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CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.

About Me

I GUESS THE BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE MYSELF IS THAT I'M A BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN. THAT'S WHAT REALLY DEFINES ME. NOTHING THAT I AM WOULD BE, IF IT WEREN'T FOR MY FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST.I WAS BROUGHT UP IN THE CHURCH, BUT DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST. IT WASN'T UNTIL I HAD GOTTEN HEAVILY INTO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL, THAT I REALIZED THAT SOMETHING WAS MISSING. I WAS DESPERATE AND HURTING, AND LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO FILL MY EMPTINESS. IT WASN'T UNTIL MY FRIEND GOT MURDERED THAT I GAVE MY LIFE OVER TO CHRIST. IF YOU EVER WANT TO HEAR MY TESTIMONY, I WOULD BE GLAD TO SHARE IT WITH YOU. BELOW ARE SOME SLIDESHOWS THAT SAY A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME. I HOPE YOU ENJOY THEM. HEEHEE.

THINGS I LOVE:

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THINGS I HATE:

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My Interests



LEO SAYER...LOOKS LIKE RICHARD SIMMONS.HEE. I LOVE THIS SONG!!
PHOTOS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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I'd like to meet:

Silly people. i can never get enough of silliness. i love to laugh. So i guess my first choice would be Rowan Atkinson (aka Mr. Bean). He's my man!!! I would also like to meet anyone who doesnt have to get loaded to have fun and/or have something interesting to say.

Music:

Josh Groban,Keith Green,The Smiths, Morrisey, Depeche Mode,Hayley Westenra, Tori Amos, Ben Folds,Pink floyd, the Eagles, David grey, Barry Manilow, Sinead O'connor, Crystal Lewis, Nicole Nordeman, Chris Rice, Susan Ashton,Switchfoot,the Beatles,Wierd Al yankovich, eighties music, classical music (especially Bach),Eva Cassidy Billy Joel, Neil Diamond, Elvis,Ben Folds five, Third Day, Paul Mcartney, Carole King, The Police, Judy Garland,Dean martin, Benny Goodman, Johnny Mathis, Oingo Boingo,john Lennon, Chris tomlin, Gavin Degraw, the Pixies, Celtic Woman, Enya, Stevie Wonder,the list goes on...

Movies:


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Television:

Mr. Bean rules!!!!!! i like dave chapelle and Jamie Kennedy, but their humor is a little too much on the dirty side for me. I much prefer Mr. Bean, because his humor is clean, which means so is my conscience!! I also like PBS because I am a big fan of the arts and basically any channel that has substance, and isn't all about high ratings.

Books:

The Word of God. Also, Pay it Forward.

Heroes:

JESUS, the apostle Paul, my dad,

AND THEN THERE'S VINCENT
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My Blog

THIS CERTAINLY SOUNDS LIKE ME!!

MY FRIEND MIKE SENT ME A BIRTH SIGN SUMMARY FROM AN AMERICAN INDIAN OUTLOOK. HERE IT IS... THE WOODPECKER BIRTHDATES:  21 JUNE- 21 JULY PERSONALITY: EMOTIONAL, SENSITIVE, PROTECTIVE, VULNERABLE F...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 02:47:00 PST

WHEN I DIE...

WHEN YOU DIE, WHAT WILL PEOPLE REMEMBER THE MOST ABOUT YOU? WILL THEY SAY THEIR LIVES WERE BLESSED BECAUSE THEY KNEW YOU? HOPEFULLY, THIS WILL BE THE CASE. IT'S SAD TO THINK THAT YOU WOULD SPEND AN EN...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 07:22:00 PST

A GUY AT A PETULA CLARK CONCERT. HEEHEE.

Check out this video: Color My World Add to My Profile | More VideosHAHA!! FUNNY..THIS IS A GUY AT A PETULA CLARK CONCERT....
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:39:00 PST

I’M GOING TO BE MAKING A MYSPACE MUSIC PROFILE

I'M EXCITED! I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO DO IT FOR A WHILE, BUT FOUND MYSELF PREOCCUPIED WITH TOO MANY OTHER THINGS. THERE ARE MAYBE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS WHO HAVENT ACTUALLY HEARD ME SING. I FIGURE IF I POS...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 08:33:00 PST

HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE

  LIFE IS FULL OF MANY DISAPPOINTMENTS AND PAIN. THINGS ARE ALWAYS HAPPENING THAT WE DONT EXPECT TO HAPPEN OR DONT WANT TO ACCEPT.WE CAN ONLY HOPE THAT OUR PLANS GO THROUGH; BUT THERE IS NOT...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 05:25:00 PST

IS MYSPACE REALLY A BAD PLACE FOR COUPLES?

AFTER HEARING OF MY SITUATION WITH GAVIN, A FRIEND OF MINE TOLD ME THAT IF I HAD NEVER INTRODUCED GAVIN TO MYSPACE, WE WOULD PROBABLY STILL BE MOVING FORWARD WITH OUR PLANS FOR HIM TO COME DOWN TO CAL...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 04:47:00 PST

I WAS WRONG

I WAS WRONG TO VENT MY HURT THROUGH A BLOG,(ACTUALLY, TWO BLOGS) AND ALLOW PEOPLE TO READ THEM. I SHOULD HAVE KEPT MY THOUGHTS PRIVATE. I NEEDED TO VENT, YES, BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT BY DOING WHAT I DID,...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:50:00 PST

Wait...

Wait.... This is a poem i got from a blog i read, and i thought it was absolutely beautiful. Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried:Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.I pled and I wept f...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 04:11:00 PST

FALSE HOPE

I'D RATHER HAVE NO HOPE THAN FALSE HOPE. THAT'S WHAT I TOLD A FRIEND OF MINE THE OTHER DAY, WHO WAS TRYING TO CONVINCE ME TO HOLD ON TO A RELATIONSHIP THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY UNHEALTHY FOR ME TO BEGIN WITH...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:53:00 PST

THANKS, GUYS!! GAVIN IS NOW HISTORY!!!!!

It's been almost three weeks since i broke up with gavin. I'm glad we're not together anymore, because even though realizing we're not going to be together hurts, it's better than being in the dark, w...
Posted by CUTIEBEAR PUMPKINHEAD on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST