers of you and your friends. You may not be as innocent as you look.
Did those vending machine panties once belong to you? What's Your Japanese Subculture?
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Books:

I love reading. My favorite authors are Bruce Coville, Jane Yolen and Tamora Pierce. My favorite kinds of books are mystery, fantasy and science fiction.

Heroes:


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actions, not words, mean something

actions speak louder than words. sometimes words become so meaningless that you look towards others' actions to try and decide if they mean wat they say. once i couldnt belive wat someone said anymore...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 06:56:00 PST

please understand

My life just feels wrong Like there is somewhere else I belong But with you by my side There is no way to hide The way I feel Because I know it's real
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:06:00 PST

You and me

I move my fingers up your arm All the muscles are smooth They will protect me from harm With just a single meve You have always been there for me Even when you caused me the pain But why can't you see...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:04:00 PST

Hugs

Under star light You hold me tight I never want you to go You help when I'm feeling low Your kisses make my heart soar And leave me wanting more Each time you hug me That's what I want all time to be...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 03:01:00 PST

Trust

I'm worried about the ring you wear I know it's stupid but baby I still care I look at it and see What you and her used to be You say it means nothing But I know it makes you feel something Why else w...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:59:00 PST

Home

As I wake from a dream In the gold of day I listen to a stream And then I hear you say "Baby look at me, Our dream came true." I look and see A house under the sky so blue He takes my hand and guides...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:55:00 PST

guys and girls

Guy Facts:When a guy calls you,he wants to be with youWhen a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrongWhen a guy says, "I'm fine." after a fewminuteshe mean...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:05:00 PST

My Heart Is Broken

My heart is broken And I know why Because everytime I see you I still cry When I walk down the hall And see your face I want to call As I feel my heart race I see you with her hand-in-hand And I want ...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:57:00 PST

Without Him

I can't sit here and pretend that he means nothing to me. It's too much to ask from one person. I keep thinking about him never being in my life again and it hurts so fucking much that I want to jump ...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:48:00 PST

Until The End

Everytime I see you with that girlI think it's the end of my worldMy heart breaks with each touchI miss you sooo muchWill we ever have funLike when I was your number oneWill anyone seeThat we were mea...
Posted by Not listening to anyone on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:42:00 PST