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I OWN THREE BUSINESSES ONE IS A DJ COMPANY 2ND IS A RECORD COMPANY AND THE 3RD IS A CONSULTING AND PRODUCTION COMPANY IF IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MUSIC I CAN PROVIDE IT.IM A VETERAN AT THIS I CAN SAVE YOU A LOT OF MONEY AND HELP YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS. IN THIS INDUSTRY.


Word Images @ Bopmyspace.comDear Clarissa, Well I really don’t know how to start this, but what I do know is that I really need you in my life and I miss you. All I have been trying to do is to keep busy so I wouldn’t think about you not wanting to see me, though I know that it is not your fault you feel this way towards me. I find myself asking Jesus to let you into my life so I keep faith, and in time I feel you will. I really don’t know what is said about me, but I know it’s not good. But I just want you to know that I haven’t been the perfect person to call dad. Well this is why… I’m in the music business and when you where growing up I would be 30 minutes late to pick you up and there were times when I would get caught up out of town and busy in the studio. There’s no excuse to put my music before you but I just wanted to make you proud of me. I don’t know what your step-father or your mom tell you about me or what they think, I wish I was just there to defend myself or tell you the reason behind it There’s no one perfect in this world so if you ever have any questions I will try to have an answer for each one. Well, I’m going to give you a brief story on how your mom and I met…well me and her were real good friends for four years and things just went the wrong way between us. The best thing that came out of it was you. Clarissa, I feel I was never given the chance to be the dad I wanted to be. After you were born, your mom hated me because she wasn’t ready to have a baby and if she was it wasn’t with me. I do remember the little moments that me and you shared together and I hope you remember too. There is so much to say to you but there aren’t enough words to explain it all, but I’m going to try. I know you probably think that I forget about your birthday or holidays or your special moments but I don’t. I just don’t want to make you see me against your will. But no I haven’t forgotten. You are now getting older and becoming a young lady so you might now be able to understand the situation. I’m really not a bad person, I’m a lot of fun and besides I would love to take you shopping and spoil you, and be there when you need someone to talk to. I’m not asking for you to call me dad, I’m just trying to be your friend and proof myself that I can be your dad. I know that its going to take time but I do miss you and want you in my life. I am now 34 years old and don’t know what Jesus has in store for me. I would hate to leave this world not knowing I didn’t try to get close to my little girl. I have pictures of you that someone gave me and I cherish them. I also know you like to sing and dance and you make up songs. Gee..?!? I wonder were you got that from! Well Clarissa, it’s really not up to anybody but you if you choose to see me or call me if you don’t want to see me in person ‘cause I know you are a little shy and scared to be around me because you don’t know me. I am willing to try if you are and if you are not I am still going to try. It doesn’t have to be a holiday or your birthday for me to give you gifts because I still have a lot of gifts I would love to give to you . I’ve changed dramatically and I know that through Jesus anything and everything is possible. I pray every night for the angels to watch over you and your family. Well Clarissa Breanne, there is so much I probably could still say but it’s hard to type when tears are running down your eyes. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me for things that were said to you about me, Not everything is always true but then again I’m not there to defend myself and give my opinion on the reason behind it. Well, I guess I’m about to do something that is real hard to do and that is to start ending this letter, but I hope you contact me as soon as possible . I have been trying to reach you at the number to your house but no one answers, but hopefully you receive this letter. I miss you and I care about you so much no matter what, I LOVE YOU, because you are a part of me.Sincerely, Gilbert Patino P.S. You can reach me at (832)715-2557

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Dear Clarissa Breanne,

 Dear Clarissa, Well I really don't know how to start this, but what I do know is that I really need you in my life and I miss you. All I have been trying to do is to keep busy so I wouldn't thi...
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