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What about me? Not much...hmm, well. Thats about it. Lived in Europe these last couple of years, went to the States for 3 months last year, then used my return ticket back to Amsterdam, making my way primarily to E.Europe. Thought I'd be gone for 2 or 3 months, 6 months at the most, but 1 year and quite a few countries and random situations later, its obviously been an evolving journey. Somewhere between beautiful and bittersweet, compelling and confusing, layers of lessons, introspection, and observation comprise much of these journeys. Much unfolded over the course of them, now I'm finally home trying to rest and figure out what's next.

My Interests

You guessed it...nothing!Ok, well I guess I like to travel. For the most part. Umm, what else. Ok, ya, thats it. Exciting, I know.So maybe that's not entirely true..."curiousity killed the cat" I always heard...hoping my insatiable fascination with virtually everything (with the exception of anything numeric, and a few other things) doesn't drive me to my own "demise", hehehe.

I'd like to meet:

Lately I've actually fantasized about sitting down for a "nice little chat" with a few shady politicians, I wouldn't mind letting them "know a thing or two." (I know, I'm a nerd...its ok, I've embraced it). God...I have alot of questions I'd like to ask the guy...Him/Her/It (does God really have a gender, I'm convinced this Being is in actuality, gender neutral, I think "He" ascribes a gender to "Himself" for our finite comprehension and human compulsion for categorization, which is ok with me). Hmm, otherwise, my family and some really cool friends that I miss so much, not too many people come to mind at this moment. I'm pretty satisfied with most of the people I've already met.(K)

Music:

Well, considering my track record with correctly correlating names and faces, songs and artists aren't much better. Ok well, not at all better. Much worse actually. I just like it when I hear it. But some kinds I definitely dont like, particularly the KXZY "soft and easy hit love songs of the 80's, 90's and more" kind. It seems to follow me, more like torment me, I cant escape it. When I was seventeen after working at an old lady clothing store which inflicted it on unassuming customers and staff such as myself, I tried to flee by going to Honduras for awhile, hoping for an improvement by surrounding myself with the Latin genre. But no. "Welcome to the Hotel California" prevailed as the theme song there. Then, when I first went to Croatia three years ago, Richard Marx also followed me. No, not Karl Marx, Richard Marx, I think thats his name. It's so awful. Living in Europe the last couple of years, I had really hoped for some authentic cultural music, but no, thanks to globalization and the homogenization of culture, ok well in this case basically the gross exportation (literally gross) of mostly American "entertainment", such painful earworms as Barry Manilow, Rod Stewart, Savage Garden and a few others echo across borders and cultures. (Sad, I can't remember the music I like, but what I hate is seared into my conscious.) A new unifying anthem has risen in both Western and Eastern Europe, as well as Latin America. Who would have thought that KXZY could be a catalyst for a new world order.

Movies:

Hmm, Syriana, V for Vendetta, The Mission, Les Miserables, Brazil, Twelve Monkeys, Four Feathers, Zoolander, Run Lola Run, Spinal Tap, The Notebook, What Dreams May Come, Music from Another Room, Amelie, Waiting for Guffman, The Royal Tenenbaum's, X-Men (all of them), A Night at the Museum (just saw that one, it was refreshing), Blood Diamond, The Departed (ok, lying, hated that one actually...soo terrible, creepy Jack Nickolson, Dirty Dancing 2 Habana Nights...nails on a chalk board, ok, this list goes on...it should be called "movies that were a waste of the film they were made on" or something)

Television:

Ahh, well, most of the tv I watch, if at all, is in another language, who knows which one, depending on where I am at...so I guess I can't really say much in this department, other than I did get hooked on a Romanian soap I watched with a friend in the Eastern places. Numai Iubiera (Only Love) its called. So dramatic, way better than a telenovela. When I was at home for a brief stint back some time ago, my dang brothers forced me to watch re-runs of Lost, for which I am bitter, because just as I got hooked, I had to leave our "lil' neck of the woods" and traverse into the great unknown. Ok, so I am not that bummed about it, but I think I could get sucked into that one. The classic, timeless after-school quintessential 80's kid lineup: Little House on the Prairie, the A-team, Airwolfe, Saved by the Bell, (eh, the one where she's from space and taps her fingers together to freeze everything, can't remember the name, but really loved it) and of course everyone's favorite, Mr. Hasselhoff (pre-Baywatch naturally) -

Books:

Phrase books for random languages, lately. Anything by Henri Nowen. Francis Schaefer. An old classic, the Scarlet Letter. Recently read Facing Up, (a 23 year-old's Everest expedition...now I guess I can relinquish my massively unrealistic secret fantasy of someday scaling its icy faces. the guy's description is good enough for me to live vicariously through- i thoroughly enjoy reading about his intensive training and acclimatizing to the bitter cold, while eating cookies surrounded by the warmth and glow of my urban fireplace (heat lamp radiator). De Bijbel. Umm, quite a few others, also have to think about these.

Heroes:

JC. My mom. My Uncle David. My dear friends. Kit, Michael Knight and the Foundation for Law and Government.

My Blog

Fires in my community...

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Posted by Melana on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:45:00 PST

snakes on a trail/mishaps in mexico

so i just realized i never posted the "snakes on a trail" and "mishaps in mexico" blogs...not that anyone was really on the edge of their seat wondering.... since i'm super tired and way to busy these...
Posted by Melana on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 02:01:00 PST

parking...

at palomar...SUCKS!!!! so i went to drop my little bro off at his school this morning, then head over to palomar a whole 45 minutes early to my class, in reasonable hopes to pay for my parking permit ...
Posted by Melana on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:28:00 PST

BONFIRE LOCATION CHANGE

the location of the beach bonfire today is now at WARMWATERS, CARLSBAD, just north/in front of the power plant by the life guard towers....1-5 south, exit right on tamarack, left on highway 101, south...
Posted by Melana on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 12:32:00 PST

Check out this event: Birthday Beach Bonfire

Hosted By: PrestonWhen: Saturday Aug 25, 2007 at 4:00 PMWhere: Oceanside Harbor, South JettyOceanside, CA United StatesDescription: Preston Click Here To View Event...
Posted by Melana on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:42:00 PST

shmucks and thugs

some spoken word...my first attempt ;)Shmucks and Thugs  Not poetically inclined, Though I wish I could free rhyme, Never really got much time, Too busy fightin' crime. Can't sit back and wa...
Posted by Melana on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 12:48:00 PST

i'll fly away...

tomorrow...wierd...less than 24 hours before my first time on american soil in over a year. (seattle for a bit, then so.cal. in a few).  today...mixed feelings...wandered around a city in the uk ...
Posted by Melana on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

To Die Empty

Just now I learned that the brother of a friend of our's recently abruptly passed away (and another family friend a few weeks ago) and so as my friend Mandy and I were discussing this tragedy, it serv...
Posted by Melana on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:00:00 PST

compelled and mystified

frustrated with my fear of the unknown...(writing a grant proposal for the organization i am interning with for just another week), i succombed to an unusual, but obviously irresistable urge to exit t...
Posted by Melana on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 12:53:00 PST

What's Love??

Spent much of the day giving out roses to women trapped in prostitution in the dark, dirty, and dilapidated brothels of Athens.  For most of them, "love" is a loaded word...tainted by years and y...
Posted by Melana on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST