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Lola

You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy my body, but you will never imprison my m

About Me

The things you can't see are the most important!


Life has such challenging issues to accept.
The greatest gift from God 'mans free will'. So you have choice in believing, accepting or acknowledging something If you wouldlike to?
I believe that I am here for a reason.
Each moment I draw breath I feel alive.
I accept that I am myself and shall not be no other. Who you want me to be, Who I would like to be, just isn't going to be me. So please accept that.
In the Words of Kurt Cobain 'I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not' .
I acknowledge that It is not you nor is it I, who control humanity. We just happen to live inside a bubble or maybe outside of one?
Emotions flow like blood, that can reach the surface when they become damaged or broken. So I acknowledge you.
I like to quote things on random pieces of paper that always seem to get lost.
I listen to music over and over again and pretend that i'm the singer infront of an audience.
I like to dance in my underwear infront of my mirror and I always check to see if my belly has grown a little more... everyday about 5times a day.
I like to read the deeper things in life and i believe in spirituality.
I photograph things because I like to capture moments in time that are frozen forever, I consider myself an artist. Im deep but im bonkers depends what time of day u speak to me.
I love my life, I am fulfilled yet I would always like more. I am sad when I am happy as I am happy when I am sad. I dream but I live, but more importantly I never give up hope.
* I ♥ Biscuits & Mint Chocolate*

My Interests

Oh my life is changing everyday
Every possible way
Though my dreams, it’s never quite as it seems
I know I felt like this before
But now I’m feeling it even more
Because it came from you
Then I open up and see
The person fumbling here is me
A different way to be
I want more, impossible to ignore
They’ll come true, impossible not to do
Now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don’t hurt me
For what I couldn’t find
Talk to me amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You’re everything to me
Oh my life is changing everyday
Every possible way
Though my dreams, it’s never quite as it seems
’cause you’re a dream to me
Dream to me

And some days love takes its time,
And i don't know a thing about it,
And some days you change your mind,
Because i sure change my mind alot about you! - Wheat.

I'm poetic, full of quotations, oppinionated and I tend to waffle - Just a LITTLE! :o)

I'd like to meet:

'Everyone who has this hope and purifies himself, just as he is pure.' John 3:3

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Language bearers, Photographers, Diary makers
You with your memory are dead, frozen
Lost in a present that never stops passing
Here lives the incantation of matter
A language forever.
Like a flame burning away the darkness
Life is flesh on bone convulsing above the ground.
Begotten

I'd like to meet people who can challenge me....

and a guy that will buy me a prism that refracts the light.

Music:

depends on my mood but i assure you i listen to a bit of everything. I love the 'Doves', the 'Foo Fighters', "The Veils' 'The Editors', 'Elbow', 'Cocteau Twins', 'Postal Service', 'Ray Lamontagne', 'Llama Farmer', 'Cranberries', 'imogen Heap', 'telepopmusik' and curretly loving my emo pop. I also like the 'Kooks', Paolo Nuttini (he has gorgeous lips), 'Long Blondes and 'We are Scientists'.
I love a bit of jazz somedays and I'm sorry, but i don't like the Arctic Monkeys!!

Movies:

Morvern Callar, Lilya 4-ever, Betty Blue, Amelie, Napolean Dynamite, Big Fish, A beautiful Mind, Breakfast at Tiffany's, The notebook.

Television:

ooooooooh love me home and away, corrie n hollyoaks, pushing daisies, britains got talent and id do anything! basically any entertainment on tv these days lol

Books:

'The Alchemist', 'Veronika decides to die' and 'By the river Piedra I sat down and wept' 'The Devil and Miss Prym' by Paulo Coelho, 'On photography' by Susan Sontag, 'Camera Lucida' by Roland Barthes, 'Semiotics' by Daniel Chandler, 'Silent Power' by Stuart Wilde, 'The rules of life' by Richard Templar, 'Don't Ever Tell' by Kathy O'beirne, 'Secret Window' by Stephen King and 'how to have a beautiful mind' by Edward de Bono. intelligent people, very inspiring and makes you think....
A poem found in 'Don't Ever Tell' by Kathy O'beirne:
Small Child Crying
I feel inside me a small child crying
I have got to help her
She is on my mind
I went back to the past to see what was wrong
And I noticed she had suffered for far too long
I have never before listened to that little girl inside
I keep her bottled up and block her from my mind
I even try to hurt her
And to get rid of her
Because I was afraid of the frightened child in me
I am taking time now just to see how to release her
And how to set her free... :'o(

Heroes:

i love my poppy! love him to pieces...

My Blog

my 21st birthday

awww so It started on Monday 2nd April 2007 stuart booked out a cabin for my 21st bday :0) it was a small holiday park with 10 or so log cabins just outside richmond, very nice!! We set off and after ...
Posted by Lola on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:13:00 PST

I made treasurer!

sooooooooooo... as the third and final year is coming to an end we are trying to come up with ways to raise some cash for our exhibitions which will take place around next June/July in either London o...
Posted by Lola on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:58:00 PST

Exhibition night!

wow. tonight was so much fun. It was our 3rd year micro exhibition at the college and dave showed up as a suprise I was soo happy to see him. altho yeah he was a little late whoopsie.ok let me start f...
Posted by Lola on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 06:31:00 PST

Randoms Page!

Hey I wanna do a page full of random info. see if you can amuse me. Just post random facts on here. I'd love it if all joined in we could all be brain buddies lol.ok, I'll go first-Did you know the di...
Posted by Lola on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:04:00 PST

Brown Eyed Girl

How I love this song,It makes me sad yet it keeps me happy. It reminds me of the times when my step daddy used to sing it to me.So boys If you want to impress me learn to play it... x
Posted by Lola on Sun, 28 May 2006 01:43:00 PST

Having a bad day?

There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drin...
Posted by Lola on Sun, 21 May 2006 11:19:00 PST

Road trip!

You know I had such a great day today. Dave woke me up at 10am he was sat outside in his car all rearing to go. So I had a quick shower and off i went....Oh ok it wasnt as simple as that i had to hand...
Posted by Lola on Thu, 04 May 2006 02:42:00 PST

In Evaluation.

I had a dream, I was banging onto a door I just couldn't open. I was tired and frustrated. Maybe I am banging on the doors for answers. I turn to God but he wont let me in. Does he want me to struggle...
Posted by Lola on Tue, 02 May 2006 04:35:00 PST

The Inner Child

"You are a marvel. Each second we live is a new and unique moment of the universe, a moment that will never be again...And what do we teach our children?""We have to listen to the child we once were, ...
Posted by Lola on Mon, 01 May 2006 06:54:00 PST

In Memory Of Mikhale. x


Posted by Lola on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 09:56:00 PST