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Chaotic Kittie ~*~

I believe in love but it don't believe in me.

About Me

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Hey I'm Kim. So what can be said about me??? I am creative and artistic, sweet to the core, aspirations of writing, music and so much more. In search of someone, not sure who. Leaving the past and moving towards the future. I am quirky, goofy, sensitive and just plain 'ol cute....

My Interests


Catch me on:
Yahoo:sonicbloom07
AOL:darkpassion07


I took this picture

I am a huge movie buff. Anything from comedies to horror flicks that have you at the edge of your seat.

I am also an aspiring writer, spanning from poetry and short stories to screenplays.

I am into creating abstract art pieces as well as trying my hand at photography.

I go to art galleries and museums as much as I can. Just want to get lost in all the culture.

I am up for learning and trying new things. Just started to learn how to shoot pool, give me some time and then watch out for me!!!

The things that make me happy: Dr Pepper (yummy), my sister singing 80's pop songs when I am down and blue, my cat chasing her toys, my brother Mike's standup comedy shows, watching a music cd collection infommercial at 2am, walking around the Art Institute of Chicago, buying a new cd, book or dvd!

Poetry Written by My Favorite Poets

Nicole Blackman......

GONE

When I am gone your pillow will smell like me. When I am gone the ice cubes in your glass and the sway of your curtains will sound like me. When I am gone your toothbrush and milk carton will taste like me. When I am gone everyone who passes by your window and everyone on your television will look like me. When I am gone the curve of your telephone, the blade of your razor, and the fur of your cat will feel like me. When I am gone you will tell your landlady that you're leaving at the end of the month. You will swear your apartment is haunted.

Vampyre Mike Kassel.......

PHANTOM WINGS

On damp foggy days it's the worst. I can feel the twitching itching pain in my back where they took my wings. On bright sunny days my instincts can kill me. I just naturally want to jump out the window, but they took my wings. When I'm angry, I want to whip up a wind, But....
I can remember being sent home from school with a note from the principal: "We are sorry, but wings are not appropriate school atire. Please rectify this situation or we will be forced to burn your child in assembly." My parents debated over the effects of excommunication and had my wings amputated for my own good, So I'd fit in, So I'd be like the others.
It didn't work. I carry my phantom wings around me like a curse. I know they're there even though they're not. It really fucks up relationships. "I love you. See if you can guess what's wrong with me." They tell me plenty, all of it true, but they never notice my wings.
On cold winter days the severed muscles get so stiff that I grit my teeth and the sweet rolls off in sheets. No position is comfortable and no drug will help.
It's not fair. I could have been a minor Hindu deity or a Major Demon. I mean somebody's got to do it. And now the Creation is unbalanced and I don't want to be standing on ground zero when it evens itself out. So I spend my days doing what little evil I can, partly to help rectify the balance, partly for personal revenge, and partly because if you can't fly, you wallow.

Hart D. Fisher.........

LOVE

In the night, When I am cold inside, I think of you.
When my voice gives out, Tears grow stale, And the concrete is warm with my need, I think of you.
When I spin the chamber, Pull the trigger, And hear only a hollow click, I think of you.
After killing a year with the bottle, Fucking the faceless, And fleeing across the continent, I'm thinking of you and always will.

Some of my favorite paintings...

Pablo Picasso

Vincent Van Gogh

Ivan Albright

I'd like to meet:



I want to meet new friends from near and far. Can ya put up with my wacky sense of humor and match my wit? Then let's talk. I would also like to meet people who are into the music, writing of any kind, movie buffs, artisitic types, etc...

"Look around, could it bring somebody down, if I never made a sound again" Super Drag

"Although it seems insane, I'll never feel ashamed of you" Brian Jonestown Massacre

"I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart" The Eels

"It's a crime that I never told you about the diamonds in your eyes" Black Heart Procession.

"You're such an inspiration for the ways that I will never ever choose to be" A Perfect Circle

"There is a moment in the departing when the beloved is already gone" from the movie Mr Jealousy

"And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, the dreams in which I'm dying, are the best I've ever had". Tears for Fears

"What's the deal with my brain, why am I so obviously insane..." Weezer

Music:

When it comes to music the list is endless. It all depends on the mood I am in and what I am up for. I love music spanning from the 50's and 60's rock, motown and early americana stuff - 80's new wave, rock, punk and pop - alternative, indie and good 'ol rock - world music like from France - hardcore, goth and industrial.
Some of my faves: A Perfect Circle, Aimee Mann, Air, And You Will Know Us From The Trail of the Dead, Beatles, Beck, Bee Gees, Billy Idol, Black Heart Procession, Blonde Redhead, Blondie, Blur, Bravery, Brel, Brian Jonestown Massacre, B.R.M.C., Built To Spill, Coldplay, Cure, Dandy Warhols, Deathcab For Cutie, Depeche Mode, Doors, Duran Duran, Echo and the Bunnymen, Eels, Elefant, Elliot Smith, Faroutofme, Flaming Lips, Fountains of Wayne, Franz Ferdinand, Garbage, Gin Blossoms, Grandaddy, Guided By Voices, Guster, Hot Hot Heat, INXS, Jane Birkin, Jesus and Mary Chain, Johnny Cash, Joy Division, Kaiser Chiefs, Keane, Kill Hannah, Killers, Leave, Le Tigre, Lemonheads, Linkin Park, Liz Phair, Local H, Lupins, Mamas and the Papas, Manic Street Preachers, Material Issue, Matt Scouten, Mazzy Star, Mercury Rev, Mojave 3, Morrissey, Muse, My Bloody Valentine, New Order, Oasis, Offspring, Old 97's, Pavement, Pixies, Polyphonic Spree, Posies, Postal Service, Pulp, Radiohead, Ramones, REM, Rolling Stones, Rooney, Rufus Wainwright, Sea and Cake, Serena Maneesh, Sex Pistols, Shins, Silversun Pickups, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Smiths, Smoking Popes, Social Distortion, Spin Doctors, Stereolab, Stills, Stone Temple Pilots, Strokes, Supergrass, Tears For Fears, Thompson Twins, Thrills, Till Tuesday, Toad the Wet Sprocket, Tom Petty, Tool, Tripping Daisy, Weezer, White Hassle, White Stripes, Wilco, XTC, Yeah Yeah Yeahs and so on and so on.

Material Issue

Smoking Popes

Brian Jonestown Massacre

Dandy Warhols

Old 97's

Tripping Daisy

Wilco

Coldplay

Movies:

I love love love movies, here are just a few faves.....
American Beauty, Garden State, Last Kiss, Trainspotting, Sid and Nancy, DIG!, Dream for an Insomniac, Waking the Dead, Reality Bites, Singles, Stealing Beauty, and so on...

Television:

Some of my fave tv shows are: Lost, Invasion, Grey's Anatomy, Brothers and Sisters, Project Runway, Rescue Me, Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Real World (yes I am that pathetic), My So-Called Life, Roseanne, Carnival, Huff, Friends and Sex in the City. And you can't forget music videos brought to us by great Chicago shows like The Otherside and JBTV (Jerry Bryant Rules!).

Books:

I love to read books on a variety of subjects and themes. There are also some fave authors and books I completely adore. In addition to that, I love to read poetry and prose also. Some of my fave books are:

Heroes:


Anton Newcombe

First and foremost, I have to mention one of the most brilliant and talented musicians, Anton Newcombe, founding member of the Brian Jonestown Massacre. He is like the mad scientist of the music world, capable of so many different feats and innovations in the music world. In addition to music, he has a passion for what is going on in the world around us, freely speaking his opinions and trying to make others aware.

My Blog

The next day....

I will be the first to admit I have trust issues.  Given things in the past, it really makes sense.  And everything that happened last night was such a flashback, scary flashback.  I fe...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 06:43:00 PST

I am Kims broken heart....

Have you ever loved someone so much that it felt like it would last your eternity and eternities over. That it was that someone that you were truely meant to love. And when you love someone like that ...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:24:00 PST

My latest review for Impose Magazine.....

So I have been pretty much in bed with high fever for a couple days now, but left the house for work for awhile today, now back home. But on a high point, I have another review posted for Impose Magaz...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 03:56:00 PST

Sometimes you just......

.......say too much and put your foot in your mouth, or however that saying goes.....I do that all the time, good or bad it just comes out.  I have no clue why, I think I have always been a ...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 10:03:00 PST

Dedicated to......

.......a couple songs to share that remind me of....... ">.. ">...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 01:05:00 PST

Come with me my love.....

........to the sea, the sea of love, I want to tell you how much I love you.I was told today I am impossible to forget, told this by someone I think is pretty impossible to forget too.  I have kn...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:19:00 PST

If you had control.....

..> If you had control of the radio..... One of the radio stations here in San Diego has had listeners on the air playing an hour of thier picks all weekend. There have been some really great choi...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 03:16:00 PST

Quick realizations......

............for the New Year I guess. One is a person I thought of as a friend, but now I am really over dealing with it. First off I have dealt with aditudes from this person for the past couple mont...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:11:00 PST

Resolutions Recap of 2007 and New 2008 Resolutions....

For the past couple years I have been making a list of reolutions for the new year and have been doing good I think with keeping them.  So to recap 2007's list of goals.... Top 10 Random Goals of...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 01:59:00 PST

Top Lists for 2007....

Below are some of my choices for 2007.  These are just my opinions from the top of my head, not trying to be "cool" with the latest or most obscure picks. After I post this blog some others may c...
Posted by Chaotic Kittie ~*~ on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 04:12:00 PST